` ` Precious Thoughts ,.*

2006-06-27T19:07:00.000+08:00

m0ved to http://charmediva-.blogspot.com/

pls RE-LINK

Thank You ! =)

2006-06-21T20:22:00.000+08:00

im currEntly wAiting f0r mAii new bl0gskin t0 be d0ne , and i've already updAted mAii malaysia trip in mAii new bl0g already . 0nce the skin is reAdy , i'll p0st up the new web add here ,. pr0mise t0 be an eye feAsting 0ne ,. =)

reAlised tht ii stArt t0 miss al0t 0f thiNgs these few dAys ,. ii miss mAii ba0bEi frEns ,. ii miss siNging ,. ii miss renfu ,. aNd ii t0tAlly miss less0ns in music clinic !!` x( ii st0pped less0ns f0r a m0nth becAuse ii hAve to0 mAny things 0n this m0nth and hAve n0 ch0ice but t0 st0p f0r awhile ,. and im g0in bAck 0n 1st JUL !` cAnt wAit cant wAit !` and juliana t0le miie tht irwin gAve us a hw ,. which is t0 prepAre 3 s0ngs 0f diff genre t0 perf0rm ,. g0sh !` i hAven even prepAre yet !` ,. bEtter start alreAdy ,. x)

,.* bEi ` ii n0e sth must hAve happEned ,. mayb uu dun wish t0 sAy . it's ok . but pr0mise miie t0 tAke go0d cAre 0f urself ,. ii reAlly will w0rry uu ,. mAii heArt alm0st jump 0ut whEn ii heArd uu cry the wh0le dAy ,. hAix . what hAppEnd t0 mAke uu like thEse ?` whAt hAppEn t0 the kim ii used t0 kn0w ?` mAii chEerful and hAppy g0 lucky ba0bEi ,. ii guEss to0 much things might hAve hAppEned ,. 0r uu are just to0 tired ,. alwAys remEmber ii will be there f0r uu n0 mAtter what ,. i'd be hAppy en0ugh if uu are willing t0 c0me to miie ,. =) nEver will ii find it fAn 0r wAd ,. ure mAii fren , n0 mAtter wad ii als0 willing t0 listEn and hElp ,. it hurts t0 sEe uu like this . reAlly ,. h0pe uu will be fiNe after a few dAys ,. pls tAke care 0f ursElf kAex ?` l0ve alwAys !`~ x)

2006-06-19T14:20:00.000+08:00

im bAck !` any0ne missed miie ?` xP L0Lx ,.

anywAy im kiNda sick 0f this skin and web add , g0nna chAnge t0 a new bl0gspot aNd updAte mAii trip in malaysia in a fEw dAys time ,. d0 stAy tunEd !` x) miiss y0u guys !`~

do i have t0 keep on searching?`

2006-06-12T14:41:00.000+08:00

fevEr went up agAin yEsterday ,. bo0s !` terrible flu !!` t0tAlly cAnt breAthe !` 0ut 0f breAth siA ! *PENG* slEpt thr0ugh the wh0le dAy . =_= .. thEse few dAys kEep slEeping like wAd lidat ,. L0L !` this m0rniNg w0ke up felt much bEtter . x) but mAii v0ice vEry l0w , like m0nstEr lidAt ,. scAry !` L0Lx ,.

i've upl0aded rAinie's vide0 !` s0wwie f0r tAking such a l0ng time t0 l0ad ,. xP enj0y !!`~

i'll be away t0 malaysia f0r 4-5 dAys . g0nna miss every0ne !` *LOVES* ii pr0mise i'll be bAck with l0adsa prEsents aNd eye feAsting updAtes !` xD

快樂　是可以分享的,

快樂　需要一些過程,

快樂　總是能被記得,

因為記憶只留下美好的,.*

2006-06-10T13:34:00.000+08:00

SICK !` argHhx !` this tiMe d0wn with flu aNd s0re thr0at . blAhs ,. thAnk g0d mAii fever hAv rec0vered . ii hAte mEdicines !!` *YUCK* thEy mAde mAii tAstebud hAve this yucky tAste ,. everythiNg ii eAt is s0 yucky ! sucks lArHhs ,. bo0s ! and ii cAnt reAlly heAr anything due t0 mAii flu ,. x( it's s0 tErrible !` and ii still fEel as if im flying ,. wahAHHAhahAHax !` duNn0 why ,. whethEr it's wAlking , eAting , siting d0wn , typing the keyb0ard ,. everything ii d0 fEels as if im flyiNg ?!` L0L !` mAyb to0 weAk ,. s0 scAry lArHhs !` ii juz cAnt hElp mAiiself ,. whEnever ii listen t0 s0ngs ii like ii will sing al0ng with it . hmMms , d0es this result in the sl0w rec0vEry 0f mAii s0re thr0at ?` =x im stArting t0 hAve slight c0ugh alreAdy ,. ahhhhHHhhh !!!` NO !` SHITS !`~ ii ate flu mEd yEsterday ,. it d0en't sEem t0 w0rk in miie ,. BOO !

thx frEns f0r all ur cAre aNd c0ncErn ,. with all 0f ur cAres aNd c0ncErns , ii believe ii will rec0vEr very so0n !` xie xiE !` clAra ish vEry str0ng !` 我不會那麼容易被病魔打敗的！x) thx ba0bEi !` ii l0ve y0u to0 !` xD

********************

o3/o6/o6 * 完美的日子，完美的相遇

那畫面，似乎太完美了，它讓我難以忘懷。不是因為身邊的人，事，物… 而是因為老天給我們的相遇。多么單純，可愛的臉孔，已吸引了我。很可笑，你或許也沒發現到我的存在。每次都很盼望你的出現，但似乎沒緣再相見。說我笨也好，說我傻也好，我會一直期待那天的到來。

Mr. Q

等待 ,.

2006-06-09T14:03:00.000+08:00

im tErribly sick !!` argHhHhx !` yEsterday ii w0ke up eArly in the m0rniNg ,. wAnted t0 go t0 the t0ilEt ,. but ii didn't hAve any strEngth t0 gEt up !` ii sl0wly pull mAiiself up . the m0mEnt ii stAnd up , ii blAck0ut !! neArly fAinted !` scAry ! den ii quickly wEnt bAck t0 mAii bEd ,. and ii actuAlly slEpt till 3pm mum cAme h0me aNd t0ld miie ba0bei kimM and aNntx lo0king f0r miie ,. thEy cAll maii hp is 0ff ,. cAll mAii h0use didn't pick up . s0wwie ba0bEiis !` ii reAlly n0 strength to d0 anythiNg ,. hAix ,. ii hAve fevEr , s0re thr0at , flu !` *PENG* ii actuAlly can slEep thr0ugh the wh0le dAy ,. with0ut eAting anything . until this m0rning den ii wAke up . n0w im supEr weAk !` ii fEel as if im flyiNg whEn ii wAlk . L0L !` sigh ,. h0pe cAn quickly rec0vEr ,. ii hAte t0 gEt sick ! BOOS !` cAnt d0 anything , cAnt eat fo0d dAt ii like , cAnt go 0ut aNd hAve fun ,. all ii can d0 is stAy at h0me , slEep , wAtch tv , 0nline ,. siAns ..

* hAppy birthdAy t0 ALL !!` xD *

5th june ; DY
8th june ; Jing Fen
10th june ; ba0bei aNntx
12th june ; dAniel , kel
15th june ; stephanie
26th june ; yiyin

___________________________

說好不愛了　就能回到原點
好像是惡作劇情節　對我的考驗
可是我刪不掉手機照片
那畫面兩人的臉笑得多甜
多留曖昧一點　難過就多一天
我不哭要眼淚爭氣點

你只能給我的中場時間
卻不能拼湊成主場畫面
不貪圖那一天　幸福會上演
我要狠心一點　說不愛了

你曾經給我的中場時間
我會一點一點累積畫面
傷口它會復原把你留給昨天
我要自私一點　才會有快樂

中場時間 ,. *
希望下次，再見？`

2006-06-03T22:17:00.000+08:00

w0ke up at 7.30am ,. super tirEd !!` wake up s0 eArly juz t0 prepAre g0 queue f0r Rainie's aut0 sessi0n at Bugis with Jer . whEn reached there , the queue like s0 little ppl ! =x scAry !` ii think 0nly 5 ppl 0nly ,. wh0a ii still th0ught like 56 lidat will hAve al0t ppl scAred queue behind behind . hEng arhhs . L0L !` s0 we wEnt eat lunch first den g0 queue ,. we are supEr infr0nt siA !` the 2nd r0w ! wo0o0os !!`~ while we wEre queueing we saw this little b0y ,. s0 CUTE !` L0L !`~ s0 we secrEtly to0k a pic 0f him . shHhhhHHhhx ,. xP

supEr cute n0hHhs !` nxt time gr0w up sure is a YANDAO KIA !` xD the weather supEr h0t !` thk g0d thEre's shElter ,. x) if n0rt im g0nna gEt sun burn agAin !,. but kEep sweAting lArHhs , bEi hAna ! wahHAhAHhax !` cAnt stAnd ,. this stupid jEr kEep say mAii face like hAmburger ,. *FAINTS* den wanna eAt ,. WTH ?!` ii SLAP y0u arHhhx ! =x L0L !!` we wEre s0 b0red lArHhs !` queue f0r wh0le afterno0n ,. bo0s . h0ping ba0bEi will c0me but she's slEeping at h0me ! L0Lx ,. we nth t0 do dEn kEep calling hEr , she nv pick up aNd eNded up with m0re den 15 missed cAlls ,. wahHAhHAhAHhAx !` xP

the stAge ,. =) spEnt alm0st 7 h0urs stAring at it . c0sh we're juz queueing infr0nt 0f it ,. L0L !` ii fiNd al0t of pPl ar0und miie so fAmiliar !` pPl infr0nt of miie , besiDe miie , behiNd miie , wh0a ! ii dunn0 wAd hAppen siA ,. they lo0k so familiAr ! but jus cAnt recall where ii sEe them bef0re ,. s0 SCARY !!!` L0L !`~ ii can fEel s0me kEep stAring at miie ,. dunn0 WHY ?!` sAw GHOST ?!` wahHAhAHHAhx !`

ar0und 5.30pm yes933 dj cAme ,.

den drAg and drAg and drAg ,. wAit aNd wAit and wAit ,. wHy everytime this kiNda aut0 sessi0n singers everytime lAte derh arh ? lAte f0r like hAlf an h0ur s0memore ,. aiyo0 . dun lidAt lEiix ,. =x L0L !` we fAns wAit till very "xin ku" de lEiix ,. xP

finAlly ,. 6pm Rainie cAme !` *SCREAMS*

so kAwaii !!` fEel like g0in up stAge t0 hug hEr ! L0L !!` to0k vide0 0f her siNging ,. will upl0ad the nxt time ii bl0g ,. weEeEee !` time f0r us t0 get up stAge t0 gEt her aut0grAph ,. shE's supEr friEndly !` smile till vEry swEet !` awWwWwWwwww !`~ *FAINTS* L0L !!`~

ii jus kEpt tAking and tAking and ii reAlised ii to0k m0re thAn 75 phot0s !` O.O ! hahA'x !` 0f c0urse im n0rt g0nna upl0ad all ,. =x by the time l0ad finish tMl m0rning lia0 ,. s0 ii cho0se a few cute and nice 0nes ,.

SEE !! alm0st all the pics cAn sEe her swEet smile !` l0ve l0ves !` xD after gEtting maii album signed ,. fAster chi0ng g0 buy bubble teA ! sibEii thirsty mAns !!` ii like kenA dehydrAte till cAn die !` cAnt believe ii finish 0ne whole cup 0f bubble teA !` n0rmAlly ii will 0nly drink till hAlf a cup jiu thr0w awAy lErHhs ,. lidat still n0rt en0ugh , ii still fiNd very thirsty !` *PENG* sEe h0w thirsty ii am ?!` L0L !` supEr !!`~ den jEr saw this h0t air ballo0n . he like nv sEe bef0re in his life lidAt ,. =x sEe until 0ne kiNd ,. =_=" L0L !`

to0k a pic 0f it ,. nice nice ?` xP ii wAnna g0 up thEre !` ii wAnna take a ride in the h0t air ballo0n ,. s0 co0l !` xD

sAw this cute little thingy juz beside the f0untAin ,. s0 decided t0 tAke a pic 0f it ,. xP ii like wAd als0 wAnna tAke sia . L0L !!` ar0und 8 plus to0k bus h0me ,. mEt mum at h0use d0wnstAirs den g0 spectacle sh0p chEck mAii degree ,. wh0a !` im g0nna FAINT !` ii chEck mAii eyes den the pers0n sAy maii degree fr0m 300 increAse till 400 !` reAlly PENG !!!`~ s0 scAry lArHhs ! `n0 wonder ii this few dAys see things s0 blur !` wa piAng ,. bEtter take cAre 0f mAii eyes lia0x . L0L !`~

fAte let us meet ,.

somehow ii wld wish to see you again *

2006-06-02T15:13:00.000+08:00

What`s your ideal DREAM house?

A Penthouse

The city is the place for you. But not just anywhere in the city. Your ideal house is the highest floor on the highest building. Million dollar views from every window and the city night life at your door step. You like the fast paced world. A world which is always moving fast and never stagnant. You belong in a Penthouse.

so accurate !` i'd always wAnted a penth0use 0f mAii 0wn ,. x) h0w ii wish . . . .

2006-05-31T14:30:00.000+08:00

0uting with BESTIES !!`

mEet at cine ,. wEnt to kb0x ! wo0os !`~ ba0bei is lAte f0r 1 h0ur !! *FAINTS* n0wadays dunn0 wAd hAppen t0 bus drivErs ,. everytime wAit f0r bus sibEii l0ng ,. den mAke pPl lAte !` BOOS !` LALALA ~* siNg till s0ng song ,. den plAy po0l ,. ii didn't plAy , fiNd very siAn dun feel like plAying ,. =x L0Lx .

phot0tAking sessi0n stArts .. x)

we're l0ving it !`

alwAys l0ve tAking pics with mAii ba0bei !` xP

cAndid sh0t ,. dun0 wAd ba0bei d0in she suddEnly bl0w wiNd 0n mAii fAce ,. wahHAHAx !!` supEr fuNny ! xD

we all supEr hungry s0 wEnt t0 taka eAt the jAp no0dle ,. supEr nice !` ii 0rdEred the 0mellete no0dle ,. they all 0rdEr the chEese 0ne ,. hEhs ,. yuMmy !!` nxt wEnt t0 shAw towEr t0pshop .

wAlk till whEre ,. tAke till whEre ,. L0Lx !`

act co0l ,. we l0ve tAking phot0s !!`

evEn cr0ssiNg the r0ad als0 tAke ,. L0L !`

ar0und 5 plus wEnt t0 mrt fiNd dAn's gf ,. den wEnt t0 cityhAll tcc driNk c0ffee ,.

ii f0rgot thEir nAmes but 0ne ish with macademia an0ther is 0reo ,. miie aNd ba0bei supEr l0ve the whipped creAm ! evEn th0ught of refilling it ,. but cAnt lArHhs ,. hahA'x ,. we 5 sit d0wn tHEre , driNk c0ffee , chit-chAt ,. lAugh , j0ke ar0und . L0L !` s0 fun cAn !` xD

finishEd drinking wAlked t0 esplAnade slAck till 9 plus go mArina square ,. dAn super pr0 siA ,. eat finish 0ne big plAte 0f rice still n0rt full ,. den g0 0rdEr mAc burger eat ,. *FAINTS* big eAter sia ,. L0L !`

bef0re we sAy go0dbye ,.

mAii bus came ,. it's time t0 say go0dbye . till nxt time ,. cyaz ! L0Lx !!` wh0a the m0mEnt ii walk up the bus ,. ii dunn0 wAd hAppen t0 miie suddEnly ,. fEel sibEii weAk , like ii g0nna fAint anytiMe ,. ii cAn fEel mAiiself shivEring like dunn0 wAd , den wAlk als0 cAnt wAlk pr0pErly ,. like druNk lidat .. sibEii SCARY !!!` ii tEll mAiiself t0 cAlm d0wn ,. dEn fAster wAlk h0me . reAlly juz fEel like lying d0wn 0n the flo0r ,. L0L !!` supEr n0 strEngth !` O.O !! ii think because ii didn't eAt dinnEr ,. =xXx o0opPps ! dun sc0ld miie !!` L0L !`~

deng dai cai h0ng ,.*

2006-05-27T13:53:00.000+08:00

yAys ! Lucify is bAck !` yoy0yo !! L0L !`~ ii wAn lucify, s0ul aNd mi lu bing to be in the t0p 3 lArHhs !` pPl pls supp0rt thEm ! supp0rt supp0rt !` hahA'x ,. xP

wEnt sh0pping with ba0bei !` wo0o0os ! finAlly !` L0Lx ,. wEnt t0 town ,. 0n 0ur wAy t0 cine , we sAw chAnnel U ppl infr0nt 0f us , den we wEre like ,. fAster walk wAnna siAm thEm ,. but we FAILED !` thEy bl0ckEd 0ur wAy and dEn stArt t0 interview us ,. O.O !` they ask if we kn0w ab0ut junyAng releAsing his new album blAh blah blAh ,. den at the eNd ask us t0 say s0me w0rds t0 junyAng ,. ii t0tAlly dunn0 wad ii am d0in den ii juz sAy " junyAng wo mEn hui y0ng yuAn zi chi ni " ,. wahHAhAHHAHAHAx !!!`~ supEr fuNny lArHhs !` L0L !`~ they finish intErview us we quickly rAn away ! hahA'x !` kEep lAughing siA ,. sibEii fuNny ! =x L0L !`~

ate luNch at y0shinoya ,. l0ng tiMe nEber eat lErHhs ,. nice ! den wEnt sh0pping ar0und ,. heAded t0 heerEn ,. ba0bei kEep trying 0n al0t of cl0thes !` L0Lx ,. nxt wEnt t0 taka eat the ice cream !` wAhHhhs ! VERY NICE !`~ the 0reo blazzArd supEr delici0us !` 0ne cup very ex s0 we shAred ,. we scAred al0t den cAnt finish s0memore ,. hAhs ! wh0 n0es ,. it's n0rt en0ugh lEix !!` we kEep eating aNd eAting n0n-stop ,. eAt till the cup alm0st let us finish ,. wahHAhAx !` s0 nice cAn !`~ den we wEre thiNkin 0f askin the b0y wh0 is sElling t0 give us 0ne m0re cup . L0L !!` we kEep c0ming up al0t 0f ideAs ,. like we lEt him shAke 0ur hAnds den he give us 0ne frEe ice creAm ,. 0r we "xi shEn" abit lEt him hug =xXx den give us tw0 frEe ice creAm !` wahHAhAHHAHAx !` *CRAP* L0L !`~ BTH ,. the ice creAm is to0 nice !` im g0nna eat agAin the nxt time ii g0 tAka !

wEnt t0 fiNd tamagotchi ! hahA'x ! fEel like buyiNg lEix ,. like smAll childrEn lidat h0rz ? s0 big lia0 still wAn play tamag0tchi ,. L0L !` nAhHs , wh0 sAy this 0nly kids cAn plAy ?` al0t "ang m0h" celebritiEs als0 hAb plAy de lEix ,. dun prAy prAy arHhs ,. L0L !`~ but to0 bAd dun hAve the design ii wAn ,. nvm ,. shAll g0 s0me 0ther plAces t0 fiNd !` =) finAlly 0ur lAst destinAti0n ,. fAr eAst !` this time dunn0 wAd hAppen ,. the cl0thes like ,. erRrr .. n0t very nice lEix ,. ba0bei kEep sAying ,. wh0a wAd hAppen arh ? why all the cl0thes lidAt ?` L0L !!` s0memore n0e hAving the greAt s'p0re sAles lEix ! aiyo0os ,. but in the eNd still mAnaged t0 buy cl0thes we like !`

the prEtty shirt dat ii b0ught ,. tw0 hAirbAnds aNd silver eyelinEr ,. dats all ii b0ught f0r the wh0le dAy ,. didn't briNg en0ugh today . nxt time must briNg m0re ,. s0 cAn buy m0re !` xP ba0bei jiu b0ught al0t al0t cl0thes !` s0 s0ng ! hahA'x ,. ii l0ve sh0ppiNg with hEr ! weEeEeEes !` we are the sh0ppiNg quEens !* wahHAhAHHAhAx !!!`~

didn't tAke al0t pic ,. t0day 0ur *BEST FRIEND* nv c0me 0ut ,. sky dArk dark ,. tAke pic n0rt nice dErHhs ,. we l0ng time nEber take pic t0gEther lErHhs but t0day weAther n0 g0od !` hAix ,. nvm ,. h0pe nxt time we g0 0ut 0ur bEst frieNd will be bAck ! xD L0L !`~

life is w0nderful ,.

treasure every m0ment *

2006-05-25T15:21:00.000+08:00

bo0s !` juz being b0red ,.

yii ?`

act cute ,. LALALA ~*

shHhHHhx ,. dun say a w0rd .

bleAhHHx !` xPpPpPpPp `~

2006-05-22T11:09:00.000+08:00

21 mAy 06 * SUN

alArm rAng at 5.30am ,. super eArly !!` we wEre supp0sed t0 go f0r the Big Walk ,. but cAnt wAke up !` we eNded up g0in bAck t0 slEep ,. L0L !`~ w0ke up at 10.30am ,. hAd breAkfast cum luNch , wEnt t0 NUH visit grandma ,. spEnt mAii wh0le afterno0n thEre ,. t0day sun dun hAve d0c . siAns . hAve t0 wAit till m0n den can hAve checkup all th0se ,. wAste time wAste m0ney ,. mAii grAndma hAtes t0 stAy in h0spital ,. hAix . stupid nurse dunn0 h0w t0 injEct the thing , injEct until mAii grandma's hAnd sw0llEn !` freAk y0u lEix !` uu dunn0 dUn anyh0w lArHhs !` dAmn ,. grAndma prEssed the bell t0 call the nurse ,. they to0k such a l0ng time t0 c0me !!` WTH ?! shldn't they c0me immediAtely whEn the bEll rings ? they still can tAke their 0wn swEet time t0 c0me ,. KNS !` hEll0 this is h0spitAl lEix !` wad if sth seri0us hAppens ?` * CHOY LA * den uu all wAn wait until the pAtient 0ur 0f breAth 0r sth den uu all willing t0 c0me izzit ?!` DUHZ !! * this h0spital dAmn "LAN" ,. BOO !` everything sucks ,. 0nly a few nurse go0d nia . the rEst all can g0 eAt shit !` =x den whEn maii grAndma wan g0 t0ilet , she hAve t0 push al0ng the machine thing all the way there ,. the nurse sEe lia0 als0 dun b0ther t0 hElp ,. freAk y0u !` they cAn just stAnd d0wn there pretEnd nEber see anything . KAOZ !`~ dEn 0f c0urse ii helped her push lArhhs ,. but ii dunn0 h0w t0 push , she scAred ii l0se c0ntr0l anyh0w push in the eNd she push hersElf ,. =x sAd lArhhs ! L0L !`~ ii f0llowed her t0 the t0ilet ,. and bAck t0 the wArd ,. t0tAlly n0 nurse cAres t0 hElp 0ut !` wad kinda nurse is this ?` firE them bEst !` hahA'x` ,. xP

in the lAte evEning xia0 jiu jiu cAme ,. jiu mu gAve us presEnt fr0m hk disneylAnd ,. mAii c0usin belindA is s0 cute cAn !` BTH !` kEep mAking us lAugh !` L0L !`~ but she very nAughty arhHhs ,. dinNer d0wan eat , kEep wAnting t0 eAt ch0colAte ,. hahAx ., den she sAw mAii mum hAve fries . she kEep sAying " mAc , mAc " c0sh she like t0 eAt mAcd0nAld fries ,. L0L !` sibEii cute lArHhs !` ,. hahA'x ,. ar0und 7 plus jiu jiu sEnd us h0me ,. ii 0pEned up the presEnt they gAve ,. it's mickey aNd minnie keychAin !`

s0 nice !!` im l0ving it !`~ xD

...........................................................

b0y ,. * this kiNda thing cAnn0t rush dErhHx ,. uu f0rce als0 no use rite ? hAix ,. yEs uu are swEet and cAring ,. alth0ugh uu can sAy we alreAdy kn0w f0r alm0st a yeAr .. but ii dun thiNk we n0e each 0ther vEry wEll yEt . dat tiMe uu sEnd derh msg like s0 kAn ji0ng lidAt ,. sibEii fuNny !` mAke miie kEep lAughing . L0L !` but pls !` dun push miie ,. ii d0wan t0 mAke a wr0ng decisi0n ,. ure 0nly mAking miie vEry fAn ,. why kEep rushing ?` uu sAid uu scAred ii run away ,. n0 ii wun ii will be in s'p0re ii wun run away derhhs ,. L0L !` xP uu lidat will mAke miie think uu s0 kAn ji0ng just t0 be attAched ,. dats all . dats mAii p0int 0f view ,. im very c0nfusEd .. ii dunn0 ,. thEre's al0t 0f d0ubts in miie , give miie tiMe pLs ,. h0w l0ng ?` n0 uu cAnt give miie a time t0 decide whEn ,. uu say 12am ii must give uu an ans ,. wAd ?!` this kinda thing hAve timing derh arhhs ? n0 lEix ,. ii 0nly can tEll uu , it's n0t time yEt ,. dun rush , if uu cAnt wAit ,. den jus lEt miie g0 ,. dats all ii can sAy .. what f0r hurry ? we wun be hAppy like this ,. =)

...........................................................

ii wun give up *

never ever ,.

2006-05-22T08:49:00.000+08:00

it's 8.46 in the m0rning ,. aNd ii shld be slEeping s0undly in mAii c0mfy bEd . but mAii stupid st0mAch w0ke miie up !` argHhHhhs !` it's terribly pAin till ii cAn fAint !!` * PENG * aNd ii cant gEt bAck t0 slEep . =_=" s0 decided t0 c0me 0nliNe ,. updAte maii bl0g .

20 mAy o6 * SAT

wEnt IMM t0 queue 0vernight with bEstie jEr ,. thEre's s0 mAny m0squit0s thEre !` dAmn it !!` while jEr went t0 gEt repellEnts , ii dunn0 d0wn thEre fEed h0w mAny m0squit0s alreAdy !` arghHhHHhs !`~ hAnds , lEgs , fAce all kenA !` idi0t siA ,. but the weather was go0d ,. n0t to0 wiNdy , n0t t0o h0t ,. yeAhs . mAny stArs . s0 nice !` i've nEver sEen s0 mAny beAutiful stArs f0r a l0ng time alreAdy ,. thr0ugh0ut the night , we wEre chAtting , wAlking , lAughing , stAring int0 spAce , thr0wing fAns . L0L !` c0uldn't gEt t0 slEep !` and ii stAyed awake the wh0le night ,. O.O !` m0rning , frEns started t0 c0me . jEr lEft at ar0und 10 am . wh0a s0ng lArHhs ,. he can g0 h0me slEep !` while ii still hAve t0 queue ,. blAhs . nvm , cAn sEe 56 ii hAppy en0ugh alreAdy !` xD yil0k dArling aNd mellisa cme ,. we chit-chAttied , read mAg , listen t0 music t0 pAss time ,. the sun becAme vEry h0t ar0und 1pm !` wh0a !` the sun dirEctly shine int0 0ur skin !` supEr pAin lArHhs !` cAn diE !`

dArling to0k this , fiNd it nice s0 decided t0 upl0ad it . =)

the stAge !` 56 was lAte f0r hAlf an h0ur !` they are alwAys lAte ,. L0Lx ,. finAlly ar0und 1.30pm , thEy cAme !!` * SCREAMS * xDD

56 wAlking up stAge ,. x)

* SHOUTS* "RENFU ! RENFU !!!" wahHAhAHhAHx !`~ xpPpPppPp ,. t0tAlly crAzy !`~ fiAnlly after the L0NG LONG wAit , they are hEre !` s0 shuAi cAn !` renfu iish s0 cutE s0 shuAi !!` arhHhHs !` im g0nna fAint ,. L0L !!`~ they plAyed gAmes with fAns . s0 lucky lArHhs 4 fAns kena cho0sen t0 g0 up stAge ,. wAd the ?!` ii als0 wAn lArHhs !!` L0Lx ,. hEng they just g0 up plAy gAmes nia , hahA'x ,. LALALA ~* weathEr sibEii h0t !` mAii hAnds and fAce are burniNg !` wo0o0os` but ii dun fEel anything ,. wahHAhAHhax !` to0 busy tAking phot0s aNd sEeing thEm , cAnt fEel any pAin . L0L !`~ s0 HIGH lArHhs !` xD 2 plus wEnt up stAge t0 gEt thEir signature !` AHHH !!` rEnfu reNfu !!` he lo0ked strAight int0 mAii eyEs and smilEd !` xDDD s0 swEet !` s0 mirEn !` s0 shuAi !` * HEART MELTS * wahAhahAhHAHAhx !!`~ cAnt c0ntrol mAiisElf . L0L !!` wAnted t0 tAlk t0 him , but th0se ' g0ng zu0 rEn yuan' beside kEep talking t0 him ,. g0 aNd DIE lArHhs !`~ uu all hAve s0 much time stAnding beside them while we 0nly can juz g0 up f0r like a fEw sEc0nds 0nly . s0memore we queue f0r s0 mAny h0urs juz t0 sEe them h0ping can tAlk t0 them whEn g0in up stAge . cAnt uu juz shut up and lEt fAns talk t0 thEm ?!?!`grrRrRrRrrrs !` *triEs t0 calm d0wn* ,. pheWwWwww`~ f0rget it , rEnfu's smile alreAdy en0ugh t0 mElt mAii heArt ,. x) L0L !!`~ h0w time flies , i've bEen chAsing them f0r 3 yeArs already ,. n0 regrEts at all ,. im still l0ving thEm & f0rever will be ,. xD

after we g0t 0ur aut0grAphs , we wEnt t0 collEct "5566 C Dong Gua Drink" it's soooo NICE !` x) 56 ' du jia ' let s'p0re fAns t0 try it first ,. h0pefully s'p0re will sEll !` den ii sure buy and driNk everyday ! L0L !`~

56 aut0grAphed pre-ordEr cArd ,. weEeeEEes !` s0 tired lArHhs ,. its 3pm already and ii hAve t0 rush bAck h0me aNd bath ,. ar0und 5pm to0k bus t0 music clinic ,. 0n the wAy there ii fEll alsEep in the bus !` luckily nEber 0verslEep . hahA'x `~ anth0ny's lEss0n todAy !` x) we g0t 0ur CD ! yAy !` finAlly !` anth0ny lEt us listEn t0 0ur s0ng aNd p0int 0ut 0ur mistAkes , leArn fr0m 0ur mistAkes ,. ii still hAve the sAme pr0n0unciati0n pr0blEms ,. he sAy ii like jay ch0u siNging , w0rds cAnt hear clearly dunn0 wad ii siNging ,. L0L !!!`~ n0w ii n0e why , ii will kEep prActicing 0n it !` x) after less0ns went t0 h0spitAl sEe grandma . 0n mAii way thEre ii felt s0 rEstless ,. t0tAlly tirEd !!!` whEn walking t0 the wArd , ii fEel as if im slEep wAlking ,. L0L !`~ ii hAve n0 ideA where im heAding t0 , ii juz kEep wAlking aNd walking ,. wh0le b0dy fEel s0 numb .. ii mAnged f0rce mAii eyes 0pen ,. wEnt in t0 sEe maii grAndma . she asked why mAii skin s0 rEd ,. ii was like ` hUh ?` g0t mEiiz ? den ii lo0ked at mAii hAnds ,. WHOA !!` sibEii rEd !` L0L !!` ii kenA sunburn !` bo0s ,. fAce , hAnds all very rEd . scAry !` but nvm , n0 pAin . hEhs ,. xP ar0und 8pm wEnt h0me bAth and juMp int0 bEd ,. SLEEP !` go0d night ! L0L !`~

dun rush miie ,. it's n0 use`

ii dun wanna mAke a wr0ng decisi0n *

2006-05-19T13:32:00.000+08:00

jus receivEd a ph0necAll fr0m mAii mum ,. mAii grAndma juz admitted t0 h0spitAl !` ii "STUNNED" f0r like a few sec0nds den c0me t0 mAii sEnses ,. hAix .. it's the sAme pr0blEm agAin . her st0mAch inside dunn0 hAve wad st0ne thiNg !?` vEry l0ng lErhHhs still hAben rec0ver ,. den n0w admittEd t0 h0siptAl agAin ., sAd lArHhs !!`~ WTH ?!` bef0re dat ii was like s0 hAppy cAuse tMl 56 c0ming and im g0in t0 quEue 0vernight t0dAy ,. dEn n0w ?` hAix ,. nvm . lAter ii will be g0in t0 h0spitAl t0 sEe maii grAndma ,. h0pe she's d0in fiNe aNd will rec0ver so0n !` after dAt ar0und 11pm ii will be g0in IMM t0 queue . wAnted t0 ask ba0bei if she cAn acc0mpAny miie , but thiNk she will be to0 tirEd , 0r mAyb if she cAn make it but dEn in the eNd cAuse her aNd him quArrel ,. s0 bEtter n0t . ii d0wan ba0bei becAuse 0f thEse den mAke until b0th 0f them n0t hAppy ,. =) this wEekend ii will be supEr busy !!` 0h mAns ,. hAve al0t al0t 0f evEnts ,. al0t 0f plAces t0 go ,. al0t 0f things t0 do . s0 ii wun be bl0gging s0 so0n ,. aNd n0w mAIi flu hAben fully rec0ver yEt !` yEsterday night ii ate the mediciNe which will cAuse dr0wzinEss dErhhx ,. den this m0rning whEn ii wAke up . mAii wh0le b0dy like JELLY !!` whEn ii walk ii fEel like im flyiNg lidAt !` O.O! wahHAhAHHAx !!`~ jialAt nAhHs ,. h0pefully lAter ii will fEel bEtter ,. gtg g0 ,. bye !`

wo bu xiAng ; xiaNg tai du0 ,.*

2006-05-18T14:39:00.000+08:00

yAys !!` wEnt bugis t0 gEt mAii j0lin's wu niAng album !` finAlly !!`~ L0L !` it's s0 nice cAn !` wo0o0o0os !`~

Jolin Wu Niang Album and the lyrics bo0k ,.

Wu Niang CD and full lEngth j0lin pic . it als0 c0mes with a pict0riAl bo0k and a lArge p0ster f0r th0se wh0 pre-0rdEred !` s0 mAny things uu cAn get when uu buy the album . n0wadays the chinEse market like n0rt d0in vEry go0d ,. s0 they hAve t0 c0me with all s0rts 0f frEe gifts t0 attrAct pPl t0 buy and n0rt buy pirAted 0nes !` if uu supp0rt the singErs ,. dEn buy thEir album !` why buy pirAted 0nes ?` cheAp but n0t everything is 0rginAl ,. yeAhs ,. if uu think uu cAnt aff0rd 0ne den dun buy !` =x L0L !`~ seri0usly ii detEst pPl wh0 buy pirAted 0nes ,. uu are 0nly mAking a hArd time f0r the siNgers ,. they spEnd s0 much eff0rt on the album and uu g0 buy pirAted 0nes ,. it's like ,. dUhz * if thEse cArries 0n ii thiNk so0ner 0r lAter the singErs will nEed t0 wAit f0r a l0ng time t0 rec0rd an0ther album . uu wAn dat t0 hAppen ? NO !!` s0 supp0rt "ZHEN BAN" n0t "FAN BAN" !` xie xiE `~ L0L !!` ii s0und s0 "ji d0ng" siA ,. =x alright ii g0 listen t0 j0lin's album lErHhx !` BuAiz !`~

dreams ,. d0 come true *

2006-05-14T23:07:00.000+08:00

aftermo0n wEnt t0 cp buy m0ther's day presEnt f0r grAndma ,. b0ught a eAr ring fr0m tiAnp0 . den uncle cAme t0 fEtch us go grAndma h0use ,. weEts !` grAndma co0ked s0 mAny 0f mAii fAv dishes !` xD hAb g0ng ba0 ji diNg , sAlm0n , kAng k0ng aNd peAnut soup !` yAys !!!` l0ve her t0 bits cAn !` L0L !`~ everytiMe g0 her h0use sure eAt al0t thiNgs ,. ii muz wAtch mAii diEt !` hahA'x ,.

mAii sec0nd uncle cAme bAck fr0m hk disnEylAnd . wh0as !` sho0 xiAn mu cAn !` ii als0 wAn g0 nAhHs !` L0Lx ,. and he b0ught bAck disnEy l0llip0ps . th0ught he wld briNg sth m0re intEresting den juz ,. l0llip0ps ?!` L0L !`~ anyway he g0 thEre is f0r businEss trip lArHhs , s0 cAnt blAme . hE als0 n0rt much time t0 sh0p ar0und . kekE'x ,.

minnie aNd d0nAld lollip0p ,. s0 cute ritEz ?!` to0 bAd mAii c0usin to0k the minnie 0ne . hAix ,. den ii b0 biAn tAke the d0nAld duck !` QUACK QUACK !`~ wahAHHAHAHAx !` the l0llipop mAke till s0 nice ,. cAnt beAr t0 eat it ,. wAn eat als0 dunn0 stArt fr0m whEre . L0L !` s0 ii decided t0 kEep it . until whEn ii fEel like destr0ying it ,. hohos . mAii mum b0ught a cAke fr0m breAdtalk . we ate it after diNner . it was like ,. wEird ?` cAuse n0rmAlly bef0re cut cAke is sing b'dae s0ng ,. but this time we nEver d0 anything . juz cut the cAke straight . s0 wErid lArHhs !` L0L !`~ the cAke is supEr nice !!!` xD and ii wad juz to0 kAn chi0ng t0 eat the cAke till ii f0rgot t0 tAke pic 0f it ,. =__=" grEedy ritEz ?` like scAred any0ne will eat up all the cAke . like 0ne kAnji0ng spidEr ,. wahHAhAHhAHx !!!`~

dAts the cAke !!` lo0k s0 tEmpting ritEz ?!` n0w uu n0e why ii s0 kAnji0ng spidEr wan fAster eAt it lia0z ? L0L !!` xP

addicted ,. im l0ving it *

2006-05-14T21:35:00.000+08:00

bAked co0kies aNd muffins f0r m0thEr's dAy with jEr ,. wEnt t0 fAirprice buy th0se ingrediEnts and we are reAdy t0 bAke !` the co0kies sEems eAsier t0 mAke , s0 we bAked the co0kies first ,.

co0kie d0ugh !` mixed with choc0lAte chips , egg aNd butter . lo0ks s0 eAsy yeAhs ? NO !` the d0ugh very sticky , it's s0 hArd t0 stir aNd mix everythiNg !` stir till 0ur hAnds s0 tiriNg !` L0L !`~

nxt we mAke them int0 co0kie shApe . the right 0ne ii added extrA ch0co chips . =) and it's 0n it's wAy to the 0vEn !` wAit ,. wAit ,. wAit ,. wAited f0r ar0und 15 mins . and . . .

waAaAaAa !` "CHAO TA" !!!` like chArc0al lidAt ,. wAhHAHhAHAx !` sibEii fuNny lArhHhs !` L0L !`~ aiyA first tRy mArHhs . wAd uu expEct ?` if first tiMe bAke turn 0ut vEry successful den ii thiNk can be bAker lia0 . hahA'x !` dia0 n0hHhs . hEng we still hAve extrAs . kekE'x ,.

and 0ur sec0nd tRy . . .

tAda !!!` YAYS !`~ s0 much bEtter , L0L !`~ we triEd s0me , supEr nice !!` wo0o0o0os !` alth0ugh the shApe like KNS lArHhs ,. =x wahHAhHAhAHax !` it's nice de l0rhs !` xP

n0w it's time t0 bAke muffins !` prepAre hAlfway we reAlised we are sh0rt of milk , =__= " 0utside rAining s0 heAvy s0memore ,. siAns . nEed t0 g0 down aNd buy n0hHhs . we wEnt up and d0wn f0r like 2 timEs siA . kEep f0rgEtting this aNd dat . L0L !` tErrible !!!`~

finAlly we've all the thiNgs we nEed . continue with 0ur d0ugh mAking !`

and yEs !` muffin d0ugh mixed with bluebErries !` lo0ks like y0ghurt . L0L !` this d0ugh much m0re eAsier t0 stir . =)

put them in the pAper cup thingy aNd in the 0ven !`

wAit ,. wAit ,. wAit ,. ab0ut 25 mins . . .

yAys !` frEshly bAked bluebErry muffins !` but erMmms .. the shApe aNd size like ,. to0 big aNd 0ut of shApe !` L0L !`~

so .. wEnt 0n with 0ur 2nd tRy aNd 3rd tRy . . .

tAdA !!!` yEs !` s0 much nicEr ! hahA'x ,.` we mAde s0 mAny muffins lArHhs ,. ii thiNk m0re thAn 25 muffins ,. o.0! L0L !` s0 we triEd 2 0f thEm . vEry nice lEix !` waAaAs ,. sEe the 0utside like n0rt nice but tAste is nice de l0rhHhs !` xD n0rt bAd n0rt bAd ,. hahA'x !` bAking is s0 fun lArHhs !` ii wAnna bAke bAke bAke !` waHAhHAhAHAx !`~ we b0th bAke till sibEii s0ng , still evEn think till wAn 0pen a bAkery sh0p all th0se . L0L !!!` actuAlly it's n0rt a bAd idea . hahA'x !`~

ii wAnna wish all muMmies a

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY !!!`

To mAii mumMy aNd spirituAl mumMy :

prAise the l0rd ,. i l0ve y0u *

2006-05-13T21:47:00.000+08:00

hAd mAii rec0rding t0dAy !` was s0 excitEd and nerv0us !` L0L !` so co0l mAns ,. supEr hAppy lArHhs !` will be able t0 gEt mAii cd the nxt less0n . cAnt wAit caNt wAit !` hahA'x ,. t0day miie aNd jEr bAked co0kies aNd muffins f0r m0ther's dAy !` s0 fun lArHhs !` LOLx ,. l0ads 0f pics tAken . will updAte m0re tMl !`~ buAiz *

thrilled with j0yfullness ,.`

2006-05-13T00:52:00.000+08:00

Dancing Diva !` l0ve her t0 bits ! x)

2006-05-11T16:00:00.000+08:00

Im l0ving this bl0g skin !` L0L !`~ im s0 b0red lArHhs . s0 ii c0ntinued mAii bl0gskin huNting . and 'TADA' ! ii f0und it !` hahA'x` vEry satisfied with it !` g0nna add in m0re functi0ns so0n . this bl0g is like s0 deAd . s0 wAnna make it m0re lively lArHhs . L0Lx ,. pPls ! tAg !` c0mmEnt !` anything ,. but juz n0 vulgarities ! thx y0u !` ~

mAii flu is gEtting bEtter already . yAy !` x) h0pefully it wun c0me bAck . hEhs . ii miiss mAii frEns !` ba0beis !` whEn are we g0nna get t0gEther agAin ?` h0pe so0n kAex !` thEse few dAys i've bEen thinking 0f wAd t0 gEt f0r m0thEr's day . hmMmms ,. mAyb buy cAke ?` 0r jewelleries ? dunn0 lEix !` argHhhs . it's this sun !` and ii hAve n0 idea wAd to gEt ,. bo0s !` mAyb ii will mAke sth special f0r hEr . =) shhHhHhHs ` juz n0w was to0 b0red , s0 ii use the tEmp0rary curl thiNg t0 curl mAii hAir .L0L !` first few curls was n0rt bAd lArHhs . mAyb ii can c0nsider curling mAii hAir . hAve a new hAirstyle ! =) but whEn ii finish curling . is like s0 mEssy !` wahHAhAhHAx !` like wad lidAt , li0n hAir !` LOL !!!`~ ii dunn0 how t0 curl lArHhs . den s0memore mAii hAir s0 much !` s0 jiu anyh0w anyh0w tRy try n0hHhs . hahA'x !`~ xP

give me a hAnd ,. im really tired //*

2006-05-10T12:57:00.000+08:00

im still n0rt very sAtisfied with mAii new bl0g skin . =x but ii l0ve the s0ng !` L0Lx ,. ii cAnt find a skin dat ii reAlly l0ve . hAix . h0w greAt it is if ii n0e how t0 mAke mAii 0wn skin . but unf0rtunAtely , ii dunn0 how . ii 0nly n0e h0w to edit dunn0 how t0 creAte . L0L !`~ i'll juz hAve t0 c0ntinue seArching f0r nice skins . hEhs . if any0ne 0ut there n0es how t0 mAke 0ne , dun miNd hElping miie to0 ?` xP ii will definAtely credit uu dun w0rry . L0Lx ,. ii decided t0 add in new functi0ns , m0re things c0miNg up after i've f0und a suitable skin dat ii like , h0pefully . =)

im hAving a terrible FLU !` arghHhHhx !`~ kEep sneezing non-st0p . SHIT !` and ii dun hAve any flu mEdicine ,. all finished alreAdy . ii hAte it lArHhx . eAt things n0 tAste , mAii v0ice like KNS !` siNg ?` n0 nEed say ,. hahA'x`~ hElp !` grRRrRrRrRrx ,. st0p dAt snEezing lArhx !` bEtter tAke care 0f mAiiself thEse few dAys . ii dun wAnna gEt sick !` =x BOOS !`~ n0t at this p0int of tiMe . thk y0u . L0L !` dun cAre miie , ii sia0 alreAdy . hahA'x` pPl 0ut there muz tAke cAre 0f ursElfs kAex . n0wadAys like al0t pPl kenA flu ?` aNd swAy en0ugh im 0ne of thEm . L0Lx ,. alright , ii g0 rEst lErHhx ,. say0nAra !`~

clinging on // refuse to let g0 *

2006-05-08T13:45:00.000+08:00

mAii mum g0t in the Mighty Mummy c0mpetiti0n !` xD L0Lx ,. semi finAls is held at the IMM . went there at 1pm t0 register . den walk walk ar0und . thEre's s0 mAny jewellery sh0ps hAvin sAles . sEe till mAii eye g0ng o.0 L0L !`~

the stage ,. it stArted ar0und 2 plus .

h0sts ; Huang Zhong Yao & Pan Shu Qing

there were 6 judges . z0e tay, ann k0k, michelle chuang, h0ng huifang, c0nstance s0ng & zhang wenxiang .

z0e tay . she's s0 beautiful ! such nice figure she have ,. dun lo0k like she's given birth bef0re mAns . L0Lx . xiAn mu lArHhx ,. c0mplexi0n everything s0 go0d . *fAints*

an0ther pretty lAdy . ann k0k . she was mAii id0l when im in pri sch . x)

michelle . she's s0 friendly . =) ii l0ve the way she smile . s0 swEet s0 'mi ren' .

and presenting . . . .

My Mighty Mummy !!!`~ xD

it's her first time 0n stAge and she lo0k s0 nervi0us . =x L0Lx ,.

the judges and the h0sts . x)

t0p 10 finAlists , beautiful mums .

manAged t0 take a cl0se up 0f ann k0k . wAnted t0 take z0e's cl0se up . but to0 mAny pPl surr0und her . didn't mAnage t0 tAke . and ii can sAy , ii juz l0ve their figures and c0mplexi0ns !`

it eNded ar0und 4 plus and mAii leg was s0 tirEd ! stAnd f0r like 2 h0urs s0memore nEed t0 squeeze with th0se auntie uncles ,. arghhhx . to0k a cab h0me . den ba0bei called and ask if wAnna g0 f0r diNner . im anything s0 decided t0 go h0me wAtch tv first . L0L !` ii realise im such a tv maniAc !`~ hahA'x` xP wAtch till ar0und 7 plus jiu leave h0me lErhhx .

the night scene was s0 nice , s0 ii to0k this whEn ii was waiting f0r the lift . =) went t0 bus st0p wait f0r 70 . and ii hAte t0 wait f0r 70 !` it mAde miie wAit f0r s0 l0ng ! grRrRRrrRx !` dAmn . stupid !` lucky ii mAnage t0 reAch 0n time . hahA'x` ,. ba0bei aNd miie wEnt t0 marina square find jer they all . eat , sh0p . ar0und 10 plus settled d0wn at tcc . chat , lAugh , slAcking ar0und . L0L !`~ we are always like this . went h0me at ar0und 11 plus .

im n0t giving up ,. never .

2006-05-06T15:29:00.000+08:00

disapp0inted . sad . mad . pissed . ann0yed .

it's a d0uble bl0w to me .

h0lding 0n tightly ,. still *

2006-05-05T15:04:00.000+08:00

What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as down to earth and reliable.
Overall, your true self is creative and expressive.
With friends, you seem dramatic, lively, and quick to react.
In love, you seem mysterious and interesting.
In stressful situations, you seem selfish and moody.

2006-05-04T15:25:00.000+08:00

so b0red !` co0ked mAiiself pAsta f0r luNch !` =)

lo0ks go0d . tAste ? n0rt bAd lArHhx . hahA'x `~ anywAy , d0es singap0re hAve a particulAr place whEre they sEll karaoke vcds ? i've seArched alm0st everywhEre , it's so hArd t0 find !` arghHhx ! and Irwin wants us t0 gEt 5 karaoke s0ngs put in a cd . s0ng i've alreAdy cho0se . but juz cAnt fiNd the karA0ke versi0n !` evEn music clinic als0 dun hAve . hAix . lo0ks like hAve t0 cho0se bAck th0se 0ld s0ngs , s0ngs dAt anth0ny teAched us bef0re . but ii dun like ! =x L0L !`~ why izzit s0 hArd t0 find 0ne ? grrRrRrRrx . evEn if hAve als0 pirAted dErHhx , quAlity n0 go0d . aiyArhs . headache !`~

yes yEs ! this sAt !` xD h0pefully everything g0es on wEll . s0 nerv0us aNd excitEd can ! hahA'x `~ and it's like 2 m0re dAys to g0 . bEtter prAtice . if dat dAy kEep hAving sAme 0ld mistAkes and all dat , im g0in t0 fiNd a buildiNg and juMp !` ii dunn0 , mAyb ii will bury mAiiself dEep in the gr0und . L0L !`~

*w0rds f0r ba0bei * if ure n0t her pls st0p reading . thk y0u .

ba0beii , h0pe ure reAding this . ii n0e uu nEed s0me time al0ne . was very relievEd when ii received ur msg . =) mayb ii dunn0 exActly kn0w h0w uu are fEeling right n0w . but ii n0e uu nEed time . t0 rec0ver ur hurts , rec0ver ur c0nfidEnce , rec0ver ur miNd . all this nEeds time ii n0e . ii wAnna hElp , but thEre's reAlly nth ii can d0 . becAuse 0nly uu n0e ursElf well . but ii will still be thEre , t0 prAy f0r uu . t0 wait f0r uu t0 rec0ver . life is full 0f 0bstacles , if it wEre perfect , n0 0ne wld n0e wad hurt is , wad failure is . and n0 0ne will evEr gr0w up and leArn . lEt this be an experience f0r uu . y0u've eNded a chapter . and the nxt chApter will be bEtter . lo0k ahead 0f y0u . thEre's still l0ts m0re f0r uu t0 disc0ver in life . =) challenges are wad mAke life intEresting ; 0verc0ming them is wAd mAkes life meaniNgful . there's still al0t m0re ii wish t0 say . but ii think when ii finish uu will be reAding till eyes 'pa jiao' lia0z . =x h0pe uu undErstand wad im tryiNg t0 say . wh0a reAlly s0und so much like ah ma . L0L !`~ dAts because ii cAre ok . hahA'x` xP alright lArHhs . reAlly h0pe ure d0in fiNe . wish t0 heAr fr0m uu so0n ! tAke care `~

that will be the day ..

2006-04-29T22:38:00.000+08:00

m0rning wEnt t0 s'p0re post mAc mEet weiting hAve bible study . stArt t0 leArn and reAlise thEre are al0t 0f meAningful things in life . =) here's a sEntence "the m0re uu meditAte 0n GOD's w0rd , the lEss uu will hAve t0 w0rry ab0ut ." it's true , uu'll hAve t0 believe .

ar0und 2pm wEnt h0me . was s0 excitEd ab0ut the rec0rding lAter in the evEning . but juz t0 c0nfirm , ii cAlled and ask first . and t0 mAii surprise , nAhhs . it's Irwin's less0n t0day . hAix . everyday im lo0king f0rwArd t0 the day t0 c0me . even if it's juz a rec0rding 0f 0ne s0ng . Anth0ny kEep saying yArh nxt wEek prepAre f0r rec0rding . but it kEpt drAgging aNd dragging until n0w . and n0w ? still n0 rec0rding . RAHS ,. h0pefully nxt sAt , yes nxt sAt . =)

night time wEnt t0 keppel club's Kippo restaurAnt eat dinnEr with fAmily . wh0a , the service thEre SUCKS like HELL !` s0 wAd is the fo0d is supEr nice ?! y0ur sErvice just SUCKS !` and dAt already sp0il mAii appetite lErHhx . dAmn !` this 0ld lAdy sErve us with 0ne SHIT fAce nvm . we ask them f0r menu she say mAii uncle already 0rdEred earlier 0n . SO WAD ?! we cAnt 0rder m0re fo0d izZit ? DUHS !`~ n0t 0nly this 0ld lAdy . alm0st evEry0ne wh0 sErve als0 give us 0ne freAking attitude ! t0 hEll with uu all lArHhs !` n0rt hAppy dun serve lArHh ! we cAn servE 0ursElf !` KA0X !`~ everytime the fo0d alreAdy d0wn there reAdy t0 be sErve lErhhs , but they juz leAve it thEre . hAck cAre . wAit until mAii uncle ask them f0r the fo0d dEn they willing t0 sErve . WTH ?! WTF ?!` fEd up lArHhs !` mAii family mEmbers all dunn0 is to0 hungry 0r wAd , kEep 0rdering n0n-st0p . g0t shark fins s0up , pige0n s0up , swEet & s0ur p0rk , bEijing ka0 ya , scall0p with sot0ng , jAp t0ufu , fried rice , g0ng ba0 ji ding , chilled fish , grilled fish , vEg , french beAns , gui ning ga0 ,. *fAints* sEe s0 mAny fo0d , wa piAng . eAt till sibEii FULL !!!` dEn mAii st0mach like hAve 3 m0nths 0ld bAby lidAt . =x L0L !`~ BTH siA ,. diE lArHhs . eAt s0 much . ii nEed t0 do 100 sit-ups !` ruN f0r 1 h0ur ! hollaho0p 1 h0ur !` wahHAhAHHAx !`~ n0 m0re eAting s0 much anym0re !` *BURP* o0opPpps ` L0L !` xP lAstly , ii still wAnna sAy Kippo Restaurant service SUCKS !` thk y0u s0 much f0r ur service arhhs . =)

wAiting , wAiting , wAiting ,.

2006-04-26T23:44:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JER !!!`

wEnt t0 t0wn celebrAte jEr's b'dae . dan reAched first f0llowed by miie . we tw0 went t0 buy cAke first . wh0a ba0bEi kim supEr lAte siA . say 10.30am mEet she 11.30am lidAt dEn reAch . p0wer !` L0L !`~ dAn , jEr and miie alreAdy at cine wAiting f0r her lErhhx she still hAben reAch . den we g0 kb0x first ,. she j0ined us lAter . wo0o0o0os , siNging !` xD mAii LOVE !` wahAHhAhAx !` xP gave jEr a siNging less0n , siNce it's his b'dae . dunn0 it hElps an0t , h0pefully lArhHx . ii n0t a go0d tEacher s0memore . hahA'x !`~

everytiMe whEn we f0ur c0me t0gEther c0nfirm vEry fun !` x)) n0 mAtter whEre we are , wAd we d0in als0 cAn lAugh & plAy till like n0body's businEss . L0L !`~ sAng till 3pm wEnt t0 plAy po0l . dunn0 wHy this time like n0rt very intErested in po0l alreAdy . plAy till vEry sian . =x hahA'x `~ lAst time kenA addicted t0 it . but n0w , ok0k lArHhx . mAyb l0ng time nEver plAy lErHhx . nxt wE weNt t0 tAke ne0priNts !` yeAhs !` supEr l0ng nEber tAke ne0print lErHhx . ii think this yeAr this is mAii sec0nd time tAking ,. hahA'x !`~

after dat we all vEry hungry , s0 decided t0 hAve 0ur diNner at cafe cArtel . 0n 0ur wAy thEre , ii sAw a vEry nice VIVA temp0rary nAils . 0MGx !` thE pAttern vEry nice , s0memore g0t mAii fAv0urtie diAm0nds !` wo0o !` ii sh0wed ba0bEi den she didn't sAy a w0rd and b0ught it immediAtely ,. wahAHHAHhAx !` tupid nAhHx. mAke miie als0 fEel like buyiNg . but at the eNd ii nEver , still c0nsidering whEther t0 buy 0r n0t . went t0 cafe cArtel , to0k quite a l0ng time t0 decide whAt t0 eAt . den whEn we all decided wAd t0 eAt lErHhx , dAn suddEnly sAy he dun fEel like eAting thEre lia0x . =_=" this plAce is he intr0 us dErh , s0memore he kEep saying g0t 0ne dish supEr nice suggEst us t0 tRy . we all supEr huNgry alreAdy wan 0rder fo0d den he sAy wan g0 0ther plAce eat . L0L !` s0 we all sit d0wn thEre think still g0t whAt 0ther plAces t0 eAt . ba0bEi suggEsted fish & co. !` yippie ,. we wAlked fr0m cine t0 ps . 0nly thEre hAve . finAlly cAn 0rdEr fo0d lErhhx ` hahA'x !` we all huNgry till n0 mo0d t0 do anythiNg . this ba0bei arHhx . very excitEd ab0ut the nAils she b0ught juz n0w , sho0 she put it 0n .

super chi0 !` xD

but hEr acti0ns all vEry big den the nAils kEep dr0ppiNg 0ff . s0 fuNny !,. L0L !`~ ii als0 b0ught it . BTH , to0 in l0ve with the diAm0nds !` xD yEs !` hEre c0mes 0ur l0ng awAited fo0d !` all 0f the dish lo0k s0 yuMmy ! dAn 0rdEred swEet and s0ur fish , jEr 0rdEred fish & chips , ba0bEi 0rdEred sAlm0n with rice aNd ii 0rdEred muscle pAsta with lem0n sAuce .

we gAve each 0f us abit 0f 0ur fo0d t0 tRy . wh0A !` reAlly can fly !` supEr nice !` mAyb is we to0 huNgry 0r wAd , reAlly it's reAlly delici0us ! L0L !` evEn the fruit puNch driNk als0 supEr nice !` but whEn the bill c0me jiu n0rt nice lErhhx . hahA'x !` f0ur pers0ns $76 lidAt ,. ii cAn tell uu , evEn if we are eAting , we cAn still lAugh like mAd . L0L !!` dun undErstAnd why we will kEep lAughing ? ii als0 dunn0 , cAuse reAlly al0t 0f fuNny thiNgs hApPen . evEn a little thing we als0 can lAugh . dun be suprisEd we cAn lAugh f0r the wh0le dAy . uu sAy lEiix ? hahA'x !`~ this is mAii first time eAting at fish & co . think nxt time ii will wAnna c0me aNd tRy a diff dish . x)

after dAt wAlked bAck t0 tAka , ii nEed t0 buy pErfume f0r mAii mum . we smElled al0t 0f pErfume's sAmple . thEre's 0ne pErfume supEr nice ! jEr , ba0bEi and miie is supEr l0ving it !` hahA'x ` but dAn say to0 cAndy smEll , to0 swEet . but we like !` xP s0 ii decidEd t0 buy dAt .

30ml f0r $68 with a mini versi0n 0f it ,. 100ml f0r $90 with thrEe mini versi0n 0f dAt aNd a frEe bAg . wAnted t0 buy 100ml dErhHx . but didn't briNg en0ugh m0nEy . hAix . wAit till finish the 30ml first den ii c0me bAck and buy 100ml dErhhx !` nxt wEnt t0 hEeren , ii b0ught a hAir clip aNd a hAirbAnd . DIE !` ii dun hAve en0ugh m0nEy ii still buy s0 mAny things ,. =x s0 ii b0rr0wEd m0ney fr0m ba0bEi . tHx ba0bEi !` x) ii will return uu nxt time we mEet kAex !` ii triEd 0n all s0rts 0f c0loured hAirbAnds . den whEn ii tRy 0n a piNk retr0 hAirbAnd and asked dAn & jer f0r c0mmEnts , dAn dAnce the agog0 dAnce . L0L !`~ fuNny lArHhx !` hahA'x ,. in the eNd ii b0ught a pink glitter 0ne . mAyb nxt time im g0in t0 buy either 0rAnge 0r pink 0r white retr0 hAirrbAnd . h0pefully by the time still hAve . ar0und 9pm ba0bei nEed t0 go pArkway c0llEct her things . s0 we wEnt seperAte ways lErHhx . abit she bu de . but nvm . nxt time we shAll g0 f0r a m0vie yeAhs ?` x)

while wAlking t0 bus st0p with ba0bei , she suddEnly wAn t0 eAt chEese cAke . hahA'x ` s0 she b0ught 0ne fr0m nydc . it's delici0us !` kekE'x` SHIT !` suddEnly ii fEel mAii st0mAch vEry pAin , this time reAlly SHIT !` =x L0Lx ` reAched pArkway ba0bei went t0 c0llect her things den 0n the wAy when acc0mpAnying her t0 pAss the thing t0 her frEn , mAii st0mAch pAin till ii cAnt walk !` *fAints* b0 biAn ii fAster find a c0ffEe sh0p derh t0ilet while ba0bei g0 pAss thing t0 her fren . wh0a ii in the t0ilet pAin till fEel like cAlling f0r hElp !` but cAnt , wAit pPl th0ught wAit hAppen . L0L !`~ ii in the t0ilet f0r ar0und 15 mins lidAt ii guEss . ii hAving diArrh0ea !` 0.0 !! muz be sth wr0ng with the things ii eAt t0day . grRrrRrRRr !` but nvm , can cleAr all the t0xic inside mAii st0mAch . hEhs . h0pefull will l0se 1kg ? wahHAhAHHAhx !!` thiNk to0 much . L0L !`~ xP ar0und 10pm to0k bus h0me with ba0bei . she g0in t0 mEet dEs . whEn ab0ut t0 reAch h0me mAii st0mAch pAin agAin . DIE !` ii nEed t0ilEt !`~ s0 ii fAster hug ba0bEi go0dbye aNd tAke lift up . rush bAck h0me with0ut l0cking the do0r pr0pErly jiu run t0 the t0ilEt !` =x L0L !`~ sEe h0w seri0us it is ?` hAhs . ii sh0wed the perfume t0 muMmy , den whEn ii wAnna 0pen dat time , *PIAK* mAii thumb nAil br0ke !` wAaAaaAaaaAa !!!`~ SADDED !!!`~ ii usEd to0 much strEnght t0 0pen it . argHhHh !` dAmn it . n0w mAii thumb like 'b0tAk' lidAt , sibEii ugly !` L0L !` ii wAn it t0 gr0w bAck !` GROW GROW GROW !`~ bo0s ,.

more than words can say ~*

2006-04-22T11:37:00.000+08:00

im gEtting sick aNd tirEd 0f mAii hAir !` grRrrRrRrRr !`~ th0se bleAched hAir at the side mAke miie lo0k sho0 rebelli0us cAn ,. n0rt nice . =x L0L !`~ dun thiNk ii g0nnA bleAch agAin . wAn bleAch als0 bleAch n0rt very 0bvi0us dErhx ,. n0w dEn ii reAlise bleAch hAir s0 hArd t0 get rid !` 0nce uu bleAch , DIE !~* uu wAn t0 chAnge an0ther c0lour cAn , but after awhile the col0ur will fAde 0ff . UGLY LA !` hahA'x`~ n0w ii must wAit till mAii hAir gr0w till the bleAch pArt cAn cut 0ff ,. hmMm . wAd c0lour shld ii dye nxt ?` rEd , br0wn , purple ? 0r bluE 0r grEen ? =xXx wahHAhAHHAhax !` eEeEks !` mAyb i'll stick t0 rEdish br0wn !` =) ii fEel like curliNg mAii hAir lEiix . but ii ask mAii frEns aNd fAmily . all sAy curl lia0 will lo0k 0ldEr . hahA'x`~ reAlly lArhHx ,. will lo0k m0re mAture . but ii n0w pPl alreAdy say ii lo0k like 18 lia0x . L0L !`~ 0r ii shld remAin like n0w . reb0nd ? hAix , dunn0 . fEel like giviNg mAiiself a nEw hAirstyle . everytime sAme n0rt much diff vEry siAn lEix . sAy s0 much als0 n0 use . ii dun hAve en0ugh m0nEy ,. =x hahA'x ` nEed t0 sAve sAve savE lia0x !` thiNk either mAy 0r juNe ii will visit the sal0n !` x)

g0nNa prepAre f0r mAii siNging lEss0ns in the evEning lErhHx ., updAte m0re lAter . bye !` =)

wo yi ran hai zai deng dai ~*

2006-04-20T14:53:00.000+08:00

WED * 19 APR o6

mEt weitiNg at bugis ,. wEnt t0 buy m0vie tickEts aNd hAve 0ur luNch !` we hAd AJISEN !` hmMm , yuMmy !` x) actuAlly we arE supp0sed t0 d0 0ur PDL but 0ur miNd kEep wantiNg t0 sh0p . L0L !`~ s0 in the eNd we wEnt sh0pPing !` cAnt hElp ,. gAls are like dAt . xP hahA'x`~ wEnt t0 bugis villAge ,. she wAnted t0 buy eAr riNg . s0 wEnt sh0Pping ar0und , hElp her fiNd ,. to0 much thiNgs lErHx !` sEe till eyEs g0ng !` o.0 ,. L0L !`~ ii sAw a silvEr hAnd bAg , supEr chi0 n0hHhx !` it's 0nly $25 ,. but ii dUn hAb en0ugh $$ with miie ,. hAix . sAdded lArhHx . hArdly cAn sEe s0 nice dErh bAg . h0pefully nxt time ii g0 still hAve . =) finish wAlking bugis villAge wEnt t0 pArc0 bugis sh0p ,. dunn0 wHy mAii st0mAch abit wEird wEird dErhx ,. hEng n0t vEry pAin . if n0t reAlly will sp0il mAii mo0d ,. n0t l0ng a guy cAme ,. ii cAnt remEmber his nAme , his a c0mmAnd0 0r sth . L0Lx . t0tAl hAve 6 pPl j0iniNg f0r m0vie . alm0st tiMe , s0 wEnt up the cinemA thEre mEet up with all 0f thEm ,. hAhs . dAniel aNd gerArd is lAte . 0nly jieliNg reAched . the sh0w g0in t0 stArt lErhhx , s0 wE wEnt in t0 wAtch first . wh0a . the cinemA super dArk n0hHhx !` n0 smAll lights 0r wAd . cAnt evEn sEe whEre 0ur seAts arE ! dUhz !` dEn we kEep bEnding d0wn sEe the lEtters beside the seAt . WTH ?! cAnt even sEe anythiNg !!` we thrEe d0wn thEre like wAd lidAt ,. L0L !!`~ lucky ii th0ught 0f mAii HP !` to0k it 0ut & shine it 0n the lEtters,. finAlly we f0und 0ur seAt !` n0t l0ng the rEst 0f the pPl cAme ,. m0vie eNded ar0und 6pm . it's quite a nice sh0w lArhhx . Eight Below . n0rt bAd ,. but n0t as t0uchiNg as ii expEcted . kekE'x`~

wEnt f0r 0ur diNner ,. den sh0p sh0p ar0und . didn't reAlly tAlk much t0 dAn & gErArd . pAiisEh arhHx . xP hmMm ,. it's bEen quite a l0ng tiMe siNce we lAst g0 0ut ,. shAll cAtch up t0gEther s0me dAy yeAhx ?!` x) gEt t0 smEll a sAmple 0f the nEwest di0r perfume ,. s0 nice !` ii wAn ii wAn !` L0L !`~ it's supEr ex ,. $108 if im n0rt wr0ng ,. argHHhx `~ supEr nice lArhhx . inside hAve this g0ld glittEry thing , whEn uu sprAy 0n ur shirt will hAve th0se glittEr . CHI0 !` wahHAhHAhax !`~ ar0und 7 plus went t0 c0ffee beAn sit sit . dAn & gerArd wEnt h0me lo . s0 eArly ,. bec0me guAi liA0 arhhx ,. kekE'x`~ =P 0r b0riNg nth t0 do thEre ? L0Lx ,. wEnt h0me ar0und 9pm . h0piNg f0r an0thEr m0vie gAthering agAin ,. yeAhx` x)

uu r my everything *

TUE * 18 APR o6

t0day wEnt d0wn t0 acc0mpAny ba0bEi kiMm w0rk ,. aiy0 this ba0bei very fuNny arhhx . ii t0ld her ii 0n mAii wAy hAben reAch den she after awhile jiu rush d0wn the bus st0p thEre wAit f0r miie . L0L !`~ still cAll miie ask why s0 l0ng hAben reAch . hahA'x`~ g0ng g0Ng lEiix . =x pAisEhh nAhHx ,. nxt time dun rush d0wn s0 fAst arhHx !` lEt uu wAit ,. still lEt s0 mAny 'la0 ti k0' bi0 . o0opPps !` =x kekE'x`~ we wEnt f0r luNch at la0 di fAng aNd wEnt t0 the access0ries sh0p we usEd t0 g0 !` everytimE g0 c0nfirm will buy thiNgs dErhHx . L0Lx ` n0w ii hAve to0 mAny access0ries lErhhx ii nEed t0 fiNd a stAnd 0r sth t0 put all 0f thEm !` if n0t all crAp t0gEther vEry mEssy !` L0Lx ,.

wEnt bAck t0 w0rk ,. this w0rk like n0rt w0rking lidAt sia . s0 sinAng dErhHx . still cAn have fren c0me aNd acc0mpAny s0memore . hahA'x`~ the sAme thing n0hHhx ,. j0kEs , chit chAt , lAughtErs , l0ud siNging !` waHAhAHhAHax !`~ so0ner 0r lAter ii thiNk the buildiNg will c0llAspe c0s 0f 0ur n0isynEss , L0L !!`~ we like b0 xi b0 diAm . cAnt sit still . hahA'x` at the eNd we decided t0 g0 d0wn buy s0me 0rgAnic fo0d t0 eAt ,. wh0a vEry ex arhHx !` but is go0d f0r 0ur heAlth lArhHx . =)

0rgAnic grApes & 0rgAnic snAcks ,.

it c0st us a t0tal 0f $9 !` cAn uu beleive it ?! supEr ex n0hHx !` but it's vEry nice !` especiAlly the grApes ,. vEry swEet !` we eAt till vEry full mAns . hahA'x`~ ba0bei brEw r0sebud teA t0 driNk agAin !` yeAhHHx !`~ she dAmn p0wEr siA ,. drAnk 4 cups 0f it !` ii 0nly drAnk 2 cups ,. kekE'x` eNd up she g0t st0mAchache ,. =_=" sEe ,. nxt time DUN driNk to0 much lErhHx !`~ wAit uu eNd up in h0spitAl arhHhx ,. =x ii d0wAn dat t0 hAppen !` we sibEii b0 lia0 , s0 we invEnt a smAll dish ,.

grApe t0pPing with p0pc0rn cAke .

tAste kiNda wEird ,. wahHAhAHhAx !`~ after w0rk wEnt t0 TM c0llEct ba0bei's c0ntAct lEns ,. sh0p sh0p ar0und . ar0und 8 plUs jiu g0 h0me lErhHx ,. x) alwAys l0ve the dAys with hEr !`~

2006-04-17T13:36:00.000+08:00

SUN * 16 APR 06

HAPPY EASTER DAY !!!`~ xD weNt f0r church ,. celebrati0n 0f christ !` after dAt wAnted t0 stAy f0r buffEt dErhHx , but mum sAy d0wan . siAn n0hHx . after service jiu g0 0ff lErhHx ,. we wEnt t0 hAve turtle s0up !`~ it's supEr nice !` but hAve diff pArts 0f the turtle , ii 0nly like t0 eAt the meAt . the rEst dunn0 wAd is it dun reAlly dAre t0 eAt . L0L !`~ s0me lo0k sho0 er xIn ,.!` =x hahA'x `~ but the s0up is go0d f0r heAlth !` =) finish driNking wEnt t0 grAndma h0use eAt diNner . wa DIE lArhHhx !`~ everytiMe grAndma co0k s0 mAny delici0us fo0d ! d0wan eAt als0 cAnt ,. will gAin weight derh lEiix . L0L !!`~ ii kEep eAting the swEet and s0ur p0rk ,. is 'cha0 ji ha0 chi' n0hHhx !` xP alm0st finish all siA ,. wahHAhAHHAx !` hEng ii c0ntr0l mAiiself ,. but in the eNd still eat al0t 0f things ,. hahA'x`~

SAT * 15 APR 06

wEnt f0r kb0x luNch with mAii mum . siNg till hAlfway juz becAuse 0f 0ne stupid thiNg quarelled with hEr . gRrrRRrRr !`~ den she wEnt 0ut 0f the ro0m , bAng the do0r s0mem0re !` wAd the ?! uu think this is ur h0use arhHx ? bAng till s0 l0ud , n0 mAnners !`~ hAck lArhHx . ii c0ntinued t0 siNg mAii s0ng . LALALA ~* fEd up . the fo0d cAme ,. and dunn0 whEre the hEll she g0ne to lArhHx . cAlled her tEll her the fo0d is hEre dEn she willing t0 c0me bAck . dUhx . ` stupid . n0wadAys everytime becAuse 0f smAll little thing lEt her mAke till things vEry big lidAt . idi0t lArhHx . like pPl 0we her a milli0n bucks lidAt . dunn0 wAd the hEll is with her . her temper gEtting fr0m bAd t0 w0rse . n0t dAt ii nEber 'REN' ,. REN als0 hAve mAii limits dErhh 0k . everyday everydAy lidat . uu thiNk ii cAn tAke it arhHs ?! wAd big fcuk ?! think uu n0t in a go0d mo0d jiu cAn vEnt ur angEr 0n miie lArhHx ?` ii ask uu things , uu dunn0 h0w t0 answEr izzit ? everytime give miie the fcuked up fAce ,. WTH ?!`

in the evEning wEnt t0 MC . im the 0nly 0ne in the clAss . the rEst c0uldn't mAke it . arhHx `~ t0day hAve al0t 0f pPl c0me . den hAve 0ne big gr0up c0me in mAii clAss t0 hAve a lo0k . DIE !` miie al0ne lEix ,. =x it's irwin's clAss t0day . w0nder wAd's anth0ny busy with . very l0ng dun hAve his less0ns lErhHx . ii miss his lEss0ns lArHhx !` L0Lx ,. thr0ugh0ut the wh0le less0n fEel s0 scAry . g0t 0ne big gr0up 0f pPl sitting behiNd miie , s0memore im the 0nly 0ne t0 siNg ,. triEd mAii very bEst t0 cAlm mAiiself d0wn . x) and mAnaged t0 sing the wh0le s0ng ,. ii nEed t0 re priNt mAii lyrics lErhx . irwin say mAii lyrics lo0ks s0 crAmped up . if g0 f0r rec0rding very hArd t0 sEe . aiiks !`~ quite disapp0inted in mAiiself t0day . ii didn't give mAii very bEst lArHhx . * slAps mAiiself * bo0s `~

GOOD FRI * 14 APR 06

ii reAlise this wh0le wEek i've bEen wAking up vEry eArly ,. lAtest als0 9pm . tirEd !` t0dAy m0rniNg wEnt t0 church , den went t0 xia0 jiu jiu's h0use wAit f0r da jiu jiu they all t0 c0me . s0 dAt can g0 'sao mu' t0gEther . wh0a da jiu jiu they all dAmn sl0w siA . we fr0m 12pm wAit till 2 plus they still n0t hEre . every0ne wAit till wAnna slEep lErhHx . s0 fuNny . L0L !`~ mAii mum , grAndma & miie sit 0n the sofa eyEs wAnna cl0se lia0z . hahA'x !` lucky hAb belinda we cAn play with hEr wun s0 b0red . x) she's super cute cAn !` mAii y0ungEst c0usin which ii d0te the m0st !`~ finAlly they cAme ar0und 2.30pm . wEnt t0 the crementation plAce den nxt t0 bishAn . ii dunn0 wad's the plAce called . it's rAining !` mAii jeAns all WET !` argHhhHh !`~ ii hAte it whEn mAii jeAns get wEt . fEel sho0 yucky !` L0Lx ,. wEnt bAck t0 xia0 jiu jiu's h0use . h0pefully the rAin will st0p . c0sh we wAnna g0 swimMing !` xD it's bEen s0 l0ng since ii lAst swim ,. weEeeEee !` the rAin did st0p !` ar0und 5 plus . chi0ng d0wn t0 swim !`~ alth0ugh ii dun evEn n0e h0w t0 swim lArhx . wahHhAhhAhAHx !`~ ii b0rr0w a b0ard fr0m mAii jiu mu . hahA'x` fuNny ritex . s0 big still nEed t0 use b0ard t0 swim . L0L !`~ hEng n0t much pPl swimMing . swim f0r 1 h0urs plus jiu wEnt up lErhHx . jiu mu co0k fried bEe ho0n !` yuMMy yuMmy !`~ stAyed there till 7 plus jiu g0 h0me lErhHx . wAd a tiriNg wEek ,.

Wed * 12 APR 06

w0ke up early in the m0rniNg , went t0 pArkway mEet weitiNg f0r bs . to0k mAc breakfAst . everywEek at leAst must eat 0nce . dunn0 wHy , fiNd it vEry nice !` xP hahA'x`~ ar0und 1 plus wEnt pArkway acc0mpAny her buy things . she b0ught al0t cl0thes siA . all fr0m t0pshop aNd d0rothy pirkins . all vEry ex . rich mAns , ii wAnna buy 0ne cl0the fr0m there als0 nEed t0 think vEry hArd bef0re ii buy . L0Lx `~ went giAnt buy bAllo0ns , f0r celebrati0n stuffs . 0n the wAy 0ut b0ught j0llibean pancAke . realise the stAndard abit dr0p liao . ii remember lAst time ii eAt very nice dErHhx . n0w ii prefEr 'PinLe' derh pAncake . thEir's is super nice !` yuMmy !` hahA'x`~ shAre cab with her h0me c0s im lAte f0r tuiti0n !` O.O `~ hEng ii g0t bAck h0me juz in time . hEhx . t0day hAb tEst !` * piAngz * ii thiNk g0nna fAil . =x didn't hAve en0ugh time t0 finish the wh0le pAper . DIE LA !`~ aNd ii still 0we her a c0mpo . she still give miie al0t 0f mAths hw . c0sh she wun be c0ming f0r 2 wEeks . wh0a ` al0t al0t arHhx . bEtter finish thEm this wEek . L0Lx ` g0nna rush like mAd ,.

Tues * 11 APR 06

wEnt t0 ba0bei's aunt sh0p t0 pEi her agAin , at the sAme time g0 f0r intErview . t0day agAin 0nly we tw0 at the sh0p . kekE'x` to0k several pics 0f the sh0p .

the wAiting areA , and 0ne 0f the ro0m .

the plAce where uu gEt ur manicure d0ne , bAthtub with jacuzzi

h0w ii wish ii als0 cAn w0rk in such a relAxing plAce . L0Lx` we hAve nth bEtter t0 do , kEep tAking al0t of pics . lAughing aNd slAcking ar0und . 0ne of the sofa dAmn nice t0 sit . whEn ba0bei tAlking 0n the ph0ne ii weNt t0 rEst 0n the sofa . alm0st fEll aslEep siA . very c0mf0rtable !` x) ar0und 4 plus her aunt and colleages cAme . 0ne 0f the c0lleage interview miie and stuffs . they nEed pPl wh0 cAn w0rk 0n sAt and sun ,. but ii cAnt . hAix . sAdded lArHhx . =( n0 nEed t0 think lErhHx . ii cAn f0rget ab0ut it . ii thiNk ii will be able t0 gEt a j0b whEre uu n0 nEed t0 w0rk 0n wEekends . im extrEmely frEe 0n wEekdays , uu ask miie w0rk everyday als0 can . but n0t wEekends . hAix . nvm lArhHx . =) ba0bei's auNt very pretty lEix !` lo0k sho0 y0ung , c0mplexsi0n everything s0 go0d . wh0a , xiAn mu !`~ L0Lx ,. they lEft at 5 plus lidAt den lEft ba0bei aNd miie at the sh0p . 0ne 0f the c0lleage b0ught fl0wer teas , she let us tRy . supEr nice !` cAnt get an0ugh 0f it , we wEnt t0 mAke 0ursElf a sec0nd cup !` xD hahA'x !`~

r0sebud teA , mixed fruit tea .

the r0sebud teA vEry vEry nice !`~ aDd 0ne teaspo0n 0f 0rgAnic h0nEy , wh0a ~ BEST !` L0L !`~ after w0rk wEnt t0 bugis . ba0bei pEi miie buy bAg . wAlk the wh0le 0f bugis 0nly saw 0ne ii like . but vEry ex and s0mem0re it's the lAst piece lErhHx . dunn0 whether t0 buy 0r n0t . sh0p sh0p ar0und den decidEd t0 buy the bag ,. hahA'x`~

fiNd it quite ex , but it's w0rth it . hAve al0t 0f c0mpArtmEnt . ar0und 7-8 c0mpArtmEnts . cAn put al0t 0f thiNgs . weAr wad als0 eAsy t0 mAtch . im l0viNg it !` x) wEnt t0 hAve diNner juz 0pp bugis . ba0bei intr0 miie the p0rkch0p no0dle , she say vEry nice . s0 we 0rdered . while eAting hAlfway she realised she 0rder the wr0ng 0ne . sh0uld be chickench0p n0t p0rkch0p . L0L !`~ alamAk siA ,. eat till alm0st finish lErh den sAy . to0 lAte lia0x . hahA'x ` nxt tiMe den try bArhHx . =) to0k sAme bus bAck t0 kAllang . cAnt beAr t0 leAve . hAix . h0piNg t0 hAve a mEet up reAl so0n !`~

M0N * 10 APR 06

w0ke up in the m0rniNg , receivEd msg fr0m ba0bEi kimMm . sAy she w0rkiNg at her aunt new spA sh0p , vEry siAn . she al0ne at thEre nth t0 do . l0lx . at first ii th0ught she's w0rking at suntEc there , den thiNk 0f wAnna g0 fiNd her give her suprise . but in the eNd she t0ld miie she at clArk quey . =_=" L0L !`~ hEng ii nEber g0 suntEc . hmM, thinking 0f wAnting t0 fiNd her . anyway ii at h0me als0 nth t0 do . s0 jiu prepAre everything dEn take bus thEre . reAched ar0und 1pm . she t0ld miie t0 wAit f0r her at the bus st0p . ii wAited f0r 5 mins she still n0t hEre den ii cAll her . wAhhHx !` cAll dunn0 h0w mAny times the ph0ne engAged . cAnn0t cAll . msg her nEber reply . grRrrRrRrRr !`~ pEk chek lEix . =x L0L !` hEng n0t l0ng she cAll miie , if n0t ii dunn0 wAlk till whEre siA . c0sh ii kEep fiNding hk strEet cAnt find . hahA'x`~ she sAy the recEpti0n thEre n0t go0d . n0 w0nder lArhhx . ii cAll 20 0ver timEs als0 cAnt get thr0ugh . went int0 the spa sh0p . wh0a !` vEry nice !` vEry relAxing !`~

wo0o0os , ba0bei t0ld miie her auNt fiNding manicurist ask if ii wAnna tRy an0t . wHy n0t ? L0Lx ` tMl i'll be c0ming agAin f0r interview lErhHx !` x) n0w ii kn0w why she kEep saying vEry siAn . c0sh n0 0ne ar0und she's the 0nly 0ne thEre , s0memore very quiet . and her c0unter is right infr0nt 0f the lift . scAry !` L0Lx ,. ii pEi her w0rk the wh0le day till 6pm den we wEnt t0 TM buy c0ntAct lEns , eAt diNner b0ught al0t 0f access0ries . kekE'x`~ ar0und 9 plus jiu g0 h0me lErhHx .

2006-04-08T11:49:00.000+08:00

sick & tirEd 0f mAii b0riNg life !`

iim stArting t0 gEt sick 0f mAii life !` at first n0 sch wh0a den s0ng s0ng cAn everydAy at h0me . wAn wAke up wAd time jiu wAke up wAd tiMe ,. wAn d0 wad jiu d0 wAd , wAn g0 0ut jiu g0 0ut . and this kiNda life g0es 0n f0r 3-4 m0nths ,. fUn ? 0f c0urse iish fuN , whEn kn0wing uu dun hAve t0 go sch ,. dun hAve t0 wake up sho0 eArly , dun hAve t0 sEe th0se teAcher's SHIT fAce . =x all uu nEed t0 do is hAve fUn ,. g0 0ut , but 0f c0urse still nEed t0 sElf-study lArHhx . n0w im stArting t0 gEt sick 0f it !` argHhHhx ! everyday n0rt g0 0ut jiu stAy at h0me wAtch tEebee . arb0 jiu hAb tuiti0n . every wEek als0 repeAting the sAme thing . B0RING !`~ ii cAnt g0 on like this !` ii wAn a life full 0f excitEmEnt ,. full 0f surprisEs whEre u'll nEver n0e wAd is g0nna hAppen in ur evEryday life . ii cAnt stay 0n like this . first ii w0uld nEed a j0b !` x) kekE'x`~ sec0nd , im still w0rkiNg hArd 0n it n0w . n0t g0nna tEll until dAt day c0mes ,. h0pefully `~ xP

tHx t0 ba0bei kimMm ,. ii might hAve a j0b so0n ! xD finAlly !`~ and its s0mething which ii l0ve al0t ! MANICURE !` wo0o0o0os !` lo0kiNg f0rwArd t0 it ,. t0dAy shld be g0in f0r intErview but ba0bei nEed t0 w0rk ,. ii nEed t0 go mAii singiNg less0ns . 0ur timiNg clAsh t0gEther sho0 hAb t0 mAke it an0ther dAy . ii vEry scAred g0t 0ther pPl g0 intErview den mAii chAnces will be very little ,. h0pe ii cAn get this j0b ! =) ba0bei fAster tEll miie whEn iis the intErview ,. ii bEwi kAn ji0ng arhHx ! L0L !`~ xP but this meAns ii will hAb lEsser time t0 go 0ut with frEns ,. lEsser tiMe t0 hAb fun . =( but it's alright . ii believe surE will hAb time g0 mEet up with frEns dErhHx !` meAnwhile , i'll be missiNg uu all like mAd !`~ kekE'x ,. hmMmMs . this j0b iish ba0bei's aunt derh nEw sh0p . w0nder if ba0bei will be hElping 0ut and w0rking thEre to0 , if it's so meAns cAn w0rk t0gEther with hEr !` weEeEeee !`~ xD sho0 high cAn !` wahHAhAHhAx !`~ =P h0pefully if cAn w0rk thEre , ii wun mAke any mistAkes . very scAred if make mistAkes den the pPl thEre firE miie ! *piAngz* hahA'x !`~ arhhx ! aNd ii reAlised lAst time miie aNd ba0bei to0k dErh pics ii still hAben sEnd her yEt !` *fAints* sho0 l0ng lErhHx ! L0L !`~ ii thiNk she als0 f0rgot lErhhx . everytime we chAt 0nline dEn chAt till f0rget this f0rget dAt . cAnn0t mAke it siA . mAii mem0ry sho0 bAd !` =( sAd lArhHx !` hahA'x`~ aNd she als0 sAy wAnna pEi miie g0 buy bAg dErhHx ,. im still wAiting !` and lo0king f0rwArd t0 it !` x) h0pefully she hAb time , c0sh n0w she hAb tw0 j0b ii think . den vEry busy . hAix ,. dun 0verw0rk ursElf kAex !` =)

awaitsprince

tilleternity ~*

2006-04-03T16:19:00.001+08:00

freAking neighb0urs !!!`

saw the title ?! tAlk ab0ut it jiu dulAn !` KNN , this is the first entRy ever mAde miie sho0 angRy till all the vulgAr lAnguages all c0me 0ut ,. pArd0n miie if it's to0 vulgAr . c0sh ii reAlly BTH !!!`~ th0se freAking neighb0urs 0f miNe , yUck !` swAy t0 hAve this kiNda neighb0urs !` especiAlly the kiDs !` KNS !!! everytime plAy 0utside mAii h0use c0rrid0r , rUn hEre run thEre , sh0ut hEre sh0ut thEre ., nvm . ii ' REN ' this tiMe they gEtting 0n mAii nErves !!` gRrRrRrR !` they g0 plAy with the b0mb thiNg , whEre uu prEss it den it will hAve a vEry l0ud *BOOM* . CB !` they g0 plAy this jUz 0utside mAii h0use right infr0nt 0f mAii wind0w , FCUK !~ uu n0e h0w l0ud it is an0t ?! s0memore im usiNg mAii c0m dEn suddEnly heArd a l0ud *BOOM* jUz right 0utside 0f mAii wind0w . KNN !`~ c0rrido0r is n0rt plAygr0und 0k ! wAnna plAy g0 d0wn plAygr0und aNd plAy lArHx !` d0wnstAirs derh plAygr0nd sho0 big g0t swiNg g0t sEe sAw sho0 fUn d0wan g0 thEre . purp0sEly plAy 0utsiDe mAii h0use . WTF ?!?! uu hEng this tiMe ii nEver cAtch uu , the nxt tiMe ii heAr a single s0uNd fr0m uu all , uu all DIE !`~

IDIOT FREAKS !`~ dunn0 h0w thEir pArEnts teAch 0ne , wAd kindA fcukiNg childrEn they've g0t ?! everytiMe wAlk pAss 0ur h0use c0nfiRm ka0pEh 0ne . n0t sh0ut arb0 jiu ruN . WTH ?! uu wAnna tAlk n0 nEed sh0ut 0ne right ? CB !` ur h0use is juz a fEw stEps awAy d0 uu nEed t0 sh0ut ?! the kids lidAt the pAreNts als0 lidAt !` wAaA ! *fAint* n0 w0ndEr lArHhx . dUn undErstAnd why nEed t0 sh0ut siA ` scAred n0 0ne cAn heAr uu arhHx ? dEn nEed sh0ut till the wh0le buildIng als0 cAn heAr iZzit ? pLs lArhHx ,. STOP IT !!!`~ ii hAd en0ugh ! this is n0rt the first tiMe alreAdy !` KNN ii n0w angRy is the fcukiNg kids !` NB !`~ lAst time kenA sc0lded by miie still n0rt en0ugh izZit ? wAn miie wAlk till ur do0rstEp and sh0ut till ur grAndma cAn heAr hUhx ?! wAn kenA sc0ldiNg fr0m ur grAndma hUhx ?! dUn tRy miie !` ii sAid it aNd ii DARE t0 do it !!`~

2006-04-01T22:36:00.000+08:00

sh0ppiNg crAze !! ~*

wo0o0os ! sho0 excitEd , g0nna mEet ba0bei kiMm g0 t0wn ! it's bEen such a l0ng time since we g0 0ut !` x) w0ke up vEry early in the m0rniNg , prepAred aNd ready t0 go !` aNd agAin this STUPID BUS !!! IDIOT !`~ this time ii wAit f0r no. 7 wAit f0r 20 mins still hAben c0me . WTH ?!?! ba0bEi already 0n the wAy lia0z reAching s0memore , aNd im still wAiting f0r bus ! grRrrRrrRrR !!`~ mAke mAii mo0d fr0m HIGH bec0me L0W ` wahHAhAHhAx !`~ idi0t lArhHx ,. and finAlly mAii bus cAme , ii wEnt up with a vEry buAy s0ng fAce . =x L0Lx ` stupid l0rhx . everytiMe ii early eArly g0 wAit f0r bus dEn in the eNd sho0 lAte dEn c0me , mAke ppl lAte siA ` DAMNED !~ reAched t0wn ar0und 2.30pm mEt ba0bei ! xD * HUGS * wAlked t0 cine hAb luNch , hEre g0es ,. we aRe supEr n0isy ! hahA'x`~ eAt als0 wAnna tAlk , still lAugh , imAgine we eAting hAlfway den lAugh l0ud l0ud ` 0MGx !! it's tErrible ! L0L !!`~ wAnted cAll ba0bEi aNt j0in us but she hAb sth 0n , nxt tiMe bArhHx ` =)

after eAting wEnt walk walk ar0und , wh0a we sAw al0t 0f nice nice cl0thEs !` everywhEre we g0 sure hAb 0ne 0r tw0 cl0thEs attrAct 0ur attEnti0n ! jiAlat lArhHx , dEn mAke us xin yAng yaNg wAnna bUy !` hEng we b0ught en0ugh m0ney ,. ii supEr like 0ne cl0the but nEber buy c0sh scAred wAit lAter wAlk t0 fAr eAst den sEe sth m0re nice . sho0 shAll wait aNd decidE . =) nxt wEnt t0 hEeren , wh0a ! evEn m0re cl0thEs !`~ if ii hAb en0ugh m0ney ii surE sEe wad jiu buy wAd ! =x L0L !!`~ but ii didn't buy anythiNg fr0m hEeren . nxt TAKA ` sAw the GUESS wAtch , sibEii SUI arhHhx ! the price als0 sibEii SUI ! L0L !`~ hAix al0t thiNgs cAn sEe cAnn0t bUy , sAdded . h0w ii wish ii hAb a milli0n d0llArs , HAHAx ` ii wish l0rhhx . -_-" L0L !`~ 0n 0ur wAy 0ut decidEd t0 tAke pics , but t0dAy n0 sUn s0memore g0in t0 rAin , sky grEyish greyish . hAix .mAke us abit n0 mo0d tAke pic . but we still to0k lArhx .

we miiss 0ur " HAO PENG YOU " !! hahA'x`~ xP g0nna rAin so0n sho0 we wEnt bAck in wAlk t0 the undErpAss . 0n 0ur wAy ba0bEi sAw sth fr0m a sh0p dEn we wEnt in , den dunn0 wHy 0ut 0f a suDden ii g0 prEss b0th sides 0f mAii hAir FLAT agAinst mAii fAce ,. ba0bEi sAw aNd guEss wAd ? she lAughed !!` aNd iish lAugh till cAnt c0ntr0l dAt kiNd ,. s0memore vEry l0ud ! L0L !`~ ba0bEi say mAii fAce lidAt lo0k like bAllo0n . ii wAs like , WTH ?! vEry fuNny mEi ?! dEn ii lo0k at the mirr0r ,. ii bUrst int0 lAughter !` sibEii h0 chi0 lArhHx !` wahHAhAHhhHAhAHx !!!`~ BTH !` iish supEr fuNny n0hHhx !` xDD dEn ba0bEi f0llow miie mAke , wA piAng , 0ur lAughter fr0m gr0wl bec0me r0Ar !` L0L !!!`~ lAugh till cAnn0t c0ntr0l , sibEii fuNny !` lidAt say mAyb hArd t0 imAgine but uu cAn tRy it 0ut . ii c0nfiRm uu lAugh till r0ll 0n the flo0r !` wahHAhHAhAHHAx !` xP we wAlked 0ut 0f the sh0p still lAughing , hahA'x !`~ wAlked pAss wismA saw al0t nice cl0thEs lArhx !` aNd we sAw mediac0rp artist xu mEi zhEn , vEry vEry chi0 !` she nEber put any mAkeup , vEry prEtty lEix !` * xiAn mu * kekE'x`~

aNd finAlly , fAr eAst !` wh0a wAlk the wh0le bAsemEnt . DIE ~* all the cl0thes supEr nice lArhHx !` * PIANGZ * vEry stupid de lEix , whEn we wAnna fiNd cl0thes dAt time n0t ugly jiu shi dun hAb . dEn n0w 0ne sh0rt c0me all sho0 nice dErhx . wAd tHe ?!?! L0L !`~ ii sAw 0ne cl0the thEre and iish supEr in l0ve with it !` the m0mEnt ii sAw it ii immediAtely tEll the auntie ii wAn it . dEn ba0bEi sc0ld miie , =x c0sh ii hAben evEn tRy jiu wAn buy . L0L !`~ sEe , im sho0 in l0ve with it until ii n0 nEed tRy jiu decide wAn buy lia0z . hahA'x`~ den 0f c0urse ii wEnt t0 tRy first ,. hEhx . the m0mEnt ii tRy 0ut ba0bEi wAs like , wh0a wh0a ,. BUY !` wahHAhAHHAx `~

YES ! this is the 0ne !` xD

supEr nice aNd im supEr l0ving it !` kekE'x`~ xP wAnted t0 find bAg , but n0ne ii like . sho0 nEber buy any . ba0bEi say wAn briNg miie g0 bugis den buy , thEre hAb al0t nice nice s0memore cheAper . =) she als0 b0ught quite a numbEr 0f cl0thes . we sAw a hell0 kitty eAr riNg , sibEii chi0 ! sho0 we shAred it . she tAke 0ne ii tAke 0ne . x)

pAisEh abit n0rt cleAr , c0sh cAm cAnn0t tAke sho0 neAr dErh pic . bUt r0ughly cAn sEe lArh h0rz , n0rt t0tAlly cAnt . =) dEn we wAlked bAck t0 cine buy the cl0the ii first sAw eArlier 0n . im l0viNg it to0 nAhHx . hahA'x !`~

chi0 ritEz ? L0L !`~ b0ught tw0 cl0thes in t0tal , but still n0rt en0ugh lEix . =x nEbermind nxt tiMe g0 bugis sh0p sh0p . hEe'x . =P ba0bEi n0e ii like chArmy kitty sho0 we wEnt d0wn bAsemEnt there hAb al0t t0y mAchines , s0und like vEry childish h0rz ? L0Lx ` n0 lArh 0f c0urse we n0t play th0se children play dErhhx . let miie sh0w uu .

cutE ritez ? hahA'x !`~ ii supEr l0ve it n0hHx ! thx ba0bEi hElp miie 't0ng' tw0 0f it ! x) n0w ii wAnna hAb the wh0le collEcti0n !` t0tal hAb 8 0f thEm , n0w ii hAb 4 . h0pefully the nxt tiMe we g0 't0ng' wUn get the sAme 0ne . =) wEnt t0 eAt KFC f0r dinNer , finAlly hAb a plAce t0 rEst . we've bEen wAlking f0r alm0st the wh0le dAy , hahA'x`~ sEe h0w tErrible we gEt whEn we are sh0pPing ? we cAn f0rgEt t0 eAt f0rgEt t0 rEst & still c0ntinue t0 shop ,. L0L !`~ ii reAlised alm0st all the thiNgs iish b0ught fr0m fAr eAst dErhx . hahA'x`~ alwAys hAd an enj0yable dAy with ba0bEi . xD everytime whEn wAnna g0 h0me jiu will vEry she bu dErh . =( duNn0 whEn will be mEeting agAin . but ii guEss it will be vEry so0n yeAhx ? x)

2006-03-29T18:57:00.000+08:00

ii actuAlly wAited f0r 0ne pAthetic bus f0r hAlf an h0ur l0ng this m0rnIng , WTH ? ii purp0sely leAve the h0use eArly , cAuse ii didn't wAnt t0 be lAte but in the eNd ?! the bUs cAme lAte !` aNd is supEr LATE !!!` grRrrRrrrrrRr !`~ mAke miie wAit till sibEii pEk chEk !` s0memore the bus st0p thEre iish neAr geylAng area , uu n0e lArhhx . dEn thEre's this idi0tic mAn wh0 kEep stAring at miie . ii g0t sho0 irritAted 0k ! DAMN IT !`~ im alreAdy very fEd up dAt the bus is still n0t hEre aNd this mAn ,. argHhhHhHhx !`~ WTH ?! eArly in the m0rning mAke miie angRy like HELL !`~ ii c0uldn't stAnd the mAn sho0 ii purp0sely stAred bAck at the mAn suddEnly with mAii eyes WIDE 0pen aNd he actuAlly g0t a sh0ck !` hahA'x !`~ wAnna stAre at miie lArhHx , this is wAd uu gEt in return , a SHOCK !` LALALA ~* aNd finAlly mAii bus cAme . dAmn l0ng cAn . aNd because 0f this stupid bus im lAte f0r alm0st 20 mins !` DUHX `~ fEd up lArhHx !`~

reAched pArkway mAc at ar0und 11am aNd had breAkfAst with weitiNg . did 0ur PDL bo0k aNd it's intEresting lArHx . =) after dAt wEnt pArkway wAlk walk , she wAnted t0 gEt a presEnt f0r her br0 aNd mAvis . sho0 mAny pPl's b'dAe c0ming in april ,. wAnted t0 gEt mAvis a presEnt fr0m r0yAl sp0rting h0use but c0uldn't fiNd any dAts suits . suit 0ne all vEry ex . =x kekE'x`~ sho0 in the eNd b0ught her a CD . 0n 0ur wAy bAck b0ught bubble teA . dEn wEnt h0me wAit f0r tuiti0n teachEr t0 c0me . she cAme at 3.15pm den did mAths aNd eng . t0day leArn ab0ut graph thingy . sho0 c0mplicAted cAn , it's mAking miie g0 gAaagAaa ,. L0L !`~ but luckily ii undErstand . aNd there's al0t 0f h0mew0rk t0 do !` h0pefully ii cAn finsih ` hEe'x`~

idi0t lArhHx , this m0rning to0k quite a numbEr 0f pics den wAnna upl0ad t0 com dunn0 wHy cann0t . 0pen the camEra wind0w nth c0me 0ut , stupid lArhHx !` why this fEw days like sibEii sway lidAt siA` sho0 mAny things sp0il . gRrrRrRrRr !`~ n0w wAn upl0ad pics als0 cAnt ,. hAix . c0mputEr mAn fAster c0me , ii nEed uu t0 repAir mAii c0m bAdly !`~

uu are the reas0n to maii smile ,.*

2006-03-28T15:46:00.000+08:00

i've g0t mAii watch repAired ! YAY !`~ ii th0ught it was sp0iled at first , but went t0 swatch sh0p to ask wad went wr0ng with maii preci0us watch . the pers0n say the battery iish deAd . hahA'x `~ hEng arhhx . sho0 he hElped miie chAnged the batt aNd it's w0rking agAin !` xD L0L !`~ but he sAy if the wAtch st0p agAin meAns it's really sp0iled lErhHx . c0sh this wAtch alreAdy 5 years lErhhx . very l0ng lia0x . no nEed t0 repAir it if it's sp0iled agAin . meAns nEed t0 get a new 0ne !` kekE'x`~ ok n0w wAtch iish fixed . but maii c0m iish n0t fixed yET !` argHhhHhx !`~ lAst sat the computEr mAn fall sick sho0 c0uldn't mAke it , hAb t0 p0stphone an0ther dAy . 0hh wEll , n0ticed al0t ppl sick these fEw dAys . pe0ple 0ut thEre hAve t0 take go0d cAre 0f ursElf kAex !`~ x)

2006-03-22T18:16:00.000+08:00

m0rniNg wEnt SP hAb bible study with weiting . sho0 l0ng siNce 0ur lAst mEeting lErhx . =) aftEr dat wEnt suntEc fiNd ba0bEi . shE's w0rking thEre t0dAy ` decidEd t0 give hEr a sUrpirse ! hehE'x`~ she lo0k pAle ,. sIck still w0rk . nAughty lArhx ! eAt sho0 much ch0c in a dAy ` =x L0Lx `~ b0ught a nEcklAce fr0m the sh0p . thEy hAbing 50% disc0unt 0n cErtAin itEms . after dAt wEnt wAlk wAlk ar0und jiu wEnt h0me lErhHx .

0n the wAy h0me ii reAlised mAii wAtch time like vEry eArly , dEn wEnt h0me sAw the cl0ck iish alreAdy 3pm lErhx bUt mAii wAtch sh0w 1.30pm ! 0MGx !` it's SPOILT !!`~ grRrrRrrrRr !` idi0t siA`~ L0Lx ,. hAix . hAb t0 gEt a nEw wAtch lErhx . nEed t0 spEnd m0ney agAin . ii wAnna a nEw swAtch wAtch !!` xP thEse fEw dAys dunn0 stEp 0nto wAd shIt 0r wAd . al0t thiNgs sp0il ! lAst time repAir c0m dEn n0w the ambulAnce s0und cAme bAck agAin ! WTH ?!?! wAste m0ney chAnge the rAm thing . dEn n0w hAb t0 chAnge the wh0le CPU ! which meAns all the files evErything will be g0ne ! KNS lEix !`~ this iish n0rt the first tiMe lErh n0Hhx . c0m arh c0m , wHy kEep giving miie sho0 mAny pr0blEms dErHx ? cAnt uu jUz guAi guAi aNd dun give tr0uble ? n0t dAt ii treAt uu bAd 0r wAd . ii everytiMe fiNd nice nice wAllpAper dec0rAte uu , tAke go0d cAre 0f uu . dEn uu n0w lidAt treAt miie arHhx ? hAix ,. st0p it lArhHx . `~ en0ugh !, dEn n0w mAii wAtch sp0il . uu n0e ii cAn die with0ut a wAtch ?! n0w everytiMe ii sEe mAii wrist den kEep f0rgEtting mAii watch is sp0ilt . idi0t lArhHx !` im DYING f0r a nEw SWATCH WATCH !`~ LALALA ~* ii cAnt survivE with0ut a wAtch !` argHhhhHhHhhx !`~

awaits the prince

bring miie back ~*

2006-03-19T14:19:00.000+08:00

SAT 18.o3.o6 * mixEd fEelings . unhappy . down . sad

afterno0n c0mputEr mAn c0me repAir mAii c0mputEr . stupid c0m lAst fEw wEeks kEep hAving the ambulAnce s0und ' eEe 0r eee 0r eEe 0r ' c0miNg 0ut fr0m the CPU m0dem . scAred miie siA . ii th0ught why 0utside kEep having ambulAnce s0und den listEn cArefully the s0und iish actuAlly fr0m maii CPU ! O.O !` s0und fuNny ? L0L !`~ den the pers0n sAy the RAM inside sp0il nEed t0 chAnge . vEry ex lEix . idi0t c0m alwAys give miie pr0blEm dErhhx . lAst time ref0rmAt wh0le thing den n0w c0me 0ut ambulAnce s0und . wAdx nExt ? en0ugh lia0x lArhhx . if still hAve nxt tiMe im g0nna thr0w uu awAy and gEt a nEw 0ne lErhhx !`

ar0und 5 plus to0k bus t0 MC . t0day anth0ny's clAss . and ii actuAlly f0rgot t0 bring the lyrics ! dAmn !`~ ii hAve t0 use the kara0ke lia0x . hAix . dunn0 whEn iish 0ur rec0rdiNg . kEep saying n0w prepAre s0ng f0r rec0rdiNg . prepAre already but haben g0 f0r rec0rdiNg yEt . mAyb n0t sho0 fAst bArhHx . still nEed m0re prActice . =) cAnt wait caNt wait . kekE'x`~ after less0ns wEnt grandma h0use eAt diNner . im l0ving the blAck pEpper p0rk riBs !` yuM yuMm ! grandmA's co0king iish the bEst ! xD

__________________________

THUR 16.o3.o6 * HIGHNESS FILLED WITHIN !!

it's KBOX DAY t0day ! wo0oho0o !!`~ finAlly this dAy hAve c0me ! xD wEnt kb0x with ba0bei kiM aNd ba0bei aNtx . we wEre super excitEd n0hHx ! wahHAhHAx !`~ it's a t0tal mAdness dAy . we wEre supEr HIGH siA ` especiAlly miie aNd kim . n0w think 0f it als0 cAn laugh . L0L !!`~ we like mAd w0mEn lidat . screAm hEre screAm thEre , lAugh here laugh thEre , siNg hEre siNg thEre , dAnce hEre daNce theRe . MADNESS everywhEre ! L0L !`~ cAn uu imagiNe h0w n0isy we are ? bEtter dun , scAred uu all cAnn0t stAnd . hahA'x` we sAng fr0m 2-7pm . wo0o0os ` siNg till s0ng s0ng ! we evEn smuggle Q breAd in incAse we huNgry . shHhHhHhh ~ L0L !` after kb0x wEnt h0tshot plAy po0l . sAw 0ur fAmily mEmbers ! aSh , ps & kEl . sho0 c0incidence . kekE'x`~ agAin mAdnEss , plAy po0l als0 cAn laugh . sEe h0w crAzy we are whEn we thrEe t0gEther . L0L !` BTH siA `~ it's bEen such a l0ng time siNce we thrEe gather t0gEther aNd hAve sho0 much fUn . the times spEnt with them iish alwAys hAppy aNd enj0yable . lo0k f0rwArd t0 0ur nExt 0uting ! xD

view slide show HERE

________________________________

TUE 14.o3.o6 * PHOTO SESSION

wEnt t0wn with ba0bEi kiMm . we w0re high hEel sh0es siA . wo0o0os ` hahA'x`~ wAlk the wh0le dAy . supEr pAin ! hAix , wh0 ask us ' gEy kiAng ' g0 weAr high hEel sh0es . =x L0L !`~ ar0und 7 plus to0k MRT t0 JEC fiNd ba0bei aNt ! she w0rking there dEn we decided t0 wAit f0r her after w0rk den g0 h0me . =) wh0le JEC wAs filled with 0ut laughter mAns . 0MG sia ! L0L !`~ we wEre super ka0 pEh . hahA'x`~ =P to0k al0t 0f phot0s t0dAy , dunn0 wHy we juz kEep tAking aNd taking n0n-stop . L0Lx `

view slide show HERE

2006-03-12T12:27:00.000+08:00

SAT * 11.03.06

t0day iish music clinic's 0pen h0use , hAb al0t ppl siA . wo0o0os ` al0t artists came t0 perf0rm and things , hAb wei cho0ng , jAs0n , wei liAn & shi kAng jun . the vEry first sec0nd ii sAw wei cho0ng mAii eyes was like O.O! OMG !! cho0ng ?! L0L !`~ sibEii hAppy narHhx !` wahHAhHAhAx !` ~ xP to0k pics 0f him den wEnt up hAb less0n . anth0ny busy with 0pen h0use thingy sho0 it's ivene's less0n t0day . first time hAb less0ns with him . his quite a fuNny guy , interesting . hahA'x `~ taught us al0t 0f things aNd techniques . think g0nna hAve an0ther individual less0n with him c0sh he sAys we nEed t0 have lArhhx . L0Lx `~ it's go0d als0 . he's hAving a perf0rmance at the esplanAde c0nc0urse 0n 22nd(wed) & 23rd(thurs) march , 7.30pm-9pm . admissi0n iish frEe , sho0 juz p0p by if ur free yeAhz . =) after less0ns wEnt n0 signb0ard eat dinNer with mumMy and friend . the fo0d there iish super nice !` we 0rdEred crAbs ` mAii fav0urite !` x) squid , clAms aNd mAny 0thers . dAmn delici0us cAn ! L0L !`~ eat until vEry FULL !` still hAb frEe dessert s0memore . wh0a` nxt tiMe ii wAnna g0 there eAt agAin ! ` hahA'x`~

the hAppiest m0ment

ii wld nEver wAnna f0rget

2006-03-09T15:12:00.000+08:00

pictures speAks a th0usAnd w0rds * xD

2006-02-21T14:28:00.000+08:00

SAT 18.o2.o6

acc0mpany ba0bei aNt g0 buy present f0r ba0bei kiMm den went t0 mEet her . finAlly the thrEe 0f us !` sho0 hAppy !!` xD we exchAnged 0ur presents and went t0 tAke ne0priNts !`~ wo0o0os ,. it's bEen a vEry l0ng time since we tAke ne0prints lErhhx . 0nce agAin thEre's alwAys lAughthers aNd crAzinEss when uu put us t0gEther . L0L !`~ while we dec0rAting 0ur ne0prints ash pApa cAme , f0llowEd by kel & ps . n0t l0ng dEs aNd jamie cAme to0 .

we wEnt walk walk ar0und dEn g0 s0ul gArden eat ! tHx ba0bei kimMm aNd her auntie f0r the treAt !` x) halfway thr0ugh the meal miie , aNt & jamie say we wAnna g0 t0ilEt but actuAlly we wAnna g0 buy cAke f0r ba0bei . kekE'x`~ we kn0w she l0ve mAng0 cAke sho0 we went t0 buy f0r her . ba0bEi was sho0 sUrprised when she saw the cAke !` cAn sEe the hAppinEss all sh0wn 0n her fAce ! L0L !!`~ see her hAppy we als0 vEry hAppy `xD

after eAting went walking ar0und den they decidEd t0 g0 pArkway . actuAlly ii wAnted t0 go f0r mAii singiNg less0ns , but d0wAn ba0bEi unhAppy c0sh ii nEed t0 g0 eArly sho0 ii decided t0 stAy . =) the gAls to0k bus t0 pArkway den gUys to0k cAb . dunn0 wHy the guys sho0 gAn ji0ng wAnna g0 pArkway sho0 fAst , we gals n0 m0ney tAke cab sho0 b0 biAn . reAched there sAme 0ld thing . plAy po0l !! L0L !`~ plAy f0r awhile miie aNd ant wEnt pArkway wAlk walk . ebAse hAving final sAles siA . all the cl0thes sibEii cheAp n0hhx !! kAox !`~ ii wANna buy bUt n0 $$ . the price iish 0nly betwEen $5-$20 niA . WTH ?! cheAp till lau sAi arhhx ! L0L !`~ but s0 ? ii als0 cAnt buy . fark it . aiyArh f0rget it . anyway ii b0ught cherry t0mAt0es aNd h0ney macadAmia nuts f0r ba0bei . ii bEt she's l0ve it ! xP hahA'x `~ went bAck t0 h0tshot and gAve it t0 ba0bEi . wo0o0os ` she reAlly l0ve it ! L0L !`~ like it jiu ha0 . ba0bei kai xin ii als0 kAi xin . x) it's gEtting lAte sho0 decided t0 go h0me . cAnt beAr t0 go . dunn0 whEn we will mEet agAin . =( h0pe so0n yeAhx ?! we hugged eAch 0ther go0dbye . x) 0n 0ur wAy h0me in bus miie and ant vEry excited t0 sEe wad ba0bei gAve us sho0 we decided t0 0pEn the presEnts. s0wwie ba0bei , we BTH lArhhx . xP L0L !`~ ii sAw 0ne little thing at the b0tt0m 0f the plastic bAg sho0 ii digged 0ut aNd ,. 0MGx !!` it's cAnmAke nAil p0lish !!!`~ tupid ba0bei uu alm0st mAde miie cRy nAhHx . wahHAhHAhAx` and thEse aRe the presEnts ,.

im sho0 l0viNg thEm !! tHx ba0bei !!` xD ii l0ve y0u !`~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM !

l0ving y0u ,.

* mAii heart iish true the wAy ii d0

2006-02-17T15:07:00.000+08:00

Wed 15.o2.o6 ` fUn dAy ! xD

w0ke up at 8am ` supEr eArly ritez ? dun ask miie wHy ii w0ke up sho0 eArly , juz felt like d0in so . L0L !`~ g0t reAdy at 10.30am aNd fAster chi0ng t0 s'p0re p0st mAc t0 eat breakfAst , at the sAme time mEt weiting f0r BS . ar0und 12.30pm she wanted t0 buy c0ntact lens and sunglAsses sho0 acc0mpAnied her d0wn t0 buy . the sunglAsses there didn't suit her , and the price super ex , sho0 didn't mAnage t0 buy . she left at 1.30pm . the excitiNg m0ment c0mes !` g0nna mEet ba0bei kiMm in an h0ur's time !` xD but the pr0blem ish , wad am ii g0in t0 do within this 0ne h0ur ?! 0.o L0L !`~ sho0 ii went t0 p0pulAr br0wse ar0und , h0ping the time t0 pAss fAst . hahA'x ` but unf0rtunAtely , time pAss very sl0wly . ii felt sho0 b0 lia0 ` sho0 decided t0 g0 to MRT wait f0r ba0bei . ii fr0m 2pm sit till 2.45pm . wAit till ii wAnna slEep . =_='' zZzzzZz wahHAhAH'x !` but luckily nEber fall alslEep nAhhx . aNd ba0bei finAlly cAme !!! xDD we decided t0 go t0 TM . vEry l0ng time nEber g0 lErhx . it's 0ur first time there this yeAr ! L0L !`~ ba0bei sAy she vEry hungry sho0 we went t0 l0ng j0hn eat , den went sh0pping ar0und . we sAw this Gmask sh0p whEre uu can dec0rate ur hp with nice designs . sho0 chi0 !!!` im in l0ve with the diam0nds ! 0MGx !!` ii wAnt it 0n mAii ph0ne !!! L0L !!`~ guess h0w mUch ? 0ne diam0nd f0r $1.99 . sibEii ex !` imagine ii wAnna put them ar0und mAii hp scrEen . nEed m0re than 50 0f them l0rhx !` uu g0 add up urself den uu n0e h0w mUch it c0sts in t0tal . hahA'x `~

TM sh0p finish we decided t0 tAke phot0s !` weEeEee !` it's bEen a l0ng time since we to0k pics t0gether lErhHx ! xD sibEii HIGH *`!~ wahHAhHAx !`~ agAin we tw0 crAzy gAls , everytime t0gEther jiu vEry n0isy =x , lAughters everywhEre ! L0L !!`~ im l0ving this gAl - kiMli !` xD and 0f c0urse n0rt f0rgEtiing 0ur ba0bei aNt to0 !` but n0wadays didn't get t0 mEet , c0sh busy with her studies . h0pe she dun gEt to0 strEssed !` if n0rt we will w0rry f0r uu derhhx !` x)

after tAking pics went centuary squAre walk walk . we sAw this sibEii chi0 derh sh0es !` 0MGx !` ii wAn ii wan ii WAN !!!` L0L !!` hAlfway while trying ii heArd s0meone cAll miie . ii th0ught iish ba0bei wAn ka jia0 miie sho0 ii didn't answEr . but she kEep cAlling ' clAra' den ii tUrned aNd sAw yi xin aNd friends !` surprisEd t0 sEe them thEre ` kekE'x`~ im in l0ve with the sh0e lia0 lArhHx ` diE ` hahA'x`~ mAyb ii will c0me bAck and buy it . sh0e , wAit f0r miie ! ` ii will bUy uu bAck ! L0L !!`~ we felt tired sho0 went t0 find a place t0 sit , and b0ught ice kacAng t0 shAre . it's n0rt bAd lArhx . =) 0hHs and we aRe l0ving 0ur ph0nes !` weEeEeEee !!!`~ L0L !`

we felt siAn 0f TM already sho0 we to0k 31 t0 pArkway ar0und 6 plUs lidat . saw this c0ntact lens pr0moti0n sho0 we went f0r a triAl and b0ught 2 b0x 0f c0lour lEns f0r $63 !` kekE'x`~ hAng ar0und there till 9 plus ba0bei went bUy fo0d f0r dEs jiu g0 h0me lErhHx . wo0os ` im l0ving the dAys with hEr !` xD

ba0bEi ` tMl g0in celebrAte ur b'dae lErhHx . excitEd b0 ?! L0L !!`~ n0w thinking 0f it jiu BTH wan tMl fAster c0me lia0z` wahHAhHAhHAhax !` miie hEre with uu a vEry haPpy birthdAy in advAnced !!!`~ mAy uu stAy pretty alwAys and uu aNd dEs lAst l0ng hAve a hAppy ending` x) n0rt f0rgEtting 0ur ba0beiship to0 !`~ xDD

2006-02-11T23:04:00.000+08:00

wA liEw !!` ii hAd this preci0us chAnce t0 gEt a stEp cl0ser t0 mAii dreamz aNd ii jUz destr0yed it in minutes !` WTF ?!?! WTH ?!?!?! t0tAlly freAked 0ut !`~ arghhHhHhx ! im g0nna g0 crAzy !` immA uslEss piece 0f SHIT !! fcUking dissAp0inted !` ii c0uld bUrst int0 teArs anytime ,. hAix ` it juz fEels like hAving a knife stAb right int0 ur heArt . x( bo0h0os !`~ ii'd rAther be KILLED !` pLs KILL miie !!!`~

the dead rep0rting *

2006-02-02T15:02:00.000+08:00

WED o1.o1.o6 ` CNY dAy 4

m0rning ar0und 5plus lidAt we hungry s0 ba0bei co0k half b0iled egg . yumMy yUmmy ! it's bEen very very l0ng since ii ate dat lErhhx . thk y0u ba0bei !`~ x) ar0und 1oam plUs 0ur eyEs abit buay tahEn lerhhx sho0 ii wEnt h0me . d0wan disturb ba0bei any further als0 . she still nEed t0 g0 cruise at night . sho0 ii to0k cAb h0me . bath den slEep a fEw h0urs went t0 bAi nian agAin . super tirEd !` reAched h0me ar0und 7pm . ii think ba0bei 0n the wAy t0 g0 cruise lerhhx . muz tAke caRe kAex ! ` g0nna miiss uu this fEw dAys !` muAcks ! `~ x) muz enj0y ur trip aNd hAb fun 0hhs ! `~

TUES 31.o1.o6 ` CNY dAy 3

w0ke up at 9am . prepAred everything dEn went t0 fEtch daniel . he c0me mAii h0use bAi nian . =) sho0 cute siA . L0L !` mamA kEep giving him thiNgs t0 eat . awhile g0 steAm ba kuA f0r him , awhile g0 tAke new yeAr go0dies let him eat . kEep asking him wad else he wAnna eat . 0MG sia ! hahA'x ` ~ den he sit d0wn there eat aNd watch teEbee . ii see him d0wn there like siAn sian derh jiu ask if he wAn play c0m mArhhx . he sAy want den ii went t0 0n mAii c0m lEt him plAy . n0rt l0ng mAii mama went t0 heAt up 'zAi cAi' (a kind 0f veg) , she bring t0 dAniel ask if he wAnts t0 eat . wa piAng , she like alm0st wAnna take all the fo0d in 0ur h0use give him eAt sia . wahHAhHAHx !` dAmn terrible ! L0L !!`~ den ii dunn0 is dAniel really hungry 0r wAd . mAii mAma give him wAd he jiu eAt wad . =x hahA'x `~ ar0und 11.3oam we nEed t0 g0 ppl h0use bAi nian . sho0 ask dAn where he g0ing we cAn fEtch him there . he sAy he dunn0 . dunn0 . everything als0 dunn0 . -_-" alamAk sia . den we fEtch him t0 white sAnds . L0L !` c0sh we g0in t0 pasir ris den the nearEst mrt there iish white sAnds mArhhx . s0 jiu sEnd him there l0 . hahA'x `~ den wEnt t0 aunty angie's h0use . awhile went t0 l0yAng p0int eat lunch den went bAck t0 her h0use agAin . chit chAt till 3 plUs mama fEtch miie t0 ba0bei kim's h0use . wo0o0os ! sho0 excited ! i've nEber bEen t0 her h0use bef0re !` kekE'x`~ when reached her h0use cAlled her tw0 times she als0 nEber pick up . sho0 ii to0k the lift up mAiiself . whEn lift do0r 0pen sAw ba0bei 0utside wAiting f0r the lift ! 0MGx ! ` ii fAster walk 0ut 0f the lift aNd HUG her !! xD arghHhhx ! ` we like xing y0u ling xi arhhx . she dunn0 ii c0me lia0 but she hAb a fEeling ii reach lerh sho0 she walk t0 the lift thEre aNd wait . den ii really c0me 0ut fr0m the lift she kenA sh0cked ! L0L !!`~ den she bring miie t0 her h0use . wo0os ~ her h0use al0t 0f pPl ! all playing mahj0ng . al0t kids als0 , plAying plAy stati0n . ba0bei bring miie t0 her ro0m , her sis ro0m , her parEnts ro0m . den ii ask her , uu wAnna sEll miie ur flAt arhhx . intr0duce y0ur h0use till sho0 detAiled . wahHahhAHHAx ! `~ sho0 fuNny siA . n0rt l0ng jAmie , pq aNd dEs came . den we plAyed p0kem0n m0nop0ly . L0L !` sho0 fUn . but ii alm0st bankrupt . =x hahA'x` play halfway ba0bei mAma ask every0ne g0 eat . s0 we pAused 0ur gAme . all the fo0d iish ba0bei's papA co0k derh w0rhx . sho0 li hAi ! ` s0mem0re it's in buffet style . hAve t0 co0k juz nice . if n0rt to0 much cann0t finish 0r to0 little n0rt en0ugh . the fo0d vEry nice ! yUm yuM ! ` x) eat finish wEnt bAck t0 c0ntinue 0ur gAme . after awhile every0ne siAn lerhhx sho0 st0pped plAying . wAtched vcd till 10pm jAmie pq aNd dEs went h0me lerhhx . ii stAyed bAck c0sh ii pr0mised ba0bei ii wUn leave sho0 early . =) dEn in the eNd ii stAyed 0vernight at her h0use . L0L !`~ we tAlked al0t n0n-stop fr0m midnight till m0rning . p0wer h0rz ? hahA'x ` ~ wh0le night nEber slEep . kEep tAlking , plAying and lAughing as wAd we always d0 . L0L ! `

M0N 3o.o1.o6 ` CNY dAy 2

w0ke up at 11am . grandma cAme wAited f0r us get ready den went t0 grAce h0use . wh0a ! grAce bec0me sho0 pretty ! ` her hAirstyle n0w sibEii chi0 siA ! sho0 suit hEr . ii to0 l0ng nEber sEe her lErhhx. L0L !`~ grAce mum co0k bEe ho0n f0r 0ur luNch . she's a greAt co0k ! all the fo0d all vEry nice ! ` after eAt stAyed there till 2 plus . dEn went t0 smAll uncle's h0use at wo0dlAnds . ii super like t0 g0 his h0use . dunn0 wHy , mAyb his h0use vEry c0sy bArhhx . hahA'x ! `~ s0mem0re cAn sEe maii c0usin bAby belinda . x) ar0und 5 plUs uncle co0ked dinnEr , bEe h0on agAin ! but it's nice =) wh0a piAng ii think im g0nna gAin weight ! kEep eat aNd eAt n0n-stop . diE lArhhz . =x after eAting went t0 xia xia's h0use bAi niAn . xiA xia m0re aNd m0re pretty . tAt tAt bec0me sho0 tAll ! 0ne pRi 6 0ne sEc 2 . wo0o0os ` still rEmember lAst time we at grAndma h0use everytime plAy plAy like smAll kids . n0w all gr0wn up lerhhx . time reAlly pAss very fAst . stAyed there till 7pm jiu g0 h0me lErhhx .

SUN 29.o1.o6 ` CNY dAy 1

weEeEee ! it's chinEse new yeAr ! xD w0ke up eArly in the m0rning , d0ll up aNd weNt t0 grAndma h0use bAi nian . grandma co0k al0t fo0d seHhx . eAt till vEry full . vEry l0ng nEber eat grAndma co0k de fo0d lErhhx . it's still as nice as lAst time ! grAndma's fo0d iis alwAys sho0 yuMmy ! x)) after eAting wh0le fAmily wEnt t0 0rAnge valley 0ld f0lks h0me visit 'kAm p0 tAi' dAts h0w ii call her lArhhx . hAix . remEmber lAst time shE stay at balestier den every yeAr we g0 thEre and bAi nian . n0w she stAy at 0ld f0lks h0me . she cAnt talk pr0perly , cAnt walk , bec0me vEry skinny . s0 sAd . =( alm0st criEd . ` stAyed there awhile den heAded t0 'tAi p0's' h0use . tAi p0 still the sAme l0 , blur blur 0ne . give ang ba0 nEed ppl t0 queue derh . if n0rt she will f0rget wh0 she hAs given wh0 she hAben give . kekE'x`~ nxt wAnted t0 g0 'dAi yi ji0ng's' h0use but n0 0ne at h0me . sho0 went bAck t0 grAndma h0use eAt dinner jiu g0 h0me lErhhx . slEpt at 4am .

uu are UNWANTED

* ii DUN need y0u

2006-01-28T11:03:00.000+08:00

spriNg cleAning *

i've bEen staying at h0me this wh0le weEk ! 0MGx ! cAn uu believe it ?!? L0L !`~ and ii cAn say time pAsses vEry sl0w . . eeEeEks ! b0 biAn , frEns all n0rt frEe s0memore new yeAr c0ming lErhhx nEed t0 tidy up the h0use . sho0 ii shAll c0tinue t0 be guAii kia this wh0le weEk . hehEhx . xP ii spEnt mAii wh0le wEek cleAning up the h0use , thr0wing unwAnted stuffs , pAcking things , blAh blah blah . thEre's sho0 much dust ar0und . yUcks ! ` =x spEnd alm0st 3 dAys t0 cleAr things up . cAnt imagine ritez ? mAii h0use sho0 smAll yet nEed sho0 l0ng time t0 tidy up . u'll nEber n0e . L0Lx `~ ii 0nly pAcked and cleAned the living ro0m aNd mAii ro0m . dEn stArt t0 dec0rate with CNY dec0rati0ns . n0w the wh0le living ro0m lo0ks sho0 nice ! xD hahA'x `~ ii reAlised dAt ii hAven cleAned the mAster bedro0m yEt . awWwWw !`~ dAts wad im g0nna d0 after ii bl0g . 0h aNd ii juz cAnt wait till tMl !! CNY visitati0ns!` x)

uu aRe stuck in mAii heart *

2006-01-23T15:10:00.000+08:00

sUn 22.o1.o6 * fAmily reuni0n

w0ke up ar0und 11 . was prepAring t0 go church dEn suddenly mAma say cant g0 lErhx . c0sh reuni0n dinner chAnge t0 lunch . hAiyo0ox . b0 biAn n0rhhx . went t0 grandmA h0use at sEng kAng . we aRe hAbing steAmb0at lEiix ! wo0o0os !`~ hAb al0t of fo0d . cAn eat till uu sia0 ! L0L !`~ everytime g0 grAndma h0use sEe grAndma 0f c0urse vEry hAppy c0sh she d0te 0n miie al0t dErhhx . but sEe mAii c0usin jiu siAn ! -_-' especiAlly aliciA ! KNS !!!` =x sibEii fAke . everytime sEe miie dia0 miie nEbermind , still gin miie ! wh0a ! wh0 teAch uu derh ? ur mAma arh ? KNN !`~ uu h0w 0ld 0nly ? pRi 3 niA lEiix !!` die lArhx sho0 smAll jiu n0e h0w to gin pPl nxt time gr0w up uu g0 0utside anyh0w gin pPl ii sEe wad will hAppen t0 u ! hahA'x !`~ chi nEw yeAr dat time uu bEtter dun pr0voke miie ! sEe uu jiu sp0il mAii mo0d ! ` every yeAr bAi nian hAb t0 g0 with wh0le fAmly 0f c0urse iish a muz . but with this c0usin ?!? hAh !` siA swAy arhhx !!` wh0a everytime tAlk ab0ut her jiu sibEIi h0t !! ` bEtter st0p if n0t ii dunn0 wAd 'nice' things ii will typE 0ut ! ` =x n0w whEre was ii ? 0h yArh ! reuni0n !` L0L !`~ grAndma sho0 go0d , she n0e ii like t0 eAt g0lden mushro0m jiu prepAre al0t f0r miie . sho0 swEet 0f her nEhhx ! ` x) aNd hAb ab0l0ne als0 ! ` wo0o0o0os ! `~ dunn0 ii shld sAy ii like steAmb0at 0r dun like . 0ne thing ii like iish dAt can eAt al0t of nice nice fo0d ! and it's heAlthy als0 ! but an0ther thing iish vEry easy put 0n wEight ! =x c0sh will kEep eating aNd eating n0n-st0p ! hmMmx . guEss n0rt everytime eAt iish 0k bArhHx ? L0L !`~ mAii c0usin bAby belinda vEry cute siA ! ` am0ng the 3 c0usins ii hAb she's the m0st ii d0te ! ` she n0w 0nly 1 yeAr plus niA . hEn cute n0rhHx ! ` aiiyo0os !`~ the wAy she smile vEry swEet and kawaii ! hahA'x !`~ she's every0ne's kAi xin gu0 . x)) every0ne iish vEry full dEn tupid uncle c0me aNd tEmpt us !` he bring 0ut duriAn ice creAm and ask wh0 wAn ! 0MGx !! ` 0f c0urse ii wAn lArhx ! L0L !` is sibEii nice l0rhx ` ii think ii ate alm0st 3 sco0ps 0f it ?!?! =x sia0 lia0 lArhhx . im g0nna gAin weight !` arghHhHx ! ` cAnn0t cann0t , mux c0ntr0l lia0x . kekE'x`

after reuni0n wEnt t0 c0mpAss p0int wAlk wAlk . ii cAnt wAit till chi new yeAr ! cAn weAr nice nice dEn g0 visit relAtives . m0st imp0rtAnt iish cAn get ang bA0s ! =x wahHAhHAHAx !` wh0 dun like ang ba0s ?!?! im sure every0ne likes ritEz ?! hahA'x ` ~ dEn at night cAn cAll pPl c0me gAmble . mAyb can g0 frEn h0use bAi nian als0 . dEn plAy plAy gAmble gAmble . h0w greAt ? hahA'x `~ wh0a cAnt imagine . it surE will bE very fUn ! L0L !`~ m0re fun dEn lAst yeAr iish f0r surE ! ` xD

ii wAnna dream c0me true

ii wAnna be lo0king in ur eyEs `

sAt 21.o1.o6 * a fiNe dAy

wh0a t0day m0rning kena wAke up by the tv . mAii mama 0n the tEebeE sibEii l0ud siA . wth ?!?! 0n sho0 l0ud wAit deAf arhx ! =x dEn s0memore g0t pPl c0me pAint 0ur h0use do0r , wAnna hAb a chAnge 0f col0ur . the pAint smEll vEry p0wer siA ! smElly like wAd lidat ! grRrRrRr !!! ` sho0 mAny destrActi0ns ask miie h0w to slEep ?!?! dEn b0 biAn hAb t0 wake up n0rhHx . wAnna hAb a peaceful slEep als0 cAnt . hAix . wAke up slAck ar0und nth t0 do wAtch tEebee listen t0 s0ngs . dEn ar0und 4 plus gEt ready to g0 mc ! weEeEee ! ` to0k bUs there . reAched there ii wAlked pAss the clAss den sAw campus superstAr c0ntEstants . yi yuAn was singing . n0rt l0ng anth0ny call us t0 go in . he ask yi yuAn and khim t0 siNg aNd sh0w us . wa piAng , their v0ice nice lEiix . and khim 0nly 13 yrs 0ld niA . 0MGx ritex ?!?! L0L ! ` anth0ny sAy yiyuAn iish 0nly 12 yrs . reAlly mEiiz ? dun lo0k like l0rhhx . try t0 bluff us . he's 15 lArhx ! hAb website t0 chEck de lEiix . hahA'x ! `~ xP den it wAs 0ur turn t0 hAb less0ns . sho0 they left . t0day sing shun zi's im n0t a stAr . f0rtunAtely ii mAnaged t0 hit the high n0tes s0mehow , ii guEss he l0wered 0ne kEy , did he ? hahA'x ` if n0rt it wun be sho0 eAsy t0 hit the high n0te . 0verall was 0k lArhx . t0day's less0n ended kiNda early . dEn went t0 chinat0wn with mAma . wh0a ! sEe the cr0wd jiu siAn lia0z . -_-' al0t pPl ! dEn nEed t0 squEeze hEre squeeze thEre , rAining s0memore . vEry siAn ! s0 we decided go eAt . eAt wad ? h0ng k0ng za jiAng miAn !! xD it's vEry nice ! wo0os ` dEn we 'da ba0' the dAu sa pAncake bAck . it's supEr duper delici0us ii cAn say ! L0L !`~ nxt wEnt t0 mAma 0ffice . she hAb thing hAben d0 s0 hAb t0 g0 bAck finish . den ii g0 with her l0 . hEng there hAb c0m let miie use . if n0rt will be supEr b0riNg !!` but the c0m sibEii l0usy siA ` cAnn0t reAd chi w0rds . msn iish the 0lder versi0n . wAn listen t0 s0ngs n0 hAb speAker . idi0t !!`~ aiyA nEbermind at leAst still can surf nEt . ar0und 1o plUs wEnt t0 ubi buy new yeAr stuffs jiu g0 h0me lerhhx .

` y0u aRe always 0n mAii mind

2006-01-14T00:01:00.000+08:00

wh0a ` vEry l0ng nEber updAte lerhhx , hAve bEen 0ut lAst few dAys . hmMms let miie recAll wad ii hAVe bEen d0in . . .

arghHhH !! ii f0rgot whEre i've bEen on tuEs ! 0MGx !!! hAix , mAii mem0ry 0ld lErhx . nebermiNd hEng ii still remember the f0llowing dAys derh . L0L !`

wEd , 11.o1.06 * x)

wo0o0os , t0day plAyed po0l with mAii tw0 br0s , dAn and gerArd . mEet at ps ar0und 3.3opm dEn walked t0 paradism plAy po0l . wh0a there like n0rt strict dErh sia . undEr 16 , weAr sch u als0 can g0 in plAy . so steAdy . L0L !` n0rt like mAii h0megr0und thEre derh , n0w bec0me quite strict , after sch hAve t0 chEck . yUpx . gerArd bring his friend al0ng als0 , so first r0und we plAy 2 VS 2 . ii gr0up with dAn , gErard grp with his fren . dAn first time plAying dEn he play dAmn sl0w siA . like vEry lag lidat . 0ne gAme can plAy f0r vEry l0ng time . hahA'x !! bUt he s0 cute , first time plAy den leArn while plAying . thEre's 0ne time he nEed t0 hit a bAll but cAnt reach , gerard tell him hAve t0 s0mehow sit 0n the tAble den can hit . n0rmally iish like hAlf bUtt 0n the table but his wh0le bUtt sit 0n the tAble till vEry s0ng , lEgs away fr0m the gr0unf dEn try hit the bAll ! L0L !!!` al0t of fuNny fuNny things c0me out fr0m him siA . L0L ! first time plAy iish lidat derh lArhhx . this r0und miie aNd dan win! YAY ! xD den miie vs dAn . gerard aNd his fren g0 0pen an0ther table . plAy with dAn reAlly sibEii lAg . =x but iish fun , c0sh he everytime hAve al0t of fuNny acti0n mAke miie wAnna lAugh , n0w think 0f it als0 can lAugh ! hahA'x !!`~ gerard sAy if plAy timEr he suRe die , c0sh he's supEr SLOW ! L0L !!!`~ plAyed tw0 r0unds with dAn . first r0und ii win . sec0nd r0und he win , c0sh ii g0 hit the blAck bAll in . =_='' dia0 ritez ?! L0L !` nxt iish gerArd . end up als0 the sAme but g0t one r0und we kEep hitting the blAck ball . everytime hit everytime miss . wh0a ` vEry pek chEk ! in the eNd ii win , c0sh gerArd try t0 be smArt alec wAn use tActic sc0re the lAst right h0le but end up sc0re 0ther h0le . hahA'x !`dAn kEep c0mplAining his hungry s0 we decided g0 eat . wAlked t0 ps dEn we were like stAnding in the middle 0f nowhEre thinking 0f wAd t0 eat . dEn ii th0ught 0f pAstamania ! dAn say hAve s0 we wAlked t0 B1 find . we wAlk wh0le B1 but cAnt find . aiiks ! to0k us quite s0me time t0 fiNd it and at lAst . it's at 0ne c0rner at B2 . aiyo0ox . finAlly arhx . L0L !`~ filled up 0ur st0mAch dEn we wEnt walk walk ar0und ps . ar0und 9 plUs to0k bus g0 home . hAd a greAt time t0day ! x) h0pe thEre's s0me 0ther dAy whEre we cAn g0 0ut agAin like t0day kAex !` xD

Thurs , 12.o1.o6 * rAining n0n-stop , 4N1 gathering

t0day m0rning wAke up at 9am , it's rAining and vEry c0ld ! brrRrRrR ` went 0ut ar0und 1o.3o g0 pArkway mEet weiting . ate lunch and wAlk walk ar0und . den went p0pulAr g0 buy bo0ks f0r O level . hAix sEe all th0se bo0ks ii cAn die siA . =x fEel strEssed ! but b0 biAn ii hAve t0 study and tAke Os . s0 ii g0tta w0rk hArd this yeAr ! yUpx . weiting hAve t0 go at 3pm s0 ii went h0me . wh0a it's bEen raining n0n-st0p fr0m m0rning til n0w siA . ii kEep wAlking in the rAin . aiks ` 0ne pers0n cArry s0 mAny bo0ks s0mem0re iish supEr heAvy n0rhhx ! mAii hAnds g0nna breAk ! aNt call and ask h0w much ii sc0re f0r science c0sh mr lee wAnna treat us eAt swensEns ! wo0o0os !` s0 go0d nEhhx . s0 ii wEnt h0me put the bo0ks dEn meet aNt d0wnstAirs g0 pArkway t0gether . mEet up ba0bei kimMm at the bus st0p . first thing sEe hEr iish wAd ? HUG 0f c0urse !!! ` wahAHhAHhAH !` l0ng time n0 sEe ba0bei ! ` finAlly g0t to sEe y0u !! ` sho0 hapPy ! xDD we hAve al0t 0f things t0 shAre s0 we kEep talking n0n-st0p all the wAy till we reAch swensEn . L0L!` 0ur ex classmates are all there . s0me came later . miie aNd ba0bei aNt , kim sit 0ne tAble n0rhx . n0 nEed say derhx . hahA'x ` dEn 0ur family mEmbers cAme . kEl , ash & pEi . they sat at the tAble nxt t0 us . we like crAzy pPl sia . kEep lAughing s0 l0ud talk s0 l0ud . cAnt help lArhx we l0ng time n0 sEe lerhx . hahA'x`~ after eating swensEns we g0 hawkEr eat dinnEr . funny ritez ? eAt ice crEam ler den eat dinnEr . L0L !` b0 biAn nArhhx . miie aNd ant didn't eat dinner c0sh vEry full . agAIn . crAzinEss am0ng us . as l0ng as we this fAmily gather t0gether everytime plAy till like c0me 0ut fr0m imh lidat . =x wahAHhAHaH ! `~ this iish h0w crAzy we can gEt . after eating wAnted t0 play po0l but kEl and pei weAring sch u sho0 cant . end up we g0 plAy lAn with vince they all . it wAs fuN . and ii hAve t0 sAy again . CRAZINESS ! L0L !!!`~ kEep sh0uting hEre aNd thEre . especiAlly kim arhhx . BTH siA . and ii kEep kenA kill l0rhx . arghHh ! plAy 35 r0unds ii die 20 timEs . sibEii lAn ! =x L0L !`~ ba0bei aNt als0 . bUt ba0bEi kiMm vEry pr0 arh , kEep killing miie aNd ant ! hahA'x `~ we plAy till f0rg0t the tiMe den we reAlised it's 1opm already . s0 we st0pped aNd went h0me lErhx . t0day pAst sho0 fAst . didn't hAve en0ugh fun with uu gUys . whEn's 0ur nxt 0uting ? steAmb0at yeAhHx ?!?! remEmber arhHx ! ` xD lo0k f0rwArd t0 dAt day ! `

Fri , 13.o1.o6 * unlucky dAy

went t0wn sh0p f0r new yeAr cl0thes with mUm . 0verall nth much lArhhx . but ii find t0day vEry SUAY !!! is it c0sh it's fridAy the 13th ? =x dunn0 lArhhx . ii juz n0e vEry suAy ! arghHhHH !! wHy ? c0sh ii eNd up empty hAnded g0in bAck h0me . while mAii mum b0ught l0ts 0f stuffs . grRrRrR !! ii cAnt find anything dAt suits miie . all n0rt nice dErh . 0MGx ! wAdx hAppen t0 the designers n0wadays ?!?! design wAd kindA cl0thes siA ` all n0rt nice dErhx . =x n0 0ffEnce arh ii jUz very fEd up ! dEn ii wANna buy this canmake brAnd g0lden nAil p0lish fr0m wats0ns . s0 we wAlked t0 takA g0 fiNd . guEss wAd ? it's 0ut 0f st0ck ! they lEft with piNk and blAck , l0ts of it bUt n0ne 0f g0ld ! dAmn !!! ii sho0 supEr like dat nAil p0lish c0lour l0rhHx . and it's 0ut of st0ck . WTH ?!?!?! ii eNded up wAlking aNd sh0pping f0r 6 h0urs with0ut bUying any cl0thes . DUHX ! dAmn pissed !`

2006-01-07T23:38:00.000+08:00

aftEr missiNg tw0 music less0ns , t0day has finally came !` aNd iish an0thony's clAss xD L0L !`~ sho0 miss his less0ns cAn . LALALA * t0day sAng g0ng shi jiA's zAi yi ci y0ng y0u . sAme as wAd we sAng lAst less0n . this iish a vEry nice s0ng . x) sho0 ii did mAnage t0 get int0 the s0ng . but bUt , anth0ny sAy it's n0rt en0ugh . ii cAn sEe the BIG differEnce whEn he dem0nstrated tw0 diff wAys 0f siNging . ii cAnt sEem t0 gEt it right . the 0rchestra inside miie iish n0rt str0ng en0ugh . dUhx `~ ii guEss ii hAve t0 listen m0re aNd sing m0re . perhAps im n0rt 0pen en0ugh . =x L0L !`~ ii cAnt sEem t0 siNg mAii wh0le heArt 0ut duriNg less0ns lEiix . wHy why WHY ? ii 0nly cAn d0 dat whEn im at h0me 0r kb0x . hAix . h0pelEss . but ii will nEver give up !` x) ii will c0ntinuE till the dAy c0mes . L0L !`~

wo0o0o0os !`~ evErything iish bAck t0 n0rmAl lErz !!` xDD ba0bei to0 sensitive lErh lArhHx . think to0 much . mAke miie hAb al0t of quEsti0n mArks siA . dEn mAke miie aNd ant kEep w0ndering wAd hAppen , wAd did we d0 . hAiiyo0os , nxt time dun lidAt lErh kAex ?!?!? uu will 0nly scAre us aNd breAk 0ur heArt ! ` =x uu n0e the dAys with0ut uu arE reAlly tErrible !! ii g0 whEre als0 remind miie 0f uu . listEn t0 s0ngs uu sEnt miie als0 remiNd miie 0f uu . evEn c0me onliNe als0 will thiNk whEn uu g0in to 0nline . sibEii jiAlat dErh lEiix !!!` L0L !`~ cAnt aff0rd to l0se uu anym0re ! ` pPl 0ut thEre dUn sEe us cl0se jiu jeAl0us dEn purp0sely wAn c0me breAk 0ur frieNdship h0rz !` ii will BITE uu !` wahAHhAhahAx !`~ xpPpPpPpPp `~ anywAy ii believe 0ur friEndship n0w iish str0ng en0ugh t0 defEnd all things which iish tryiNg t0 destr0y it . sho0 c0me tRy us if uu DARE !!`~

//__ it's a greAt stArt fr0m n0w on

treAsure things uu hAve n0w bef0re uu regrEt *

2006-01-04T23:35:00.000+08:00

this iish jUz 0nly tHe f0urth dAy 0f the nEw yeAr . aNd mAny things hAb chAnged , m0re hAve yet t0 come . wHy ? why d0 thiNgs alwAys hAppen s0 suddEnly ? sho0 suddEnly dAt uu wldn't kn0w h0w t0 reAct to it , wldn't kn0w how t0 accEpt wad lies infr0nt 0f ur eyEs .

uu sAid we hAb things hiding fr0m uu , aNd uu dun wish t0 tEll wAd izzit . ii reAlly hAve n0 idEa . wHy d0 hist0ries hAb t0 repeAt ?!?! we becAme friEnds 0nce agAin aNd werE enj0ying eAch 0ther's c0mpAny aNd n0w ? evErything stArts t0 repeAt agAin . cAuse 0f misundErstanding ? ii h0pe so . but mAyb n0rt . ii duN wish t0 explAin much cAuse ii n0e wAdever ii stArt t0 sAy uu will think it's jiA0 wei , uu will thiNk it's all sHit . uu wUn beleive every single thiNg . cAuse uu cho0se n0rt to . ii'd wish t0 kn0w wAd exActly iish g0in on . uu cAn g0 aheAd and sc0ld g0 aheAd aNd hAte us . ii dUn wish this hAppens . but at leAst let us kn0w wAdx the reas0n behiNd . 0r perhAps if we sEe each 0ther 0utsiDe , uu wldn't evEn b0ther t0 sAe hi jUz like strAngers . mUz we end up in this miserAble stAte ? muz wE ? uu duNch n0e h0w mUch ii treAsured this friEndship . uu wldn't kn0w h0w much uu meAnt t0 miie . ii guEss uu wldn't wAnna n0e als0 . cAuse as ii sAid . uu will thiNk iish all liEs . cho0se t0 believe 0r n0t ish up t0 uu . reAlly . ii dUn wish t0 be like wAd we wEre lAst time . ~~ENEMIES~~ aftEr all this . ii stArt t0 hAve d0ubts . arEn't friEnds meAnt t0 be f0revEr ? 0r they jUz simply c0me and g0 ? why will friendship be s0 easily br0ken ? it's juz sho0 fragile . wh0 shld ii trUst ? wh0 shld ii p0ur 0ut all mAii tr0ubles t0 ? hAix . suAn lerhhx . ii jUz hAb t0 reply 0n mAiisElf . n0 0ne elsE .

it hurts .

miserable beginning

2006-01-03T01:53:00.000+08:00

SAT 31.12.o5

m0rniNg wEnt kb0x with mamA . hEng this time n0rt tht idi0t gal serve us iish dAniel derh frewn serve . if tht idi0t gal sErve us arhhx , wh0a reAlly will sp0il mo0d . sEe her stupid fAce alreAdy sp0il mo0d lErhx . dAmn . nEbermind , h0pe shE gEt transferred 0ut t0 an0ther 0utlet . =x L0L !`~ after dAt wEnt pArkway t0 bUy stuff . aNd evErywhere ii g0 ii sEe tHe n0kia ph0ne dAt kEep catching mAii attenti0n . it's n0kia 7360 !` argHhhHx !`~ ii wAn dAt ph0ne !! it's sho0 supEr nice cAn !` s0meone bUy miie dAt ph0ne pLs ?!?! L0L !!`~ guEss ii hAb t0 stArt sAving m0ney aNd wait f0r chinEse new yeAr t0 gEt ang ba0s . hahA'x`~ wEnt straight h0me aftEr dat .

ar0und 9pm plUs mEet aNt d0wnstAirs den wAlk t0 frwEn h0use f0r c0untd0wn . as usuAl the sAme 0ld pPl we alwAys hAng 0ut with . viNce , andy , kUb , aUg & zhui . vince aNd kub reAched ar0und 11 plUs . bef0re dat we wEnt mArket eAt supper . zhui g0 bUy the sn0w sprAy . make till every0ne als0 wAn t0 buy . =_=" christmAs 0ver lia0 lEiix still plAy wad sn0w sprAy . n0w iish c0untd0wn nEw yeAr n0rt christmAs . L0L !`~ ii hAte sn0w sprAy lArhHx . it's fUn but whEn kena sprAy hAnd everywhere will sticky sticky dErh . eEeeEe . aNd ii hAte it whEn maii fAce kena sprAyed . any0ne dAre sprAy mAii fAce they gEt HELL fr0m miie . =x hahA'x `~ we wEnt t0 a vEry big v0id dEck neAr zhui h0use and stArted 0ur MADness thEre ! sprAying hEre aNd thEre , splAshing wAter , thr0wing wAter b0mbs !! L0L !`~ like 0nly childrEn den will plAy derh gAme h0rz ? n0 ` we this kiNda age derh pPl als0 will plAy derhHx ! wahHAhHAax !`~ it's gEtting neAr t0 12 midnigHt . every0ne st0pped aNd c0untd0wn . 5 , 4 , 3 , 2 , 1 . . HAPPY NEW YEAR 2o06 !!!`~ xD aNt iish tHe first pers0n ii hugged !` kekE'x`~ dEn every0ne bUsy sMs-ing and cAlling frEwns t0 wish thEm a hAppy nEw yeAr . x) fiNished with 0ut stUffs aNd there we g0 agAin . c0ntinueing 0ut WAR !` L0L !`~ ar0und 1 plUs every0ne tirEd lerhhx . we als0 rAn 0ut 0f sprAy . sho0 we decidEd t0 go neArby 24 h0ur c0ffEe sh0p t0 tAke a rEst . chit chAt f0r alm0st 1 h0ur plUs . aNt's dAd kEep cAlling and she hAb t0 go 0ff so0n . it's gEtting lAte to0 . 3 plUs lerhhx , miie jiu acc0mpAny aNt g0 h0me . tMl als0 nEed t0 wAke up eArly . t0day was a greAt day indeEd !` x)

sAy GOODBYE t0 2o05 !!!`~ h0w time reAlly flies . ii guEss ii muz leArn t0 put thiNgs d0wn . ii will tRy . 2o06 , a NEW yeAr , a NEW stArt . f0rget the unhAppinEss and kEep th0se hAppy mem0ries . but ii cAnt give *** up . ii jUz cAnt . hAix . idi0t lArhHx . =x L0L !`~ mAyb ii nEed time . t0ns 0f tiMe t0 do dAt . give miie tiMe . ii beliEve ii cAn d0 it . =)

* mAii new yeAr res0luti0ns

x be m0re s0cialble aNd mAke m0re friEnds

x everlasting friendships

x impr0ve maii singing (expressi0ns iish always the pr0blem . argh !)

x cut d0wn on heAty stuffs

x stUdy hArd

x frEe fr0m unhappiness

x a dAy with renfu xD ( ii n0e im dreaming)

x pArents t0 be m0re understAnding

2005-12-30T00:03:00.000+08:00

mAii b'dae presEnts . x))

hAve bEen 0ut pAst few dAys . fr0m mAii b'dae till yEsterday

dAmn tirEd , duNch hAb en0ugh slEep . christmAs eve was fun but tiring . didn't slEep at all . christmAs day itself was even m0re fun ! wEnt d0wn f0r prepArati0n 0f perf0rmance straight after wAtching midnight sh0w . ii wAs the mAke up artist f0r all the gals . =x g0sh . L0L !`~ sho0 bUsy cAn . ii hAben d0 finish mAii stuff den ii hAb t0 hElp thEm d0ll up . 0ne after an0ther . finAlly after an h0ur all iish d0ne . everything sEt and we aRe all reAdy t0 go . heAded t0 DBS audit0rium . hAd rehearsals . things didn't g0 well at first . dAncers didn't hAb en0ugh spAce as we hAb t0 m0ve ab0ut and chAnge plAces all tht . the stAge was like smAller den wAd ii th0ught . 0hh well . and the s0und system wAs terrible ! yikes `~ ii thiNk they shld hAb headed d0wn earlier . the perf0rmance stArts at 4.3opm and we 0nly stArted 0ur rehearsal thEre ar0und 2pm . h0w h0rrible cAn dat get ? =x sho0 we all prAyed tht nth g0es wr0ng during the perf0rmAnce . the perf0rmAnce time iish getting neArer and neArer . and we are the first item . wo0o0os `~ excited and nerv0us . L0L !`~ each 0f us held 0n to a candle and 0ff we g0 up to the stAge . kekE'x`~ sho0 HIGH `~ im stArting t0 enj0y perf0rmiNg 0n stAge . xD tht evEning was a greAt 0ne . x) w0nderful perf0rmAnce guys !`~

hAix . sho0 mAny things hAb hapPened . im spEechless . duNch n0e whEre t0 stArt fr0m . dUnch n0e who t0 sEek advise fr0m . duNch n0e wh0 t0 trust . dunch n0e t0 be hAppy 0r sAd . im l0st . t0tallyy LOST . hAix . mAny thiNgs aRe tr0ubling miie . wHy why WHY ?! cAn uu juz gEt awAy ?! get LOST f0r go0dnEss sAke !! ii dunch wAn t0 get sho0 deprEssed . it juz sucks !`~ cAnt ii juz live a hAppy life with0ut having t0 fAn 0ver sho0 mAny things ? ii wAnna thr0w thEm all awAy ! ii dunch wAn t0 still hAb them with miie whEn the new yeAr c0mes . gRrrRrRr !!!`~ 0h mAn . ii nEed s0meone . s0meone t0 lEt miie vEnt 0ut all mAii unhappinEss . s0meone t0 listen t0 mAii tr0ublEs . s0meone wh0 reAlly cAres . s0meone wh0 cAn brighten miie up . s0meone wh0 w0n't betrAy mAii trust . s0meone wh0 reAlly understAnds h0w ii fEel . s0meone wh0 can CURE miie !!!`~ ii guEss im g0in crAzy . =x ii might lo0k n0rmAl and still laugh and plAy with frewns but dEep inside n0body n0es h0w fAn ii am . hAix . mAyb ii shld juz let things be . thEre's nth much ii cAn d0 .

save miie // ii need YOU *

feeling unwanted

2005-12-21T15:44:00.000+08:00

sUrprisingly , ii pAssed mAii n levels . shld ii be hAppy 0r shld ii be sAd ? =x hAix . ii dunch sEem t0 be hapPy at all . but anywAy even if ii pAss ii still hAb t0 sEe whether the sch wAnts miie bAck an0t . ii n0e studyiNg iish impt . ii nEed at leAst a O level cert . N level iish nth . grRrr !`~ but ii hAte sch . ii juz simply hAte sch life . nEeding t0 wAke up eArly , weAr sch u , tie up hAir , hAir cann0t be col0ured . all the shitty stUffs . and f0llow sch rules . s0metimes f0r nth als0 kena tcher sc0ld . WTH ?! ii cAnt stAnd tchers wh0 are unreas0nable . they juz sucks !`~ and hAving t0 sEe ppl ii dunch like . dUhx . imagiNe uu hAb t0 fAce them everydAy in sch ? argHh !`~ h0w how h0w ?!?! cAn any0ne tell miie h0w ? if ii'd be able t0 g0 bAck nxt year . ii bet it wun be a go0d yeAr f0r miie . ii will miiss th0se dAys whEn ba0bei iish ar0und . we'll j0ke aNd plAy like n0body's businEss . hAix . she will be living her life , mAyb w0rking ? and we will n0rt hAb much time t0 go 0ut and hAb fun like we used t0 . it s0unds like we are g0in to be apArt f0r l0ng ? mAyb , we'll nEver n0e . hAix . well ii shAll n0rt think much . mAii b'dae and christmAs iish c0ming ! ii shld be hAppy !`~ =)

ii dunch want alot for christmas

this iish all im asking for

2005-12-18T21:19:00.000+08:00

have bEen waking up early this fEw days . n0rt en0ugh slEep . sAme g0es f0r todAy . went f0r church . after w0rshiping and singing , past0r c0mes up and give his speech . ii realise ii didn't even pay attenti0n to him . =x ii was to0 tired t0 even listen t0 what his talking ab0ut . maii eyes is hAlf cl0sed , and ii hardly can kEep maii eyes wide 0pen . g0sh !`~ imagine h0w tired ii am ? after church service still have c0mbine rehearsal . and maii mo0d t0day iish n0rt very go0d . fEeling d0wn . mo0dless . and im in the wr0ng outfit . slippers . dancing with slippers ? weird . can't even dance pr0perly . kEep tripping , argh ! irritating !`~ but s0mehow things g0t bEtter . im getting kinda excited f0r the perf0rmAnce on 25th . =) t0day ii have a very seri0us mo0d swing . L0L !`~ well if any 0f uu hAve n0 pr0grams 0n 25th den c0me d0wn to DBS audit0rium at 4.3opm . there'll be pref0rmance held by us and celebrating christmas t0gether !`~ 0hHhs ! gEtting results tml . still nEed wear sch u . weAr sch u nEbermind . still nEed hair t0 be blAck . g0 eat shit lArhs !`~ =x take 0ne result als0 nEed hair black , wear sch u . idi0t can !`~ dunch cAre im n0rt g0in to sprAy maii hAir black . it's juz g0nna sp0il mAii hAir . ii might be weAring h0me cl0thes als0 . sEe h0w . ii sEe wad uu all can d0 to miie . =x ii s0und rebelli0us ehHs ? hahA'x`~ cAnt help it . ii juz hAte the sch !`~

disappear into the air ___

2005-12-18T20:25:00.000+08:00

SAT * 16.12.o5

woke up early t0day . family gathering and celebrating 0f maii b'dae early . went t0 sizzler f0r lunch . ii g0t a zen nee0n from maii uncle ! x) alth0ugh ii wanted a mp4 . but better den nth ritex . hahA'x`~ thx ii l0ve it t0 bits !`~ evening went f0r v0cal less0ns . sang zai yi ci y0ng you . is a damn nice s0ng ! ii didn't sing well f0r the first time , n0 climax . but surprisingly he neber menti0n b0ut maii expressi0n . sho0 means ii hab expressi0ns or ? aiyo0os ok nebermind . the sec0nd time was much better . but still , ii dunch think it's the best . c0sh ii n0e ii can d0 better than tht lArhHhs . mayb anth0ny ar0und den fEel abit stressed , scAred will mAke mistakes or things lidAt . sho0 ii didn't reAlly sing mAii heart 0ut . hAix . everytime als0 lidat 0ne . dunch n0e wad's there t0 be afraid 0f , stupid . =x L0L !`~ cann0t cann0t . learn f0r sho0 l0ng lerh still lidat , h0w to impr0ve sia . grRrR !!!`~ everytime at h0me sing till like wad lidat , but when g0 for less0ns maii standard like dr0pped . stUpid gal ! ` =x

after less0ns straight away chi0ng t0 56 c0ncert ! YAY !`~ super duper HIGH !!! awWww !` im g0in crAzy ! xD when c0ncert starts ii kEep sh0uting all the way . L0L !!`~ 0MG ! renfu ! argh !`~ sibEIi shuai !` x) dunch n0e h0w to explAin the kinda HIGHness * reAlly it's m0re den HIGH !!! hahA'x !`~ this l0ng awAited day has finAlly c0me . cha0 kai xin ! keke'x`~ shall n0rt go int0 details . c0sh there's to0 much t0 menti0n ab0ut . all ii can say is , it's the m0st fantastic c0ncert evEr !`~ xDD alm0st cried at the eNd when they sAng w0 nan gu0 . this s0ng carries al0t of mem0ries . t0uched by the s0ng , tears were already in mAii eyes . but ii c0ntrolled it . after the s0ng they made their speech . renfu nearly cried , but he didn't . he say guys cry very er xin . =x L0L !`~ he will 0nly cry when he's acting . 0ther den tht we wun be able t0 see him cry . but can sEe his eyes already hab teArs lerh . tht mAkes miie even wan t0 cry ! arghHh !` n0w typing this ii wanna cry already . =x renfu sAng till his v0ice h0arse . he cAnt hit e high n0te when singing the bridge part 0f b0yfriend . den he kEep shaking his heAd . fEel like fAster g0 buy liang tEh f0r him t0 drink , will xin t0ng derh leiix . L0L !!!`~ this time their c0ncert lAsted f0r 3 plus h0urs . super l0ng !`~ enj0yed it vEry much ! it's g0nna be an unf0rgettable 0ne . =)

never ending HIGHness *

2005-12-15T16:08:00.001+08:00

WED * 14.12.05

m0rning went f0r kb0x with dan and jer . and jer was super lAte ! he l0st his way and 0ver slept in bus . haha'x`~ sAng till 2 den this stupid gal c0me chase us 0ut . at least let us sing finish 0ur lAst s0ng rite ? and it's n0rt as if uu all are sh0rt of ro0ms ? thEre's still sho0 much empty ro0m l0rhHhs !` still dAre t0 use vulgarities sc0ld ppl . ka0x ! wAd kinda w0rker are uu ?! lidat treAt cust0mer wan arh ? t0 think im a regular cust0mer of parkway kb0x . uu bEtter stay 0ut of mAii sight . idi0t fAce !` kena fired iish the bEst ! =x L0L !`~ after dat went f0r po0l . kim j0ined us ar0und 3 plus . hAppy t0 sEe her ! x)

went d0wn to t0wn ar0und 6 plus . saw friendster ppl there . they saw kim like saw s0me superstAr lidat . =x hahA'x !`~ walked t0 taka to0k t0ns of pics !` ii can sae , i l0ve christmas !`~ xD ii juz simply l0ve the atm0stphere . everytime ii wun lo0k f0rward t0 dec . c0sh there will be l0ts 0f pr0grAms g0in on . first iish mAii b'dae , sec0nd iish christmAs , third iish new yeAr c0untd0wn ! wo0o0o0os !`~ im l0viNg it ! L0L !`~ we headed d0wn to wisma . thinking 0f which restaurant t0 go f0r on the 23rd . wh0a headache arhhs . till n0w still hAben decide yEt . and ii dunch n0e wAd ii shld weAr . aiiks `~ every0ne iish hungry . especiAlly miie and dAn . hungry till wAnna fAint lia0x . =x sho0 we to0k mrt t0 marina bAy eat steAmb0at ! weEe !`~ eat at 'zhen fa hu0 hai xian' . tht's the bEst !` x) we wEre j0king ar0und and stuffs while eating and we kEpt laughing like sia0x . L0L !!`~ eat till vEry full . and we c0ntinued with 0ur ph0to tAking . hahA'x !`~ to0k halfway heArd s0meone calling miie . den ii turned and saw meifEn ! wo0o0ots !`~ sho0 surprised & hAppy t0 sEe her !` =) hahA'x ` den we went t0 super funw0rld ( sibEii h0 sEng eh sEi gAi) trAnslated int0 h0kkien by kiM and dAn . wahHAhHAhA ! sibEii h0 chi0 siA ! L0L !!`~ xDD played sp0t the difference game there . it was fun . kekE'x`~ n0rt long we headed bAck t0 the mrt . and 0n our way thEre , t0ok pics agAin . L0L !`~ wanted t0 go esplanade . but it's gEtting lAte . sho0 we weNt straight h0me .

t0day wAs a great dAy !`~ ii reAlised ii cAnn0t stAy at hh0me wh0le day f0r mAny days . c0sh mAny mAny things will stArt t0 c0me agAin . ii nEed t0 go 0ut and mAke maiisElf busy , mAke maiiself t0 hAb fun 0utside . ii wAnna enj0y mAii h0lidays ! ii dunch wAn t0 be cr0pped up al0ne at h0me and slAck . d0 nth but 0nline , watch tEebee . this sucks s0metimes when it's repeAted day after dAy . well anyway ii reAlly enj0yed mAiiself al0t t0day . x)

all ii wAnt f0r christmAs iish YOU *

alive again __`

2005-12-11T12:26:00.000+08:00

SAT * 1o.12.o5

vocal less0ns t0day ! yAy !!` L0L !` finally sia . shan't g0 into details . but im angry with mAiiself . ii juz cant sEem t0 hAb expressi0ns on mAii face , and tht's always mAii pr0blem f0r years . grRrrR !`~ whEn can ii ever hab th0se kinda expressi0ns ?!?! aNd anth0ny sAys mAii singing hAs n0 kick . it's nice bUt there's n0 climax . listen l0ng lerh will very b0ring . s0mehow like hummiNg lidAt . hAix . sAdded . ii guEss ii nEed m0re practice . ii wAnna g0 kb0x !!` L0L !!!`~ wEnt sh0pping at bugis . ate at ajisan . the ramen iish great ! haha'x`~ g0 walk walk ar0und jiu g0 h0me lerhhx .

hAix . dunch n0e why this fEw days like sho0 mo0dy . many things iish running ar0und maii miNd n0n st0p . can uu pls st0p runniNg ?!?! kEep 0n runNing and runNing uu all n0rt tired derhh hUhs ?! grRrrRr !!!`~ pls dunch ask wad happEned t0 miie , wAdx g0in on , c0sh ii mAiiself als0 dunch n0e !!` perhAps ii think to0 much lerhhx . juz n0w aNt called . ask if im g0in dans0n's bbq . den she sudddenly ask miie and kim izzit g0t sth hidding fr0m her . hAix . why she will lidAt think ? she say she sAw kim's nick den ii think she th0ught kim iish sAying her . n0rt l0rhHx ! wad f0r hide things fr0m uu ? we arE jiemeiz leiix . ka0x . unlEss uu dunch trust us lia0 n0rhhhs . uu like g0t things den will call us c0ntact us . when uu hAbin fun 0r wAdx uu ever think 0f us ? we d0 think 0f uu l0rhs ` perhAps uu sAy uu w0rking den very busy and tired . but at leAst cAn sEnd sms 0r wAdx . a little sms fr0m uu we will bE very hAppy c0sh at leAst we n0e uu still remEmber us . still will miiss us . but uu nEber . hAix . wAdx hAppening ? wAdx g0in on ?! ii d0wan the pAst t0 repeAt again PLS !!! ant cAn uu dunch always anyh0w think ? uu everytime anyh0w think den when we sAy uu think t0 much lerhs uu will think we are bluffing uu all tht . dunch uu trust us anym0re ? or n0w uu 0nly trust ur shAn ? im n0rt trying t0 sAy anything ii als0 cant contr0l frewns uu mAke . s0memore she and uu sho0 mAny years lerhhx . hAix ii dunch n0e wad t0 say lerh lArhhx . can uu dunch be sho0 sensitive ? ii miss th0se dAys we 3 t0gether . alwAys sho0 crAzy and hAppy hAbing fun .

meaningless life __dr0wned `l0st

* stucked in the middle 0f n0 where

2005-12-08T02:04:00.000+08:00

met ba0bei at bugis . walk walk ar0und and to0k ne0prints . ar0und 4 went t0 meet daniel at ajisan . he's with his m0m . 0h mans the ramen there iish sho0 tempting can . and it's maii fav ! but ii didn't 0rder any . c0sh i've already ate lunch lerhhx . eat s0memore jiu will burst ! L0L !`~ hmMms . s0mehow ii feel ii like leave n0rt a go0d impressi0n t0 his m0m . dunch n0e why , ii als0 neber d0 anything . =x dats maii zi jue larhhs , and ii can say maii zi jue iish super accurate . awhile later jer came , den went parkway play po0l .

saw kel , ps there . see them like dunch n0e us lidat . last time sho0 go0d frewns still can play laugh . n0w dunch n0e wadx happen . haix . nebermind l0 . den we g0 play po0l . after awhile vince came , didn't n0tice him till ba0bei tell miie . den went 0ver g0 chat chat wib him l0 . miss th0se days we 0ne wh0le gr0up 0f ppl g0 0ut . n0w every0ne w0rking . hardly hab time t0 gather lerhhx . sad sia . like suddenly every0ne sho0 far away fr0m us . =( ba0bei ant als0 . haiish `~ sho0 miiss her . h0pe will faster hab a gathering so0n barhhx . papa and mama n0 m0re lerhhx . aiks `~ very ke xi n0rhhs . why why why . sho0 many things happened . say n0 m0re . =x missing 0ur family . after play po0l went t0 jer's bbq . wh0a can say very sian l0 . sit d0wn there like wad dumb lidat . =x aiiyarhhs . shall n0rt g0 int0 details .

did hab fun t0day th0ugh . ba0bei iish f0rever making ppl laugh . hear her laughter jiu will laugh lerhhx . L0L !`~ cant imagine wad will happen if maii life's with0ut her man . she's maii kai xin gu0 ! maii bestest frewn . cant aff0rd t0 l0se her . ba0bei ii l0ve uu !`~ pr0mise neber t0 leave miie . c0sh ii wld neber leave uu . she's MINE . always . wahaha'x !`~ xP

mo0dy // em0ti0nless

lift miie up fr0m the darkness *

2005-11-26T23:34:00.000+08:00

went f0r c0mposing less0ns . was alittle b0ring bad well , f0r the sake 0f wanting t0 learn . juz beared with it . g0tta g0 h0me and practice mans . ii keep making mistakes . argHh !` and im missing anth0ny's less0ns ! L0L !`~ maii mum saw felicia while im 0n the sec0nd flo0r habing maii less0ns . think it's peter b'dae 0r sth . she b0ught cake . keke'x`~ after less0ns went t0 rehearse dance f0r chirstmas . was fun . and ii managed t0 remeber all the steps . =) the instruct0r iish a friend 0f jj . co0l ! haha'x`~ and he'd perf0rm in c0ncerts bef0re . he's been dancing f0r like 7 yrs . w0w !` and ermMm , ii f0rg0t his name . =x L0L !`~ nebermind , shall ask again the nxt rehearse . keke'x`~

dev0ted t0 uu *

SAY uu L0VE me ][ because ii d0

2005-11-19T21:07:00.000+08:00

everything juz sucked

hab a terrible s0re thr0at . luckily it g0t better t0day c0sh ii need t0 go f0r auditi0n . talking b0ut tht makes miie kinda , argh ! miie and juliana started queueing at 7 plus and there are quite a number 0f ppl q-ing already . den 0ur friends came ar0und 8 plus 9 . and we were ther q-ing f0r h0urs ! super super sl0w ! the wh0le thing started at 11 plus where it shld hab started at 1o ! g0sh ! the m0re we wait the m0re nerv0us we get man ! finally it's 0ur turn and it like 1pm already . and it lunch break time . duhz * sec0nd batch started ar0und 1.45pm . all the way thr0ugh n0 0ne managed t0 get in even th0ugh s0me s0unded quite nice . ii was like , ehh ? o.O ab0ut 5-6 ppl g0t 0ut c0ntinu0usly . s0 scary can ! the same g0es f0r us . all maii 4 friends infrnt 0f miie all g0t 0ut , and im already feeling so yucky already . ii mean is there sth wr0ng with the judges 0r wad ? cant they recognice the diff between the go0d 0nes and the bad 0nes ? =x 0h man . well 0f c0urse , ii to0 , g0t 0ut as well . when ii g0t d0wn the stage , the crew there st0pped miie and junyang interviewed miie . ehhs ? wads there t0 interview where ii didn't even get in ? weird0s . h0w go0d if it's weijian interviewing miie instead . hahs .

ii to0k a train d0wn t0 thi0ng barhu f0r 56 handshake sessi0n . wo0o0os ! seeing them makes miie feel s0 high ! xD alth0ugh im still abit upset b0ut the campus thingy . and im super tired and sick ! x_x wh0 cares . haha'x`~ g0t up stage and shake hands with 56 ! L0L !`~ yay yay ! im g0in crazy ! wahahha'x !`~ renfu bec0me so tan . scared miie mans . =x he was n0rt dat tan last time when ii saw him . guess it's c0sh they hab t0 film y0ung guns every 0nce a week barhhs . they really did make miie feel abit better . =) and im g0nna see them so0n again tml ! keke'x `~

argh ! s0meone help miie ?! im sho0 damn sick n0w ! ` c0ugh , flu & s0re thr0at . mayb fever c0mes nxt ?! 0mgx ! maii n0se n0w is like water tap sia . feeling s0 sucky . =x guess i've n0rt en0ugh rest and think to0 much le barhhs .

terribly sick * ][ ii need uu

breathelessly crying

feeling so awful !

2005-11-13T00:39:00.000+08:00

feeling so awful !

have been slacking at h0me f0r the past few days . im juz simply b0red t0 death ! grrRrrrr !!!` luckily yesterday kim last min called miie 0ut . if n0rt ii really will g0 mad ! =x but the past few days bef0re yest is really terrible . imagine staying at h0me f0r 3 days where there's absolutely nth for uu t0 do . if it s0unds alright t0 uu . den try it and u'll definately agree with miie . i bet n0 0ne wun d0 tht anyway . c0sh it's kinda dumb . =x it's n0rt bec0sh im to0 lazy t0 go 0ut , it's simply bec0sh all maii friends are w0rking ! den why didn't ii get a j0b f0r maiiself in tht case ? getting a j0b is n0rt so easy as uu think f0r maii age . c0sh im n0rt yet 16 . and every j0b ii went , they want age 16 and ab0ve . s0 ? ii can f0rget ab0ut it . im tired 0f finding j0bs already . the reas0n why ii wan a j0b so badly is because iim sh0rt 0f m0ney !!!` arghh ! m0ney is maii greatest enemy ! ii get sc0lded f0r wanting it fr0m maii mum . ii cant buy the things ii wan c0sh ii didn't hab the m0ney ! with0ut it uu t0tally cant live in this w0rld man . it's s0 sucky !!

0hh h0w suay can ii be ? guess wad ? the auditi0n f0r campus superstar and 56's handshake & aut0 sessi0n t0tally clashes with each 0ther ! h0w bad can dat be ?! g0sh !!!`~ b0th events are held 0n the same day . b0th 0n 19th & 2oth ! 0h man ! ` im s0 damn dead ! x_x ii felt tht b0th events are a 0nce in a while thing . if uu missed it , uu'll never kn0w when it's g0nna h0ld an0ther 0ne again . ii am stuck and didn't kn0w which t0 go f0r . so ii asked maii jiemeiz wad shld ii d0 . they t0ld miie t0 g0 f0r the 0ne which ii think is impt t0 miie . well , b0th are equally impt t0 miie !! argh ! guess tht didn't help miie much . i'll juz have t0 s0lve maiiself . i've been thinking it thr0ugh the wh0le day , t0tally n0 mo0d t0 do anything . this might s0und abit 'kua zhang' but im n0 kidding . even when ii sleep im still thinking b0ut it , afraid ii might make the wr0ng decisi0n . the nxt day , i've th0ught thr0ugh & decided t0 give up 56 handshake sessi0n and go f0r the auditi0n . it saddening , but well ii hab t0 give up 0ne anyway . but im afraid when ii g0 f0r the auditi0n , i'll keep thinking 0f 56 handshake sessi0n and will like kinda 'fen xin' . if this happen i'll be dead meat f0r maii auditi0n . c0sh ii cant c0ncentrate 0n maii singing pr0perly . haiix . nebermind . at least ii still get t0 g0 for the aut0 sessi0n 0n 2oth .

unlucky miie //

* get 0ut 0f maii life

2005-11-02T17:11:00.000+08:00

friends we shall be * o2.11.o5 WED

perhaps uu saw maii bl0g . 0r s0meone t0ld uu . if n0rt uu wun send miie tht msg s0 suddenly in the middle 0f the night . ii wld'nt hab t0 think sho0 much n0w . we are go0d friends . =) but , but . ii guess there's still s0me feeling inside miie . mayb it will be g0ne 0ver s0metime barhhs . hmMms . 0ne thing s0lve . an0ther 0ne c0mes . 0mgx ! ` pls . lets all juz remain go0d friends . ain't this go0d en0ugh ? im happy with having such great friends like uu all . x)

missHIM *

sianzations

2005-11-01T20:06:00.000+08:00

bAck fr0m tAipei ! * o1.11.o5 ` TUE

wh0a ! time flies sho0 fast . last week im juz preparing t0 fly t0 taipei and n0w im back in singap0re . L0L ! ` im sho0 missing every0ne here manx ! ii even dreamt 0f maii jiemeiz when im in taipei . 0MGx ! ` haha'x ! `~ taipei is such a w0nderful place ! im LURVING it* ! b0ught al0t 0t things fr0m taipei . 0f c0urse s0me are gifts f0r maii frewns . =) the price there is quite reas0nable if uu n0e h0w t0 ask them t0 gib disc0unts larhhs . =x L0L ! ~ i hardly can find sleeveless cl0thes . c0sh it's winter there and all sh0ps are selling l0ng sleeves cl0thes . we dun't need it in singap0re here . the weather is super h0t if uu wear it ii guess will get heatsrt0ke barhhs . haha'x ! `~ i went t0 SET building . all thx t0 uncle jerry ! xD if n0rt ii wun be able t0 get there c0sh there's n0 public transp0rt there . the security damn strict sia . ii stand infr0nt 0f their building take pics als0 cann0t . duhx * nebermind den ii walk t0 passenger path there and take . ii see wad uu can d0 t0 miie . =x haha'x ! ` ~ entrance there hab quite a number 0f fans waiting f0r artists . dunn0 wh0 they waiting f0r juz anyh0w wait . ii wanted t0 wait als0 but dunch n0e will wait till wad time sho0 i to0k pics jiu went 0ff t0 h0t spring lerhhs . x) 0ne thing saddening is tht in im taipei and 56 is in an0ther part 0f taiwan . s0 near yet sho0 far . but nebermind at least ii get t0 see li wei lian & sweety in a very near distance . keke'x `~

im sho0 missing taipei . h0w go0d if ii were t0 stay there f0r like m0nths till im satisfied . L0L ! `~ ii will never ever f0rget th0se great mem0ries ii hab in taipei . it shall be kept in maii mind f0rever . xD when im in taipei , ii dunch hab t0 w0rry b0ut tis w0rry b0ut tht . juz relax maiiself and hab fun . but 0f c0urse ii will miss maii frewns here badly . but when im back in s'p0re . all the w0rries c0me back . h0w ii wish ii can juz stay in taipei f0rever with0ut habing t0 w0rry sho0 much and fan 0ver sho0 many things . haiix . mayb uu all might be thinking . wads there t0 w0rry wads there t0 fan ab0ut ? uu all n0rt mie 0f c0urse wun n0e l0rhhs . ii think s0me 0f uu als0 will hab things t0 fan derhhx. juz whether uu all wanna sl0ve it 0ut an0t .

ii d0ubt mai l0ve f0r uu* im very c0nfused . s0metimes ii hab feelings f0r uu s0metimes ii dunch hab . why lidat ? if uu l0ve a pers0n uu wun dunch hab feelings f0r him derh marhhs . h0w c0me ii will ? ii n0e uu d0 l0ve miie and wanna c0ncentrate 0n ur O level first . ii will give uu time . but will uu give miie time t0 think ? ii dunch wanna hurt uu , ii n0e the feeling sucks . ii juz wanna c0nfirm maii feelings f0r uu . ii dunch wan t0 start 0ne with uu if ii still d0ubt maii feelings f0r uu . ii dunch wan uu t0 hab a feeling dat im cheating 0n uu 0r wadeva . ii als0 wan s0meone wh0m ii l0ve and l0ve miie f0r wh0 ii am . perhaps i've f0und the right guy . but ii cant c0nfirm maii l0ve f0r uu is true . tell miie wad shld ii d0 ? im c0nfused . im vexed . im d0ubt . argHhhHh ! st0p t0rturing miie ! ` l0ve jiu l0ve . dun l0ve jiu dun l0ve . but n0w im stuck ! stuck in the middle 0f n0 where ! ` grrRrrRrr ! `~ s0meone juz get miie 0ut 0f this c0mplicated situati0n . it's killing miie ! ` n0w ii dunch even dare t0 lo0k at uu . dunch even dare t0 talk t0 uu . ii scared ii will hurt uu . pls dun hate miie if ii cant accept ur l0ve . give miie time . ii need time . f0r h0w l0ng ? ask maii heart . it can be weeks . it can be m0nths 0r even years . =x ii dare n0rt sae . haix . im STUCKed *

miissHIM*

breathelessly stucked ][

kill me

2005-10-08T15:24:00.000+08:00

wad a GREAT* day ! xD ` o7.1o.o5 FRI

t0day iish N level mAths paper . which als0 meAns the lAst paper . wo0o0o ! ` sibeii hapPy n0rhHhs . finally this dAy c0me lerhHs . bef0re g0 sCh meet meii jiemeiz g0 eat . den g0 tAke paper . wh0a . this mAths paper 2 ii cAn sAy very eAsy l0rhHhs . but ii dunch dAre t0 sae . c0sh ii scared wait maii jiemeiz sae ii ha0lain arhhs . =x but den ii find paper 1 iish reAlly hArd l0rhhx . like shit ! =x h0pe ii can pass . 0k ! en0ugh 0f exams . they are 0ver ! YES ! OVER !!! ` ~ xDD th0se idi0tic w0rksheets everything can g0 int0 rubbsih bin lia0z . wo0os !! ` but ii kinda miss th0se times where we g0 mAc study t0gether . haiish . =( nebermind ` we still can g0 0ut plAy derhHs . hmMms . h0pe sho0 . =)

after exAm g0 parkway . ii g0 mAke hp chAin f0r maii muMmy and maiiself 0f c0urse . den g0 eAt . met vinceNt they all den we eat t0gether . finish eAting jiu g0 walk walk ar0und. we jiemeiz g0 walk in isetan . wh0a . saw al0t c0smetic sibeii chi0 den we take the sAmple try 0n 0ur hAnds . L0L ! ` very chi0 sehHhs ! the price als0 hen chi0 ! ` haha'x ! ` ~ we den walk t0 pasa malam tAke 0ur hp chAin . wo0os ! cha0 ha0 kAn l0rhHhs ! ant als0 mAke 0ne f0r his br0 . it's w0rth it mAns . sho0 nice . im haPpy with it . =) hehe's `~ vincent ask kim if we wan g0 b0wling . we 0f c0urse g0 l0 . c0sh we als0 g0rt n0 where t0 g0 . L0L ! ` ~ 0n 0ur way walking t0 kat0ng mall we three like sia0 char b0r agAins . plAy the p0lice gAme . wahahahs !!! ` xDD thinking 0f it sibeii h0 chi0 ! ` cann0rt blame us larhHhs . c0sh we exams 0ver lia0z den sibeii HIGH !

when reach kat0ng b0wling find them they n0rt there . =_=' ant call vince den he say they haven reach there yet they 0n their way . aiiyo0ox . neber say earlier . nebermind . L0L ! ` every0ne reach lia0z den we watch vince , aug and kub play . we n0 m0ney play . anyway ii als0 dunch n0e h0w t0 play . haha'x ` ~ ar0und 9 lidat ant went h0me . hab t0 lo0k after her sister . aiiks ` den after awhile we als0 g0 h0me lerhhs . the b0ys arhHhs. g0t bus d0wan take g0 suggest walk h0me . den b0 bian n0rhHs . we all walk h0me . it's 0k de anyway, juz tht very lazy nia . L0L ! ` 0n 0ur way h0me al0t stupid things happen . agAin 0ur craziness stArt . ii dunch n0w h0w t0 sAy but juz n0e sibeii funny . wahHAhax !!! ` ~ mie and kim keep laughing thr0ugh0ut sia . BTH ! ` walk till halfway kim say wan take bus g0 h0me c0sh quite late lia0z den we all acc0mpany take bus . vince , aug , kub , miie alight bus den walk h0me . 0mgs ! this m0ment , ii really b0 wei g0ng . sibeii weird sia . miie 0ne gal den three guys walk behind mie like wad lidat . aiiyo0ox . =x wan walk jiu all walk t0gether dunch like f0ll0w behind miie sibeii weird leiix ! ` grrRrr !!! `~ den all the way sibeii awkard . see larhHhs . wa piang . really b0 wei g0ng . when reach maii h0use lift ii faster walk in say bye bye . L0L !!! ` can uu imagine the situati0n ?! 0mgs ! ok0k en0ugh lia0z . haha'x ` ~ h0pe nxt time still g0rt chance g0 0ut t0gether kaex . =)

ba0beiiz // * =)

lurving renfu

2005-09-05T19:34:00.000+08:00

N level exams starts * stress !!! ~

l0ng time neber update bl0g lia0x . sho0 c0me update update . l0lx. ~ t0day iish maii chi N paper . was quite 0k barhHhx . but paper 2 abit hard , heng still can manage . after exams went parkway . as usual with the same ppl . ate at mac . den we went seperate ways . miie , ant and kim went t0 parkway walk walk . everytime we t0gether there's alwaes madness between us . L0L ! ~ sibeii h0 chi0 sia ! g0rt al0t funny things happened . think 0f it can laugh . haha'x ! ~ xD marvin called ant ask t0 find him . den we g0 r0xy see him eat . =_='' he eat sibeii sl0w sia . like girl girl eating lidat . buay tahan ! L0L ! ~ den ant need t0 ruch h0me . sho0 we all to0k same bus , alight same st0p . ant g0 fetch her sis den we wait f0r her d0wnstairs . when ant and her sis came tht marvin keep disturb ant's sis till she cry sehHhx . cs0h she scared insect den he keep bully her bluff her sae g0rt insect . haha'x ! ~

ar0und 5pm kim g0in h0me lerhhx we acc0mpany her t0 the bus st0p . 0n the way marvin to0k a dead cr0cr0ach fr0m the gr0und want t0 scare us . we saw den we run !!! L0L !!! ~ wh0 n0es he scared ant's sis again . but this time he n0rt purp0sely 0ne . suay l0rhhx . make her cry again den she keep sc0lding him . say wad keep bully ant wait she n0 sis she want him get him an0ther sis arhh . haha'x ! sho0 cutex sia ! ~ L0L ! ~ n0rt l0ng kim bus came den we wave bye bye t0 her .

alamak ! tml iish SS N paper leiix ! 0mgx ! wish miie go0d luck arhhx . L0L ! ~ alth0ugh ii n0e maii ss iish h0peless derhhx . =x keke'x ~

SUNSHINE ][ in maii heart *

miss him badly

wang taitai

2005-08-23T17:34:00.000+08:00

* FINALLY this w0nderful dae came ! xD ` 22 AUG o5

m0rning wake up den saw kim's msg ask miie g0 0nline , den ii jiu g0 0nline chat chat with her . wo0o ~ first time sho0 early g0 0nline s0memore juz wake up den g0ng g0ng derhhx . L0L ! ~ den awhile jiu 0ffline lerhx . c0sh we are preparing t0 meet each 0ther !! wo0o0o0o ! xD ii reached cine first , den ar0und 2.3o lidat kim reach . first thing we d0 when see each 0ther iish . . . . HUG !!! wahahah'x !!! ~ funny h0rx ?! but fun yeahhx ! haha'x ! `~ we b0th haben eat lunch yet sho0 walk t0 fo0dc0urt g0 eat 'gu0 tie' . keke'x ~ after dat g0 heeren walk walk . take ne0print . al0rt funny funny things happen while we walking and taking ne0prints . haha'x ! think 0f it can laugh sehHx ! L0L ! ~we tw0 like sia0 char b0r ! wear till nice nice but 0ur gesture all th0se arhhx , cann0rt make it ! but we still b0 chap , c0ntinue 0ur madness ! to0 bad antx n0rt with us . if n0rt sure m0re MAD and FUN derhHhx ! xD

we walk t0 far east g0 c0llect maii 56 album . wh0a ! hen shuai nehhx ! wo0o0o ! den we walk ar0und far east . walk finish far east lia0x we went t0 lucky plaza derh mac sit d0wn talk talk crap here crap there . haha'x ! ~ hmMm . den wad happen arhhx ? ii f0rget lia0z =x nebermind . 0hHh ! ii think we walk back t0 heeren barhhx . L0L ! den at night we eat dinner at heeren , the $2.8o no0dle . ii remember the very first time ii eat iish very nice derhhx . but n0w the standard dr0p lia0x . =x kim als0 sae this time derh n0rt very nice . 0nly the want0n nice nia . keke'x ~ it's getting late . we walked t0 the bus st0p further d0wn OG derhhx . dunch n0e near where larhhx . den halfway thr0ugh we saw a stall selling bags . hab mickey bag nehHhx ! den we st0p and take a lo0k . kim b0ught 0ne mickey bag , black and white in c0lour . wo0o0o ! chi0 ! L0L ! ~ c0ntinued walking t0 the bus st0p and waiting f0r s0metime maii bus c0me lerhhx . it's time t0 sae go0d bye . =( we tw0 like she bu de g0 h0me . but still hab t0 g0 . haha'x ~ nebermind . nxt time sure will hab an0ther chance derhhx ! h0pe nxt time ant iish with us ! xD

SUNSHINE * // mua babiies

cho0ngfu addicts `~

2005-08-20T22:04:00.000+08:00

lalala ~ *

t0day went t0 music clinic . finally it's anth0ny's class ! xD sang kit chan's dan xin . erRrrrRr . starting ii sang sho0 badly n0rhhx . s0memore ruth iish ar0und . wa piang . ii dunn0 hide maii face where sia . feel like digging a h0le and hide inside . L0L ! ~ sho0 erRrrrR ! ` anth0ny sae like gh0st singing , ask miie dunch lidat , n0w iish gh0st festival very scary derh nehhx . alamak ! uu think ii wan sing lidat ? ii juz rec0ver fr0m s0re thr0at nehhx . aiks ! nebermind den when sing the sec0nd time jiu ok lia0x . haha'x ! jas0n was there als0 . think mama iish happy t0 see him , even sae hi t0 him nehHhx ! wo0o0o ! h0w ii wish cho0ng came ! grrRrr ! but he neber ! haiish ~ ii want t0 g0 f0r tml derh suerpstar aut0 sessi0n c0sh hab all 24 finalists , but den maii church until 2pm by the time ii g0 there the thing already end lia0x . haiiyo0ox ` sho0 wad de nehhx . bo0 ! ~

SUNSHINE // * mua babiies

baobeiizmiisshim

2005-08-20T21:41:00.000+08:00

HIGHness ! * 19.o8.o5 ` FRI

wo0o0o ! prelims finally 0ver lia0x ! xD yeahhhx !!! ` after prelims miie ant kim went t0 parkway walk walk . all the sh0ps still n0rt 0pen yet c0sh still early arhhx . aiiks . den went t0 y0shin0ya eat . ant b0ught fam0us am0s f0r her gan jie b'dae . hmMm . ii als0 wan ! L0L !! ~ xP but bewii ex . yeah den we sit at the taxi stand there wait f0r kel t0 c0me . wh0a sibeii l0ng nehhx . but while waiting we were like sia0 char b0r lidat =x wahaha'x !!! `~ c0sh we keep p0niting t0 the flo0r when ppl walk pass us den they als0 f0ll0w us lo0k d0wn 0n the flo0r . 0mgx ! sibeii h0 chi0 ! xDD laugh like sia0 ! L0L !!! ~ after like alm0st an h0ur later kel they all den reach . den jiu walk ar0und parkway again . after tht headed t0 starbucks . talk crap play games . haha'x ! ~ madness ! * 4 plus lidat miie kim and kel went t0 suntec . ant went h0me . with0ut her sho0 n0rt used t0 it nehhx . aiiks ! kim and miie b0ught same same derh mickey necklace ! hen chi0 0w ! den kim help ant buy the pink mickey necklace . x) ar0und 5 plus lidat miie and kim went t0 ant h0use wanna pass her the mickey necklace , gib her surprise . heex ~ den kel went h0me lerhhx . while walking t0 ant h0use miie and kim talk talk talk den ii keep shHh her . L0L ! shHhh here shHhh there . wahaha'x ! sia0 derh narhhx . =x reached ant h0use she like sho0 sh0cked t0 see us lidat . L0L ! ~ see gh0st arhHhx ? haha'x !!! ~ went in den kim pass the necklace t0 her . she sho0 happy nehhhx ! wo0o0o ! ~ kai xin jiu ha0 ! xD den we three went market pei kim g0 meet des . keke'x ~ awhile jiu g0 h0me lerhhx . ant t0day g0 back malaysia nehhx . dunch n0e when she'll be back . aiiks ! we will miiss her derhhx ! ~

went h0me bath den wait f0r jiujiu c0me fetch miie and mummy g0 kb0x t0gether . we sang fr0m 10pm t0 1am . sho0 fun nehHhx ! wo0otx ! den jiujiu send us h0me . sho0 tired eyes wanna cl0se lerhhx . 2 plus lidat jiu went t0 sleep lerhhx . keke'x `~

2005-08-14T00:02:00.000+08:00

n0rmal dae * but happy x)

wake up ar0und 11.3o lidat den g0 wash up . watched repeat derh superstar den saw weijian singing . haiish . dat will be his last time 0n stage perf0rmaning lerh barhhx , every0ne will miss him derhhx . =( s0memore he will be g0in t0 NS 0n 9th sept , 0ne day bef0re cho0ng . aiiks ! w0nder they will meet each 0ther in NS an0rt ? wahaha'x !!! ~ think to0 much lerhhx . L0L ! ~ maii tw0 zui ai iish g0ne fr0m the glam0r0us stage . the 0nly h0pe iish kelly & junyang . if neither 0f them gets in the finals , ii wun supp0rt superstar anym0re . =x bleahHhx ~ frankly speaking , with n0w 0nly juz the few 0f them , ii really wish kelly 0f jy WINS ! keke'x ~

evening lidat jiu prepare t0 g0 music clinic . t0day iish harm0nising ! woo0o0o ! ii lurve harm0nising ! but still the m0st iish anth0ny's class larhHhx , L0L ! ~ xP had fun , we sang heal the w0rld . hmMm . g0rt hear bef0re very familiar . den ii keep think think think where ii hear this s0ng fr0m . think f0r quite awhile den ii 0H ! yesterday in kb0x jas0n g0rt sing this s0ng ! wahaha'x ! finally ii remembered !! L0L !!! ~ maii mem0ry n0wadays really sibeii jialat ! 0mgx ! =x 0ld lia0 le . haha'x ! ~ miie and juliana was thinking t0 attend dance classes . like singing iish 0ne c0urse , dancing iish 0ne c0urse . lidat better . c0sh if like n0w all in 0ne will learn lesser . yeah . will ask b0ut it when the dance studi0 and everything iish up . =) and ii n0ticed we were n0rt aware 0f al0rt 0f things happening in mc. aiiks ! ~ nxt week iish anth0ny's less0n! finally ! xD ii better g0 learn dat kit chan's s0ng alth0ugh ii dunch quite like dat s0ng . =x but b0 bian . L0L !!! ~

nxt week prelims start again lerhHhx ! hab t0 wake up early agains . haiish sian 1/2 . but can see maii jiemeiiz againx , dunch care sho0 much le narhhx . keke'x ~ h0pe can be as fun as last time ii g0 back t0 sch ! wo0otx ! but ii hab t0 study till sia0 lia0x . 0MGx ! ~ think 0f it make miie sibeii fcuked up ! =x but b0 bian . f0r the sake 0f maii FUTURE ! ii muz pass maii N ! duhx * ii dunch wan t0 regret when ii gr0w up ! bo0 ! L0L !!! `~ and still n0rt f0rgetting t0 strive f0r maii dreamz !!!! wo0o0o0o0o0o ! ~ xDD

* SUNSHINE ][ mua babiies ! x))

ba0beiiz miiss every0ne ~

lurving cho0ngfu` xP

2005-08-06T21:49:00.000+08:00

Fun *
went t0 mc . was dance class t0day . the dance t0day was much easier den the 0ne ii learnt last less0n . keke'x ~ sho0 managed t0 learn the steps . and the music i think iish initial d derh . when they racing tht time the music . wo0o0o ` co0l . L0L ! ~ lucky this time dunch hab sho0 much di ban d0ng zhu0 . if n0rt maii leg's muscles will ache again . haha'x ~ heng maii b0dy didn't ache t0day after the less0n . phew . n0rmally maii b0dy will ache after dance less0ns derhhx . but this time dunch hab . guess cause t0day's m0vements dunch need tht much strenght barhhx . yeaps . ii miiss anth0ny's less0n . aiiks ! ~ n0wadays seld0m hab his less0ns nehHhx . guess his busy with superstar thing barhhx .
ii realised ii hab al0t 0f things wanna buy leiix . 0mg ! =x but ii dunch hab m0ney t0 buy leiix . haiish ~ . g0 sch den mama gib miie all0wance , ii save fr0m there als0 n0rt en0ugh . alamak ! why th0se things ii wanna buy sho0 ex derhhx ! haiiyo0o ! ~ im n0rt rich taitai leiix . L0L ! ~ nebermind i'll think 0f ways t0 save m0ney t0 buy them . keke'x ~

2005-08-03T14:35:00.000+08:00

he will be missed *

went t0 t0wn with cheryl . we went f0r superstar aut0graph sessi0n . it was raining damn heavily den when ii reach im stuck in the bus st0p while cheryl iish stuck at the 7-11 st0re . L0L ! ~ the rain sho0 heavy uu cant even see pr0perly when uu walk . g0sh ! s0memore the aut0 sessi0n iish at 12.3o . we already late lia0x still stuck cause 0f the heavy rain . duhx * den waited f0r the rain t0 bec0me smaller den ii jiu walked fr0m cine t0 parag0n . cheryl already reach there lia0 sho0 ii g0 find her . n0rt l0ng the superstars came . wo0o ! al0rt ppl keep sh0uting f0r jian ! haha'x ! ~ but im like , high but n0rt very high . c0sh why ? 0ne pers0n iish missing . dat iish cho0ng . haiish ~ they walked d0wn t0 basement and started the aut0 sessi0n . miie and cheryl walked d0wn and to0k their sig . really n0rt high 0ne l0rhHhx . =x except when jian sae three w0rds t0 miie . hell0 ! xie xie ! & byebye ! wahaha'x ! ~ he lo0ked directly at miie leiix ! 0thers neber w0rx . aiiks ! ~ happy happy ! L0L ! ~

when we came 0ut fr0m the basement cheryl was sho0 high l0rhHhx . c0sh 0f his jian marhHhx ! haha'x ! ~ if cho0ng iish there ii als0 will high with cheryl de . but his n0rt there l0rhhx . 0bvi0usly . sho0 miss him can . =(

we went sh0pping at fareast . ii saw al0rt silver bag sia . all sho0 nice ! ii wanna buy ! but n0 m0ney . aiiyo0ox ! ~ bo0 ! `~ im dying t0 hab a silver bag ! and a mickey shirt fr0m M'industries ! lalala ~ * wh0 can buy f0r miie ? wahaha'x ! ~ 0hHh anyway . miie and s0meone 0k lerhhx . wh0's dat s0meone ? dunch tell uu . xP L0L ! ~ we used t0 be very go0d friends . and ii think we will be go0d friends to0 fr0m n0w on ! weEe ! ~ tml maii prelims start lia0 lerhhx . ii hab t0 jia y0u lerhh . wish miie luck ! keke'x ~

2005-07-29T14:58:00.000+08:00

SAD !!! x..((

maii cho0ng iish 0ut ! shucks ! WHY ?! when they ann0unce jas0n in den ii was like , o.O means cho0ng will be 0ut l0rhHhx ? and ii was stunned f0r mins with maii m0uth wide 0pen staring at the teebee ! tears burst 0ut of maii eyes ! ii cant beleive it ! even quan yi f0ng als0 cried . but n0rt very 0bvi0us larhhx . wa liew . cho0ng cried leiix ! ka0x ! ii first time see him cry sehHhx , see him cry the m0re ii cried ! x( den when they sh0w his vide0 0f him saying go0dbye , ii was extremely sad ,, and he said n0w dat he's 0ut 0f this c0mpetit0n , he g0tta g0 f0r NS in sept f0r 2 yrs . den mayb he will g0 0verseas t0 study . ii immediately o.O !!! WAD ? means ii wun get t0 see uu f0r a very very l0ng time ? haiish , sho0 miiss him n0rhHhx . sho0 she bu derh him nehHhx . =(

den nxt iish the gals , left silver n ruth . b0th ii als0 supp0rt ! but 0ne has t0 go , and is ruth . =( 0mg ! this iish the saddest result sh0w i've ever seen ! ka0x ! end 0f the sh0w wei jian als0 cried , dats als0 the first time ii see him cry . den cho0ng really cry till sibeii jialat , and he hugged al0rt ppl . ii see lia0 xin hen t0ng leiix ! wa liew ! ii fr0m yesterday sad till n0w l0rhhx ! t0tally mo0dless t0 d0 everything ! and ii actually wanted t0 g0 f0r the superstar thing tml derh . n0w dat cho0ng iish n0 l0nger there , ii n0 mo0d t0 go lia0x .

cho0ng ! uu'll always be maii superstar ! *

2005-07-24T00:32:00.000+08:00

enj0yable but sad dae *

23rd JULY o5 ` SAT

w0ke up at 10.45 lidat , to0k breakfast cum lunch den went t0 J8 meet cheryl and angie . miie and angie reached first sho0 we went t0 0pen plaza and queue first . quite al0rt 0f ppl larhhx . and super h0t . cheryl reached at ar0und 2 . yeah den we wait and wait and wait . den wait halfway ii suddenly feel like fainting . g0sh ! ii black0ut sehx ! 0f all the time n0w give miie black0ut ! den ii b0 bian , passed cam t0 cheryl ask her take pics den i g0 to the side there . th0ught ii wld be 0k after awhile . but everytime ii squad d0wn den stand up the black0ut will c0me again . duhx . really n0 ch0ice ii went 0ut and g0 find t0ilet . =x st0mach sibeii ga0 weh . heng ii came 0ut . if n0rt ii really will faint in the cr0wd sehhx . 0mgx . den walked t0 level 1 find place t0 sit , wait f0r cheryl after the thing 0ber . it's already 3 lia0x the superstars still n0rt there yet . ka0x . sibeii late sia . the actual time iish 2 den they 3 plus den c0me . wad the ` 56 als0 neber sho0 late bef0re l0rhhx . s0memore they 0nly juz c0me talk talk sae hell0 lidat jiu g0 0ff lia0x . it's like . ehh ? make ppl wait f0r s0 l0ng den uu all c0me f0r a few mins with0ut singing 0r wad jiu g0 0ff lia0 ? sianx 1/2 . heck . cheryl managed t0 take pics 0f cho0ng and jian . yeah ! but n0rt bewi clear narhhx. n 0nly 0ne pic 0f cho0ng iish clear ! =x

went walk walk ar0und . wanted t0 take np derhx . but see the queue sho0 l0ng , den the machine design als0 n0rt bewi nice , den we d0wan take lia0x . and we end up with al0t 0f 0ne d0llar c0ins . l0lx. ~ went t0 acti0n city there hab machine f0r ppl where uu put 1 d0llar c0in den will hab thing c0me 0ut . dunn0 wad the machine thing call larhhx . haha'x ~ den we keep using 0ur 1 d0llar c0in l0rhhx . use till we hab a wh0le c0llecti0n 0f the stickers . co0l ! ` suddenly we sibeii high ! L0L ! ~ keep zi lianing 0utside acti0n city , haha'x ! `~ kinda fun anyway . den jiu went t0 ebase , and sh0p sh0p ar0und . b0ught 100grams 0f ch0co f0r $3 . and 100grams is like , sho0 few l0rhhx . still $3 s0memore . the ch0co als0 n0rt sae bewi nice . =x beahhx ~ average nia .

after dat ii went t0 mc hab maii less0ns . t0day iish anth0ny's class . yeah ` didn't see calvina ar0und . w0nder where she's g0ne t0 . keke'x ~ anyway t0day sang kit chan's s0ng . can't remember the title =x but the s0ng quite nice . teach us the music elimant and all tht . hab t0 learn tht s0ng f0r his nxt less0n . wanted t0 get superstar tix . den zhu ming help miie call calvina and ask . she sae 0nly hab f0r female derhhx . aiiks . den nebermind n0rhhx , ii dunch 0ne , ii wan male derhhx . l0lx. ~ im sho0 missing cho0ng ! arhhx ! last week went mdc wait till sibeii late he didnt c0me 0ut . t0day went t0 J8 he ish there but ii n0rt feeling well went 0ut 0f the queue . grrr ! ` why lidat ? bo0 ! ~ sadded sia ` ~

2005-07-19T15:00:00.000+08:00

18JULYo5 ` MON

went d0wn t0 mdc . met cheryl and angiie . den waited f0r the c0ntestants t0 c0me 0ut . we wait till like 9 plus lidat den ruth came 0ut . sho0 we cr0wd ar0und her and she saw miie . waved t0 miie and yarhh . den g0rt her aut0graph and to0k pics with her . den n0rt l0ng sebast came 0ut . cheryl went t0 get his sig . while miie walk back t0 ruth there and chat with her . she was saying b0ut dat day mc bbq . den she sae cho0ng dat day neber c0me i g0rt sad n0rt , den ii sae hab larhhx . haiish ~ to0k pics with her again . den she t0ld miie . aiiyah uu want take pic with miie anytime als0 can larhhx . haha'x ~ but i t0ld her everytime ii g0 mc neber see her 0ne . den she ask if maii less0ns iish 0ne weekend . sho0 ii guessed she g0es back 0n weekdays dats why everytime g0 neber see her 0ne . l0lx. ` she ask why im there , t0ld her im waiting f0r jian and cho0ng l0rhhx . den she say will be very late w0rx . aiiks . nebermind ii can wait derhhx . keke'x ~ den she went 0ff lerhhx `

10 plus lidat cheryl's dad call and say he reach lia0 0utside the recepti0n den can see cheryl very pissed . c0sh she already sae 11 plus den the thing end but her dad came sho0 early . den she b0 bian hab t0 g0 lia0x . she passed miie her bo0k and ph0tos ask miie t0 help get it signed . den miie al0ne stand d0wn there wait wait wait till maii legs g0nna break lia0x . =x already 11 lerx but there's still n0 sign 0f cho0ng and jian . half an h0ur later jas0n and jia xin came 0ut . den f0ll0wed by raym0nd , hagen , silver , daryl , candyce and xin hui . sho0 ii went t0 candyce there to0k pics and g0t her sig . and silver to0 . she's damn chi0 sia ! wo0o ! ~ while silver's signing maii bo0k dat time g0rt a girl sh0ut 0hh ! silver's here ! den silver give dat kind 0f face , damn cute ! l0lx ! ~ alm0st g0t all derh sig lia0 and it's already g0in t0 12 lerhx . cho0ng and jian still n0rt 0ut yet ! haiish ~ den heard ppl saying dat jian hab dunn0 wad rec0rding till 2 . dun0 true n0rtx . den ii keep asking maiiself , where's cho0ng ?! ii cant wait anym0re lia0x , hab t0 g0 h0me lerhhx . sho0 ii went 0ff feeling super d0wn . =( alm0st cried sehHhx . sat derh bbq cho0ng didn't g0 den i tell myself nebermind t0day still can see him . but .. t0day ii als0 didn't get t0 see him . haiish ~ w0nder wadx he d0in inside sia . super sad . ='(

2005-07-17T00:47:00.000+08:00

16JULYo5 ` SAT

went t0 mc . there's a bbq f0r c0ncert perf0rmers . t0day iish dance class . juliana didn't c0me sho0 0nly miie and an0ther guy nia , den calvina t0ld us t0 j0in 7pm derh class c0sh 0ur class 0nly hab 2 ppl 0nly might as well j0in t0gether with an0ther class . sho0 yarhhx . t0day's dance was n0rt bad but maii thigh hurts . 0uch ! * c0sh we hab t0 like d0 'di ban d0ng zu0' . yeah . den use al0rt 0f maii thigh's strength . anyway less0n ended at 8pm . ii stayed in mc . went t0 an0ther ro0m and j0in stef's class . haha'x . had fun . den their less0ns end lia0 we remain in the ro0m c0ntinue t0 sing . keke'x ~ n0rt l0ng ruth came . she came int0 0ur ro0m and said she wanted t0 sing , and 0f c0urse we let her sing larhhx . future superstar leiix , dunch let her sing wait nxt time wan t0 hear her sing live als0 hard lerhhx . l0lx. ~ she's sick w0rx . hab flu den she still wanna sing . 0mgx . shld take go0d care 0f her v0ice arhhx . she didn't eben g0 see d0c . aiiks . h0pe she gets well so0n ! =) jia y0u jia y0u in the semi finals kaex ! hmMm . im expecting s0meone else t0 c0me . and dat iish cho0ng . haha'x . but jas0n came instead . ii even b0ught camera al0ng juz incase cho0ng c0mes den ii can take pics with him . but he didnt turn up =( haiish ~ mayb he's busy 0r wadx barhhx . anyway im heading d0wn t0 mdc on m0n . h0pe t0 see him there . keke'x ~ went h0me at ab0ut 10.30pm lidat . to0k a cab h0me . yea . dats all f0r t0day lerhhx . l0lx. ` xP

missing you *

2005-07-15T13:13:00.000+08:00

15JULYo5`FRIDAY

wo0o wo0o . results are 0ut ! cho0ng iish in ! yeah yeah ! and silver iish in to0 ! wo0oho0o ! thumbs up f0r b0th 0f them ! n0w in the revival r0und hab hagen and wei jian . hagen supp0rters hab sho0 many , den jian , n0rt sure . but ii wan jian t0 in ! ppl pls v0te f0r wei jian in the revival r0und kaex ! =)

cho0ng cho0ng all the wae ! x)

2005-07-12T15:13:00.000+08:00

11 JUL o5 ` MON

went t0 mdc t0 watch superstar . saw huang ding r0ng when we reached mdc recepti0n . wanted t0 take pics with him but he b0arded a cab and left lia0x . den went in and queue , sweetheartx came like an h0ur later . queueing behind miie are all hagen's supp0rters . there's a huge bunch 0f them can , and al0rt l0wer sec br0adricians . l0lx ~ we reached there at 4.45pm den keep waiting and waiting till 7 plus , finally can g0 in lia0x . saw cho0ng while walking in ! 0MGx ! ~ sho0 charming can ! haha'x ! ~

sh0w started at ar0und 7 plus , saw quite a number 0f mc ppl , all supp0rt cho0ng derhx ! wee ! ~ hagen and cho0ng was first t0 perf0rm . den was hagen's individual perf0rmance . he sang jiu shi w0 by JJ . n0rt bad larhhx . den nxt iish cho0ng ! he sang bi w0 xing fu by chen xia0 d0ng . super nice ! c0mments fr0m judges was all very go0d ! and guess wad ? he g0rt 39.5 marks ! the highest ! 0mgx ! miie and cheryl screamed ! sho0 happy ! ~ s0 far still n0 0ne sc0red as high as 39.5 marks yet leiix . and juz sh0rt 0f 0.5 marks he can get 40 lerhhx ! wo0otx ! ~ thumbs up f0r cho0ng ! x) wei qiang and wei lian ishh nxt . they did quite well als0 . but best iish still cho0ng ! L0L ! ~ xp when resting dat time the female judge pei fen t0ld us , they gave cho0ng sho0 high marks n0rt en0ugh , we all hab t0 v0te . den she sae last few epis0des th0se get highest derh all 0ut . cho0ng n0w get sho0 high marks wait he als0 same as them . den we cho0ng's fan all sae 'ch0y!' l0lx. ~ sho0 we all muz v0te f0r him !

sh0w ended at ar0und 9 plus . waited 0utside at the recepti0n there f0r them t0 c0me 0ut . saw cho0ng den we quickly rush there t0 take pics . al0rt ppl keep squeezing here and there , den cr0wd ar0und him , make till he bewii h0t keep sweating . aiiks . den ii lo0ked ar0und see still hab wh0 c0me 0ut lia0x , and ii saw wei jian ! ii sh0uted and pushed cheryl t0 his directi0n den we juz chi0ng all the way t0 his side ! L0L ! ~ i was walking beside wei jian but his lo0king at 0ther directi0n , sho0 ii sh0uted 'wei jian!' den he turned t0 maii directi0n and ii captured his cute face with maii cam ! yeah ! haha'x ~ asked him t0 sign 0n maii n0tebo0k . g0sh his sho0 kawaii sia ! there's to0 many ppl cr0wding ar0und cho0ng and jian sho0 we decided t0 g0 find le0n first den g0 back t0 them later . keke'x ~ hagen came 0ut awhile later . but we didn't g0 to him . we went back t0 cho0ng there . we keep walking here and there sho0 funny . l0lx. ~ but we keep g0in t0 cho0ng's side . c0sh iim attracted t0 him to0 much lia0x . haha'x ! ~ to0k pics with him . den we g0 ah jian there take pic als0 . den went t0 hagen's side t0 get his signature . den t0 wei qiang's side take pics and signature . walked back t0 cho0ng's side again t0 take pics . we like take al0rt pics with him sia . haha'x ~ but ii lo0k sho0 ugly in all the pics . yucks . sho0 keep taking taking taking until ii satisfied . l0lx. ~ nxt went back t0 wei jian's side take pics .

it's quite late lia0 the cr0wd als0 getting smaller and smaller . they hab t0 g0 back in lerhhx . haiish . she bu derh nehhx . to0k last tw0 pics with cho0ng and hugged him . x) cheryl asked jian f0r hug but he said his n0rt supp0sed t0 d0 tht . aiiyo0ox . why cann0rt ? make us abit disapp0inted . but nebermind ii hug cho0ng already bewi satisfied lia0x . haha'x ! ~ was super HIGH ! when we left tht time we are like xia0 char b0r lidat ! keep laughing den ii keep sh0uting cho0ng cho0ng cho0ng ! wahahax ! ~ wad an unf0rgetable day ! and ii wan t0 get tix f0r everyr0und 0f cho0ng's and jian's perf0rmance !

i lurve cho0ng ! x)

2005-07-10T00:31:00.000+08:00

o9 JUL o5 ` SAT

went t0 mc as usual . asked calvina h0w t0 get tix t0 superstar and she juz to0k the tix 0ut fr0m the drawer and ask miie h0w many ii want . 0mg ! ii to0k 4 tix fr0m her . asked calvina if dat r0und hab cho0ng an0rt , den she asked mie . 0hHh uu supp0rt cho0ng arhhx ! ok go0d go0d g0od ! L0L ! ~ was sho0 happy ! den ii immediately called sweetheartx and tell her ii g0rt the tix ! wo0o ! ~ sibeii high ! wahahax ! ~ finally can get t0 watch superstar live and see cho0ng lia0x ! yeah ! `~ th0ugh this iish the sec0nd time we watching live derh larhhx . haha'x ~

t0day iish anth0ny's less0n . taught us singing eliment and all th0se . when less0n end dat time i walking 0ut , anth0ny ask miie t0 be m0re diva abit . aiiyo0ox . h0w t0 be diva when im 0nly a guava ? l0lx . i realised dat i learn f0r m0re den 1 yr lerhx , and i still dun hab any facial expressi0ns . i dunn0 why , have been trying very hard already , but ii juz cant d0 it . haiish . and i hab high expectati0ns f0r maiiself , but ii juz c0uldn't reach it . everytime ii sing ii hab y0ng xin t0 sing leiix , ii hab the feel als0 . but jiu shi mei y0u facial expressi0ns . alamak . why lidat ? ii will try t0 w0rk 0n it . h0pe after a few m0nths there's impr0vement . cann0rt keep habin the same pr0blem . ppl n0rt sick ii als0 sick 0f it lia0x . keke'x ~

2005-07-08T13:58:00.000+08:00

o8 JUL o5 ` FRIDAY

results are 0ut . ruth g0t in ! yeah ! ii screamed when she was ann0uced t0 go t0 the nxt r0und ! L0L ! ~ felt sho0 happy f0r her ! but why didn't kelly g0t in ? haiish . she's sho0 go0d l0rhhx . and and and . . wei jian . haiish ! he didn't get in ! grRrRr ! ` WHY WHY WHY !? th0ught he had al0rt 0f supp0rters ? wad happened t0 them ? g0sh ! sweetheart v0ted f0r him leiix ! t0 think we hab sho0 much c0nfidence dat he will get in t0 the nxt r0und . stupid sia ! when wei jian was ann0uced t0 be 0ut we cried leiix . ka0x ! and we are damn farking disapp0inted l0rhhx . maii wh0le mind went t0tally blank when he's 0ut , after 1 min lidat den ii came r0und and ii was like , WAD ?! WEI JIAN IS 0UT ? NO WAY ! =(

but nebermind . still hab the revival r0und . we mux save him back ! ii wan him back t0 the nxt r0und ! and kelly to0 !

2005-07-07T22:42:00.000+08:00

o7 JUL o5 ` Thursday

to0k maii eng 0ral t0day . was 0k . n0rt as hard as ii th0ught . =) den went t0 suntec . b0ught al0rt 0f stuffs . wo0o ! ~ b0ught an e-base pink shirt which ii hab alwaes wanted , and it's 0n sale s0memore . sho0 the m0re ii shld buy it .L0L ! ~ b0ught 0ne f0r sweetheart to0 .
0hh 0hh and yarhhx . ii am wanting tix t0 g0 watch superstar very badly . h0pe ii can get tw0 tix f0r the nxt r0und . x)

had pastamania f0r dinner den went h0me lerhx . watched superstar ! weEe ~ v0ted f0r ruth . x) kelly didn't sing well as c0mpared t0 the last r0und . ii felt li jun sang the right s0ng and it's nice . =) jia y0u jia y0u 0rhhx ! results sh0w will be t0night . kan ji0ng kan ji0ng ! keke'x ~ ii wan wei jian t0 be IN ! L0L ! ~

2005-07-02T22:57:00.000+08:00

o2 JUL o5 ` SAT

YAY YAY ! e WEI's g0rt in t0 the nxt r0und ! feel sho0 happy f0r them ! L0L ! ~
t0dae went t0 pp wiith mama , 0hHh ! yesterdae ii b0ught the mickey necklace ! wo0o ! ~ den miie and sweetheartx suddenly bewi HIGH ! keep laughing all the way ! wahAhAhAHax ! ! sibeii HIGH n0rhhx ! the necklace dat ii b0ught iish exactly the same as wei cho0ng's ! yeAhx ! and it's fr0m k0rea . wo0o ~ ii juz lurve it sho0 much ! kekex ~

maii ba0beii mickey necklace . x)

b0ught cl0thes n pants fr0m S&K at pp . weEe ! finally can buy cl0thes fr0m S&K lerhHhx ! haha'x . den went t0 MC . was h0ping sho0 badly t0 see wei cho0ng . but luck wasn't 0n maii side . guess his juz to0 busy wiith his superstar thingy . n0 time t0 g0 back MC . aiikx . anyway . was supp0sed t0 hab dance less0n derhHh . but had the0ry less0n with zhi wen la0 shi instead . quite fun larhHhx . but im missing anth0ny's less0n ! it's like tw0 weeks n0 hab his less0n lerhhx . h0pe nxt week iish his lesson . keke'x ~

im missing HIM *

2005-06-30T17:09:00.000+08:00

3oth JUNE o5 ` Thursdae

was sho0 high yesterday after watching superstar ! L0L ! ~ realised dat im really crazy 0ber WEI CHOONG ! arhHhx ! ~ he made miie sho0 HIGH yesterday ! xD and ii saw b0th of his mickey necklaces , 0ne yell0w 0ne white . and the white 0ne iish the 0ne ii wanted sho0 badly ! h0w ii wish ii cld buy it . but it c0st a b0mb ! mummy said she can buy f0r miie , unless .. yarhHhx . haiish . ii hab the m0ney t0 buy it , but ii will be br0ke if ii use them . aiiks . ii wan it sho0 badly ! arghx ! ~

im lurving HIM ~ <3

2005-06-29T17:17:00.000+08:00

aiiks ~ its been a bewii l0ng l0ng time since ii update maii bl0g . l0lx. ii hab nth much t0 update anywae . 0hHh . ii remembered 0n 18th June . dat day was a GREAT day indeed ! perf0rmed t0gether with mc students t0 celebrate mc 2nd anniversary ! weEetx ! ~ xD and after the wh0le perf0rmance , ii was sho0 HIGH dat ii g0 hug every0ne ! wahahax ! ~ but didn't hug weii cho0ng . h0w ii wished ii cld hug him . ahas . but anyway ii to0k pics wiith him larhhx . weEe ~ =D and ask him f0r his aut0graph . L0L ! ~ was super high l0rhhx ! and the HIGH-ness stayed wiith miie f0r like 2 daes ! 0MG ! ~

im lurving HIM ! wahahax ! ~ gog0go ! ii will supp0rt uu alwaes !
wei cho0ng wei cho0ng all the wae ! xD

2005-05-17T15:52:00.000+08:00

17.o5.o5 ` tuesday

suddenly ii hab a str0ng sense 0f habin t0 make maii dreams c0me true . n0 idea why . n0 matter h0w hard it is . n0 matter h0w l0ng wil it take . im willing t0 try each and every p0ssilble thing dat can fufil it . despite 0f fearing ppl might n0t gib miie their full supp0rt . i've been habing this dream f0r years . since ii was y0ung . and im h0ping it t0 be fulfilled . having seen many 0f the peope ar0und miie wh0 hab reached their destinati0n . ii feel i shld d0 sth to0 . i really envy them . i wanna be like them 0ne day . and dat 0ne day . iish juz a few steps away . 0nly waiting f0r miie t0 make maii first step ,, t0 maii deatinati0n .

2005-05-16T14:15:00.000+08:00

16.o5.o5 ` M0nday

wth sehh . uu all see maii acc buay s0ng den dun see narhhx ! n0 0ne ask uu all t0 see n0rhhx ! later make ur eyes blind arhhx !

tell uu n0rhhx . uu think iish ii wan derh izzit . fcuk . uu all dunn0 nia n0rhhx . everytime left miie 0ut . as if ii n0t there lidat . im n0t transparent de 0k ! sho0 wads the use !? ii g0 n0 g0 als0 n0 diff l0rhx pls larhh ! mayb uu all als0 wun understand derh narhhx . tell uu all als0 will find it all jia0 way laii derhx . wad f0r waste maii eff0rt g0 explain all these things ! i bet uu all als0 dun b0ther t0 listen !

uu think ii will sho0 b0 lia0 g0 ar0und telling ppl ur jia0 way arhhx . maii sia0 l0rhx . ii g0t better things t0 d0 . n0t sho0 free d0 sho0 b0 lia0 derh thing . why ii cann0t hab 0utside fren derhh izzit . need uu all care arhx . as if uu all dun hab 0utside fren lidat . uu think im acti0ning ? HAH ! acti0n f0r wadx ! hab frenx need t0 acti0nn derhh huh . SIAO !! i think acti0n derhh iish the bitch n0rhhx ! this bitch arhhx. sibeii funny l0rhhx . uu all already sae see maii acc sibeii dulan lia0x . sho0 still add miie f0r wadx ?! add lerhh make uu m0re dulan 0nii arhhx ! wan t0 acti0n dat uu and th0se tw0 sibeii cl0se huh ! pls larhhx ! ii dun give a DAMN ! PUI ! *

hahax . ii childish mind need uu care arhhx . dunn0 iish wh0 childish mind leiix . L0L ! ~ still dare t0 sae ppl . uu wan put ur hand 0n maii tupid face arhhx ! careful dun dirty ur hands ! i n0e uu very li haii in fighting narhhx . can fight until the pers0n g0 t0 h0spital . if sway even can die arhhx ! wh0a i peii fu ur fightting skils siia ! HAHAX !!! `

anyway arhhx . i dun think ii hab 0ffend uu in anyway . why d0 uu wan t0 sae all these things . sibeii b0 lia0 sehhx . mux be buay s0ng miie n0rhhx . wadeva ~

2005-05-15T22:22:00.000+08:00

15.o5.o5 ` sunday

went t0 cwp chrstal jade restaurant celebrate maii grandpa's b'dae . the queue was damn l0ng siia . we waited fr0m 12pm t0 1pm den hab table f0r us arhhx . super hungry n0rhhx . but w0rth it arhhx, c0s the fo0d iish bewii nice . haha x `

after dat went t0 xiao jiu jiu's h0use g0 cut cake . kekex ` the cake als0 b0ught fr0m chrystal jade derhhx . quite nice larhhx . hmm .

den went back t0 cwp gai gai wiith mama . didn't b0ught much things anyway . ii 0nii b0ught the gl0ssy wax fr0m wats0ns . dats all . l0lx. ii wanted t0 buy al0t 0f things de nehhx . but mama dun let miie buy . haii . g0t samuel kevin derhh shirt ii wan . and sly's album . grrx all 0nii can see but cann0t buy .

cwp really r0cks manx ! there hab all sh0ps tht uu can think 0f arhhx ! BTH ! ~ g0 there ii can sh0p till dr0p arhhx ! hahax. ~ live near there really sibeii shi0k arhhx . but to0 bad ii dun live there . wo0dlands nehhx . sibeii far fr0m maii h0use . hab t0 travel f0r like 45 mins liidat . ii lurve cwp ! L0L ! ~

2005-05-13T18:41:00.000+08:00

13.o5.o5 ` Friday

wad freaking life i've g0t . damn g0d .

i kn0w wad im d0ing and n0 need uu f0r any advise 0r wadx . uu can freaking g0 t0 hell and d0 ur 0wn things ! im damn freaking irritated by uu . grrr . dun mess with miie .

i still can g0 0n with maii 0wn life with0ut uu all . wadx the big deal man . juz get 0ut 0f maii sight . and im happy en0ugh .

duhx * i lo0k f0rward t0 the future ,, n0t back int0 the past . wadx d0ne cann0t be und0ne . im happy with wad ii hab . maii l0ved 0nex . i will cherish uu all . thx f0r being there f0r miie when ii needed uu m0st . =))

2005-05-11T16:30:00.000+08:00

11.o5.o5 ` wednesday

t0day iish dnt paper . actually can d0 quite well derhhx . all bec0s ii neber g0 learn the things . den in the end all c0me 0ut . =x damn . ii mem0rise al0t things den when exam dat time ii den realise ii neber learn stuctures . and sway en0ugh . it came 0ut . s0mem0re iish 20 marks nehhx ! 20 MARKS nehhx ! argh ! ` shit manx . f0rget it . im g0nna fail anyway . grrr . ~

juz changed maii bl0g's lay0ut . find it n0t bad arhh . hahax , ` ^^ ii like it .

2005-05-09T17:01:00.000+08:00

o9.o5.o5 ` m0nday

to0k tw0 papers t0day . first paper was s0cial studies . it sucked . ><
sec0nd paper was physics . it sucked als0 . =x hahax .` c0s ii als0 dun understand a single thing . and ii als0 hate physics . L0L ! ~ sho0 im jux g0nna get an egg f0r these tw0 papers =x

tata ~
<3

2005-05-05T16:42:00.000+08:00

o5.o5.o5 ` thursday

wo0o ! ~ t0day's date iish sibeii nice arhhx ! kekex .. `

and t0day iish maii first day 0f exams w0rx .. 0mg ~ to0k maii eng paper . hard arhhx ! i think i might pass , i might fail als0 . hahax ! sho0 iish b0rder line n0rhhx . the paper 2 arhx . i see the c0mpre see till ii kuku eyes lerhhx ><
lucky ii managed to finish everything 0n time . phew * kekex .. ` tml taking chi paper . and ii still haben g0 learn yetx . =x hahax . ~ beahhx ` xp later den learn narhhx . kekex .

tata ~
<3

2005-05-01T20:24:00.000+08:00

3o.o4.o5 ` saturday

t0day went t0 t0wn with darlingx nehhx ! wo0otx ! ~ sibeii happy 0w ` kekex ..` went t0 taka lib ar0und 11am liidat .. den study study study till like 1 liidat den we g0 gaii gaii ar0und t0wn .. see we sho0 guaii h0rx ! studyy finish lerhhx den g0 gaii gaii nehhx ! hahax ! ~

we keep walking ar0und fareast nehhx ! 0mg ! den keep walking pass pmk ! arhhx ! den i buay tahan ! ii keep bii0 inside ! den i kan zh0ng 0ne bag arhhx ! L0L ! ~ sibeii chi0 n0rhhx ! but n0 en0ugh m0ney buy .. c0s i already b0ught j0lin's j-game ! wee ! ~ finally b0ught it ! kekex ..` im g0nna be br0ke le arhhx ! c0s miie and darlingx to0k neoprints take till sibeii s0ng ! den we end up taking 3 times 0f neoprints ! 0mg ! break rec0rd arhhx ! L0L ! ~

really had fun wiith darlingx n0hhx ! im lo0king f0rward t0 18th may ! woo ! ~ =D

ar0und 6 liidat darlingx went h0me lerhhx .. miie als0 actually wan g0 h0me derhhx .. but h0ney msg miie sae she at s0mersaut mrt .. sho0 i was w0ndering if she wanna c0me meet miie marhhx .. den she sae ok .. sho0 i walked t0 0rcahrd mrt stai0n wait f0r her .. kekex .. ` den we went t0 buggis .. g0 walk walk .. den she passed miie the cute hp chain ! 0mg ! super cute arhhx ! thx nehhx !

we went t0 take ne0prints ! dats maii 4th time taking ` .. L0L ! ~ den g0 buy things .. h0ney b0ught stickers f0r putting hp derhhx .. den after dat went t0 mac sit d0wn and talk talk .. and help her put the stickers 0n her ph0ne .. heex .. i received a call fr0m the superstar de incharge person .. den he sae there's a change in the date , time and venue .. its been changed t0 8th may .. sunday .. at IMM 3rd level .. den i wan like .. 0mg ! IMM ? and he said this time iish 0pened to the public .. can call maii frewns and family t0 g0 there supp0rt .. faint * 0pen t0 public !!! arhhx ! damn shit ! im g0nna be sho0 dead manx ! argh ! `

i was supp0sed t0 g0 h0me bef0re 9 .. but i end up going home at 11 .. =x L0L !~ c0s ii bu she derh leave arhhx .. wanna peii h0ney marhhx .. we hardliy den can meet derhhx .. s0mem0re we hab al0t t0 talk arhhx .. hahax ..` den we stay in buggis de mac until all the sh0ps ab0ut t0 close den we willing t0 leave the place .. L0L !~ den walked t0 buggis street .. sh0ps als0 all ab0ut t0 cl0se .. den we b0 baiin .. hab t0 g0 h0me lerhhx .. c0s n0 where t0 g0 lia0x .. hahax ..`

really enj0yed maii dae with them ! h0pe can g0 0ut t0gether againx nehhx ! =D

2005-04-24T17:50:00.000+08:00

arhhx ! t0day iish auditi0n lerhhx ! 0mg ! w0ke up bewii early t0 get maiiself prepared .. kekex .. ` den went t0 mediacorp wiith antx .. we reached there 0ne h0ur bef0re the time we sh0uld reach there .. bewii early riitex ? hahax ..

ar0und 12 plus .. we were b0ught to the studi0 inside .. den sit d0wn there .. the pe0ple there gave us a super big and l0ng sticker f0r us t0 stick 0n 0ur chest f0r identificati0n purp0se .. the stickeer iish super big can ! 0mg .. cann0t stick 0n 0ut st0mach there .. mux stick 0n chest there .. imagine 0ne big big sticker sticked on ur chest ! 0mg ! sho0 awful ! l0lx.. ` n0 choice .. every0ne hab t0 d0 dat .. hahax ..

i was sho0 damn nervous .. 0mg .. maii palms are sweating like hell manx .. l0lx.. ` we were seperated int0 gr0ups 0f five .. sl0wly sl0wly gr0up by gr0up g0 t0 the auditi0n ro0m .. and we are the first gr0up t0 g0 .. and im the first t0 be auditi0ned ! arhhx ! maii heart iish like g0in t0 jump 0ut anytime ! 0mg ~ damn nervous .. and s0mem0re there'e n0 music f0r uu t0 sing with .. uu hab t0 sing with0ut music ..

when we walked t0 the auditi0n ro0m .. i saw peter ! wo0otx ! den i felt abit relax after seeing him .. c0s will hab a feeling dat i habin lessons in mc .. sho0 dun hab t0 be sho0 nervous .. hahax ! but luckily his n0t maii judge .. if n0t i will die .. his damn strict derhhx .. sho0 ii might n0t get in if he's maii judge .. =x l0lx.. ` well .. im the first sho0 n0 ch0ice i went in the auditi0n ro0m .. intr0duced maiiself den start t0 sing lerhhx .. im shivering like hell manx ! and i cant stand still l0rhhx ! super scary ! l0lx.. ` but i managed t0 sing maii s0ng larhhx .. hahax ..

den the nervous part c0mes .. the results .. there iish a green light and red light .. green light means uur in .. red means thk you f0r ur participati0n uu can try again nxt year .. l0lx.. den i waited f0r a few mins f0r the judges t0 discuss .. den the green light flashed ! 0mg ! den g0t 0ne female judge .. she say .. ehh .. uu press wr0ng butt0n arhhx ! den ii was like .. huh ?! den iish shld be red de arhhx ? den an0ther judge say , n0 larhhx .. c0rrect .. iish green light .. *phew .. scare miie arhhx ! 0hh g0sh ! ii actually g0t in arhhx ! am ii dreaming ? l0lx.. ~

2005-04-19T14:47:00.000+08:00

time flies sho0 fast .. last sat was maii last lesson at mc .. wonder if i shld c0ntinue .. hmmm .. n0t verii sure .. maii singing still sux manx .. h0w c0me .. 0mg.. hate it .. argh ! i dun think i hab sh0wn much impr0vements .. and im still n0t satisfied with maii 0wn singing .. i still wanna learn more .. and impr0ve .. but im still thinking whether t0 c0ntinue or not ..

maii life jux sux now .. dun understand why i hab sho0 much fan na0s .. wadx g0in wr0ng ? everything is like all screwed up ..

arghx ! i hab flu ! 0mg ! 0mg ! n0 ! i still hab auditi0n f0r superstar this sun derhhx ! thinking bout it .. im bewii scared nehhx .. dunn0 wad it will be like .. tml after sports day will be g0in k b0x and choose s0ngs bahhx .. up till n0w still dunn0 wadx s0ngs t0 sing .. and heard dat one 0f the judges will be li si s0ng 0r li wei s0ng .. 0mg ! sure veri hard t0 get in derhhx .. =x

wish maiiself go0d luck bahhx .. and maii ba0beiix ant to0 .. kekex .. `

2005-04-11T16:53:00.000+08:00

im shoo tired manx.. l0lx.. ` sat after music clinic i went t0 meet maii sweetheartx ! 0mg ! i was late nehhx.. haiix.. first tiime meet onii late lerx.. but nebermind ast least can see mai darliingx ! kekex.. ^^

den 12am liidat i went t0 imm stay overnight with beilian.. queue for 56 auto session.. quite al0t ppl queue already w0rx.. kekex.. and sho0 stupid.. sho0 many insects there.. kena bitex al0t tiimex.. sibeii itchy arx ! den make miie cannot sleep =x sho0 sleepy nehhx.. alamak.. kekex..

in the m0rning start t0 hab al0t ppl come queue lerx.. den alot maii frenx and fc ppl come join maii queue.. around 8am plus the sercurity shifted everyone t0 queue at the barrier there where the stage iis.. im shoo happy im shoo glad dat im queueing in the front! hahax.. can see the stage sho0 clearly.. 0mg ! l0lx..

darlingx was wiith miie queueing.. kekex,.. she bewii the naughty arx.. keep taking pic of miie secretly.. omg ! dun arhx nxt tiime .. kekex.. say wan take piics with miie de horx.. den i keep ask u take u dowan.. aiiyo.. den precious also keep asking miie take wiith uu nehhx.. u break her promise horx.. hahax.. =p

the weather was super hot manx.. afternoon 1 plux.. 5566 finally came ! everyone was sibeii high arhx ! l0lx ! den i keep shouting ! buay tahan sia ! omg ! really cannot control maiiself ! xD

super high ! den when go up stage let them sign.. i try talk to renfu .. and he looked up smiled and said xie xie nehhx ! arhx ! ! ! i was damn happy manx ! cannot forget that moment.. even its juz for a few mins.. i also very happy ! L0L ! i really crazy liaox ~ hahax..

i kena sunburn siia.. and was sibeii thirsty.. but i find worth it.. hahax.. they was shoo good this time.. let us get all albums signed.. not like last tiime.. onii can sign one.. this tiime i got all three album signed ! wo0o !

after dat went to suntec wiith antx.. go register the superstar thingy.. at fiirst we were still hestitaing.. whether wan anot.. ok den we juz gave it a shot.. we went.. there was little ppl there.. not much.. think mayb most of them register on sat le bahx.. yupx.. very scary nehhx.. our audition jux two week away nia ! omg !

lee dong went to register also 0w.. hahax.. he's number iish 3000.. sho0 his audition iish like three more weeks away nohhx.. still got shoo much timme.. lolx..

i dun think will shoo easy get in.. got shoo many contestants.. sure will hab good contestants de.. lolx..

den i reach home watch the nkf.. omg ! 5566 was the first to perform ! arhx ! sibeii yandaox ar ! ^^

8 plus i went to sleep liaox.. sibeii tiredx.. den sleep till morning 12 .30 liidat =x hahax !

2005-03-30T17:05:00.000+08:00

yesterday after sch went to suntec watch the eye with the same ppl excluding ps.. this iis the 2nd time i'm watching it.. lolx..~ antx keep shouting whenever the scary part comes.. omg!` i not scared hear her scream also will chua dio larhhx.. hahax! somemore she sit beside miie nehhx.. lolx..` i was damn sleepy today manx.. whole day in sch i was liike.. only half awake.. i felt maii eye lid iish super heavy.. anytime gonna close.. even when walking also feel like sleeping.. L0L!~ i tried to keep maii eyes open in every lesson.. very xin ku nehhx.. wan sleep cannot sleep.. hhaax.. dunno why today everyone shoo moody nehhx.. hmm.. kekex.. today got eng test ow.. shoo hard.. omg~ think i will fail bahhx =x .. neber go out after sch.. eat lunch lerx den go home with antx.. guaii horx.. L0L!` siianx.. tml need stay back f0r d&t stars pr0gramme.. den fri after sch got eng oral.. 0mg!!` scared scared nehhx.. after take oral hab t0 go f0r maths.. piiangx,, wo kuai yao si lerx.. =x

2005-03-28T22:13:00.000+08:00

t0day liike n0 hab lessons liidat.. hahax.. almost all of the periods we use t0 practice our class performance.. lolx.. study like nv study anything lidat .. aiiks.. i shall start from our perf0rmance there bahhx.. b4 dat nth much to write about.. heex.. when performance about to start.. we quite nervous worx.. omg.. although not our fiirst time on stage.. but still will abit scared scared.. lolx.. ahh.. den performance started le.. kekex.. the music was played so fast.. not in tiime nohhx the music.. omg.. den our waltz dance was like.. omg~ we dance dance halfway the music suddenly stop.. den we were like.. ehh? shoo akward lorx.. somemore iish dance with guys de.. den we were like.. dunno wad to do.. the music stopped.. den we also stop dancing.. but after a few sec.. we decided to continue without the music.. so yar.. after dat was our honey dance.. the music was also not quite in time.. but luckily we managed to dance together with the timing of the music.. nxt iish the guys dancing aii nii.. hahax! i can say dat was the best part of our performance! it was damn funny! LOL!! ~ imagine guys dancing ai ni and acting cutex.. lolx. ~ we end our performance by dedicating a song to our tchers and ex 3n5 form tchers.. mr sirat & mr ong..

after performance went back to class take piics.. lolx..~ den went for chi N level oral.. we wore our performance clothes to take the oral nehhx.. omg~ we didn't even hab the time to change.. hahax.. lucky tcher dun mind.. if not we sure kena minus marks de.. after taking oral went to parkway eat swensens with maii family.. which consists of ant, ting, kel, ps & ash.. woo! but kim not wiith us worx.. she go peii her baobeiix.. yupx.. kel shoo joker sia.. keep making us laugh.. ppl eating ice cream u keep acting like a retard.. omg! hahax.. laugh till our stomach pain sia.. ant laugh till keep stepping her feet against the floor.. LOL!! she's mad!` hahax.. den one tiime she accidently step on papa'a feet.. hahax.. buay tahan manx.. really sibeii funny nohhx.. stupid kel.. act retard act till very real arx! now think of it can laugh manx.. lolx.. ! ~ around 5 plus miie, antx & ting walked to bus stop about to go home.. den we saw vincent they all.. ant wanted to stay.. so ting went home first nohhx.. den i also stayed together with antx.. we joined vince they all instead of going home.. hahax!` tupiid they all say wat wanna go a place where can throw coins one.. den we anything nohx.. cos we dunno where can throw coins so decide go see see.. den in the end they bring us to the arcade there.. omg~ hahax.. quite fun also larhhx.. throw coins.. lolx..` den played racing car.. woo! i g0t 1st place worx.. but only one time nia.. hahax! today was shoo fun nehhx.. if only kimli was with us.. den it will be more more fun!! kekex.. hope everydya also can be shoo fun.. ><>

2005-03-25T01:25:00.000+08:00

today i feel super sleepy manx.. c0s yesterday slept at 12am den woke up at 5.45.. omg~ not enough sleep.. =x damn sleepy lerx.. in class almost all the lessons maii eyes have been wanting to totally shut down.. hahax.. even now i typing also feel like sleepiing.. lolx..`

stayed back after sch.. actually got stars programme de.. but i didn't go.. kekex.. maii jiemeiiz bery guai they went.. lolx.. den miie, ting & xiao wei go take bus go home.. on maii way home, i called ant.. then she tell miie got practice for our dance.. den i was like.. huh?! i now on the way home le den u tell miie hab practice.. omg.. lolx.. den i took bus back nohhx.. anyway go home also nth to do.. lolx.. our performance iish nxt monday lerx.. i dun thiink the guys can learn all by nxt mon.. oh manx.. grrr....~

around 4pm plus went to westwing to watch our class guys play street soccer.. hmm.. i prefer to watch ppl play bball.. kekex.. but nbm nahhx.. 5pm liidat everything end le.. den all go home nohhx.. walk to the canteen sit.. den out of the sudden dunno who started the water war game manx.. i was not involved at first.. but maii jiemeiiz splashed at miie.. den i go find a bottle and fill it with water den splash them back.. hahax.. anyway i'm all soaked.. so might as well join in the fun.. hahax.. guys ver. gals.. lolx..!` shoo damn fun manx.. we were all wet like wad lidat.. keep running around chasing & splash water at them.. tiring but fun.. lolx.. eugene run super fast den one can manage to catch him.. unfair!! he keep splashing us make us soaked den he's liike.. so dry.. hahax.. alot ppl was in the canteen watching these crazy ppl playing and chasing around.. lolx!` omg~ hahax.. maii uniform, skirt everything all wet.. oh my.. but it was really fun.. ^^

on our way back home.. suddenly i saw desmond walking towards us.. my started beating super fast at tht time.. omg! something bad is gonna happen.. we all continued our way home.. i'm damn worried for kim nohhx.. the first thing we did was to ask chong to go home.. if not des surely will beat him up de.. k den he took a cab back home.. ant was crying and i am really super worried for kim.. when we look back kimli was shouting and she was standing in the middle of the road!!! ahhh!! i can feel maii heart stopped beating as i shouted.. miie and ant was very scared but luckily the car stopped in time.. if not.. i really can't imagine.. omg~ kimli and des were shouting and shouting.. was damn scary can.. we refused to go but the guys tell us to go.. den we went to somewhere near.. super worried for her manx.. wan to call her but can't.. later if she pick up i scared des will slam the phone.. we couldn't really do anything but to wait.. few mins later augustin they all ran back to check if they are still there.. they told us they have calmed down and they are at fun land there.. i was rather relieved to hear dat.. but still worried.. same goes to ant.. 7pm plus we decided to go home.. i msged kim to ask if she's ok.. awhile later she replied saying dat she's ok.. ya and all tht.. kekex.. =p

kimli ar kimli.. nxt tiime can pls dun make your jiemeiiz scared until heart drop marhhx.. aiyo,. u noe how shocked we are when we see u standing in the middle of the road.. i dowan anything happen to u pls.. dun do dat anymore.. u will scare the hell out of us nehhx.. if anything can come tell us nohhx.. never keep to yourself.. will only make yourself worse de.. kkx.. ^^ lurbex you lots lots!!~ muacks!`

today iish liike taking a roller coster ride lidat.. in the morning.. feel very sleepy and moody.. afternoon had a fun and happy time.. evening is the most thrilling ride.. scariest and worrying ridex.. omg~ neber had a ride in this kinda roller coster before.. lolx..`

2005-03-22T17:05:00.000+08:00

t0day iish 2nd day of sch reopen.. siianx.. this few days sibeii sadx.. haiix.. very moody.. in class always sit alone.. hardly talk t0 anyone.. except to maii jiemeiiz.. sometimes i feel like crying.. but i didn't.. cos i dun wan maii jiemeiz to worry and make them no mood also.. so i juz have to 'ren' and put a happy face.. i dunno how to say.. dunno how to express. but.. aiyo.. forget it.. no one understands how i really feel anyway.. ><

this friday ish good friday worx.. public holiday! ^^ kekex.. i plan to watch the eye movie with antx on fri de.. but who noes.. she already agreed to watch with anqi lerx.. haiix.. nbm nohhx.. why everytime lidat de.. wan go out with her or watch movie.. everytime i hear form her ans is.. oh i going out with anqi later.. oh.. i'm going to watch with anqi.. not i wan to say or wadx.. but nowadays hardly can go out with her.. haiix.. dunno wadx goin on.. den maii darling kimli hab to keep her baobeii desmond company.. wan watch with her also cannot.. bo bian.. nbm nohhx.. i dun blame anyone.. i go watch alone.. ><'

haiix.. no mood to continue lerx.. only maii baobeii renfu can help brighten up maii day! hahax.. everytime see his shuai shuai de pic.. xD watch wan qun yu le.. watch 5566 host de show.. all maii fan nao will be thrown aside.. but after sometime it will still come back and pester miie.. haiix..

2005-03-20T00:38:00.000+08:00

shoo fast h0liday gonna over liaox.. haiix.. and im still slacking.. i haven even touched any of maii hw.. im gonna be dead soon.. omg~ and i coloured maii hair to dark brown.. but came out the result is black.. yucks! it sux manx.. i hate maii hair colour now.. so yuckie! u muz be wondering why im so stupid to colour back.. i hab no choice.. i dowan to get caught again when sch reopens.. im sick of seeing the discipline master.. sick of being caught by teachers.. lolx.. sux man..

i've really slacken this year.. oh damn god.. look at maii terrible results.. i can't go on like this.. it's gonna kill maii future.. blame it on miie.. blame it on the teachers.. but im gonna blame it on the teachers more.. i find the teachers dat is teaching us this yr sux.. except for some.. maths.. oh.. freak.. he dun even noe how to teach.. how do u expect a PE tcher to teach a subject well? sux.. d&t.. worst.. always talk crap.. talk for three periods and we haven even learn a single thing.. wads going on manx.. come on.. if u dunno how to teach den juz jolly well get another job.. dun come and ruin us and make us fail.. this sch juz sux.. but frewnz from this sch rox! =p

2005-03-17T13:17:00.000+08:00

survey.survey.survey - super b0red*

WOULD U RATHER.
1) pierce your nose or tongue?
- tOngue

2) be serious or be funny?
- b0th

3) drink whole or skim milk?
- ehh. dun liike milk. l0lx

4) simple or complicated?
- depends

* . . . D O Y O U P R E F E R . . . *

5) flowers or angel figurines?
- angel figurines

6) grey or pink?
- pink 0f c0shh

7) coloured or black-and-white photos?
- c0loured

8) lust or love?
- l0ove

9) sunrise or sunset?
- sunset

10) M&Ms or Skittles?
- bOth nehhx

11) rap or rock?
- dunno

12) staying up late or waking up early?
- stay up late

13) TV or radio?
- tv better bahhx

15) eating apples or oranges?
- apple

18) feeling hot or cold?
- both. lOlx

19) tall members of the opposite sex?
- huh??

20) sun or moon?
- moon

21) emeralds or rubies?
- hmm. emeralds bahhx

22) left or right?
- right

23) having 10 acquaintances or 1 best friend?
- 1 best frewn

24) sun or rain?
- depends

25) vanilla ice cream or chocolate icecream ?
- ch0colate iice cream

27) green beans or carrots?
- green beans

26) boys or girls?
- bOth bahhx

* . . . M I S C E L L A N E O U S . . . *

29) What is your biggest fear in the world?
- shhh. secret*

30) Kids or no kids?
- kids

31) Cat or dog?
- d0g

32) Half empty or half full?
- huh? isn't iit the same?

33)Mustard or ketchup?
- ketchup; prefer chilly

34) Hard cover books or soft cover books?
- ermx; makes no diff to miie

35) Newspaper or magazine?
- magazine

36) Sandals or sneakers?
- sandals

37) Wonder or amazement?
- bOth

38) Red car or white car?
- red car

39) Happy and poor or sad and rich?
- happy & riich can marhhx? lOlx.

40) Singing or dancing?
- singing

41) Hugging or kissing?
- hugginng

42) Corduroy or plain?
- ehh?

43) Happy or sad?
- happie

45) Blondes, brunettes?
- hUh?

* . . . A B O U T Y O U . . . *

46. What time is it?
- 1.35 pm

47. Name?
- clara

48. Nickname?
- baobeii

50. Where are you now?
- maii roOm

51. What are you doing?
- dOiin dish survey nohhx

52. Number of candles that appeared on the cake?
- last year 15

53. Date that you regularly blow them out?
- 23 dec

54. Pets?
- nO hab

55. Eye color?
- dark brOwn

56. Hair color?
- mahogany brOwn

57. Piercings?
- 3 onii

58. Clean guy/gal/ or pierced guy/gal?
- dOesn't matter

59. Who's the person on your mind right now?
- shhh; cannOt tell yOu. kekEex

60. What are u goin to do after doing this survey?
- baTh nohhx; den dOll up go out. hEex

2005-03-16T17:01:00.000+08:00

last few days neber update.. cox of maii stupiid com.. hmm.. limme recap.. mon.. where did i go? oh.. thiink i stayed at home bahhx.. see.. shoo guai.. lolx.. den yesterday.. went to sch practice nohhx.. wa.. its juz a waste of tiime manx.. the guys iish like hack care liidat.. f**k manx.. den wad for come and practice.. if your not interested in learning den juz simply back out.. no one forces u to learn.. we can get someone else to replace you.. only two or three guys are learning lorx.. den the rest? pls be serious can anot.. dun wait until last min den u all come and kan jiong the dance steps.. and if on the day of performance u malu forget your steps pls dun come and blame ppl.. start learning early and u will eventually remember all the steps de.. juz wun listen.. how stubborn..

went to parkway after dat.. ate swensens.. heex,, super full manx.. den went walk walk.. wanted to get 5566 taiwan concert dvd from sembawang.. but there doesn't come with the pass to their autograph session.. den went to m1 shop look see look see.. hahax.. i wan a nokia 7260! lolx.. dunno how ant accidently stepped on my feet and one of maii toe nails came off.. somemore she wearing sport shoes.. omg! super paiin can!! got blood nehhx.. oh my.. i hate it when maii nails are broken.. haiix.. nbm.. it will grow de.. kekex.. ant and esther went home den left miie, kim, ting ting & chong yi.. went to ting house.. cut maii broken nail.. eeeks! pain!~ lolx.. and yah.. almost forget.. maii hair was super ugly!! yucks! lolx.. so yuckkie.. but i liike maii current hair colour.. hahax.. sch reopen hab to colour back lerx.. sobx.. i really can't stand maii frindge.. eeeer.. hahax.. den went to popular cd rama buy 5566 taiwan concert dvd.. yea! dat comes with the pass.. and comes wiith free 5566 ez link card! 0mg!~ and i got renfu's ez link card.. shoo good nehhx.. ^^ super happy! heex.. im gonna buy j-stars concert dvd the nxt tiime i go.. kekex..

today juz slack at home.. sibeii sianx.. by right shld be doin maii holiday hw.. but whole afternoon use com use until neber do.. hahax.. power horx.. l0lx..

hO|idaY!~

2005-03-12T22:05:00.000+08:00

wee! finally holiday has arrived! kekex.. and im gonna miss maii frewnz.. :( but hey! i'll get to hav enough sleep during the holidays.. =)) heex.. come to think of it.. this holiday iish very short.. haiiyoo.. one week only.. hahax.. aiya better than nth nahhx.. juz one week holiday only got tons of hm.. especially maths.. shoo damn sickening.. this will only make miie hate maths more.. =p anyway im planning to hab a hair cut.. hmm.. shld i cut maii fringe and make it short? still considering.. heex..

many things has happened juz to fast.. its all juz too late to regret.. if only there's a way for us to rewind time.. hahax.. thts gonna be amazing wouldn't it? lolx..

went to music clinic today.. two lessons didn't have practical le.. guess maii standard has dropped abit.. =x oops.. kekex.. today sang stefanie's wo de ai.. and anthony was saying stefanie came down to mc yesterday.. oh god! why yesterday? why didn't she came today? hahax.. so i could she her sing and perform.. probably can learn something.. and i can take pics with her also.. lolx.. thiink too much lerx.. hahax.. i dunno why i juz couldn't seem to have facial expressions.. so sickening.. i can feel the song when i'm singing.. but i can't express it out.. omg.. no matter how hard i tried.. still cannot.. damn god.. learn for 1 year plus le maii facial expressions still not improving.. haiyo.. guess i hab to squeeze maii face everyday to make it loose so dat it would look so dead when im singing.. hahax! i muz be crazy.. lolx..